String fullTitle = "Sex with a dictator...how to I get over it /adv/?";
int postNumber = "19766382";
String image = "D40B59A4-3DF7-4DDA-9462-61561FE97B58.jpg";
String date = "07/11/18(Wed)02:52:47";
String comment = "Hello /adv/, my name is Anna.
In 1988 when I was 15 I had an affair with Colonel Muammar Gaddafi. I recently shared my story on /b/ and they advised me to make an account on Reddit to tell my story. I posted my experience on r/confession and suddenly my inbox was flooded with questions. (You can read my story here: https://www.reddit.com/r/confession
All that being said I didn’t really get into how this has effected me psychologically, as a person. I haven’t ever told anyone about my experience up until now (outside of my parents who knew), I guess I’ve always been afraid of judgement. And to be honest I’ve always felt like I can’t talk about it, it’s so damn painful, but at the same time I feel so compelled to, just to talk to somebody. I guess that’s why I’m posting here, I really did want to come across as a whiny little bitch on my other subs. I’m a pretty mellow person and I prefer showing that side of me mostly.
These last few years have been hell on me. I nearly killed myself back in ‘11, but decided to stick around a while longer. Things have been getting progressively worse as the years go on though. In a way I wish my father had never told me about the other letters, maybe I could go on like I had for the previous 20+ years. Maybe it would have been easier to let go, to have accepted things, I don’t know. It’s like finding out about the letters, losing my father, and then seeing Muammar killed so violently all in the matter of a month made something snap in my brain. Like there was all this tension and it was finally released after so many years.