String fullTitle = "I Don't belong";
int postNumber = "19771856";
String image = "2016-High-quality-200cm-Giant-teddy-bear-plush-toys-Life-size-teddy-bear-stuffed-animals-Children.jpg";
String date = "07/12/18(Thu)15:30:11";
String comment = "So.. I'm 27. But I look like I'm 14, no breasts, 5ft, 104lbs. I get mistaken for a child, I've had cops called on two different boyfriends in public areas for this reason. I don't feel my age at all - I love Disney movies/ cartoons/ color books/ blowing bubbles in the bath. At home I can freely be myself. I found the DDLG community and felt really accepted and other adult women who wanted to play with me. But I was told everything I am doing is wrong, unhealthy, I'm sick and I needed to get help - so I got help, I went to therapy, I took meds, boxed up my toys and tried to be normal for a few months. I had never been more unhappy. So I went back to being the way I was and I felt better until one of my closest friends ripped into me and told me I was disgusting for being apart of the CLG community and having a Daddy Dom and enjoying age-play with him, she found proof in my room.
I don't do this stuff in public, never around minors and I keep it between him and I. I mentioned my appearance and personality because I'm wondering if there IS seriously something wrong with me, like I'm physically/ mentally underdeveloped. Could I be?
I don't ACT like a child I AM like a child and people treat me like one. My whole family infantilizes me. They've never said "aren't you too old for that?" and my mother actually bought me coloring books when I was 21.
I'm autistic as well. But I don't feel like I belong in the ASD community either. I have lots of friends but I still feel like I can't win and shouldn't be alive. Should I consider killing myself?";