String fullTitle = "If I kill myself, will I miss much?";
int postNumber = "20451059";
String image = "defeat.jpg";
String date = "01/11/19(Fri)21:25:12";
String comment = "Anons, I've always thought of suicide.
I just wanted to know that should I decide to live, what am I in for? (The good part, please)
Every time I talk to someone about their history, they describe unbelievable suffering that I could never get through because I am a very weak person. I feel completely unfit for life and very scared of everything. I don't want to go through the shit that they went through, so I'm thinking about being proactive.
Life's just so miserable. The last time and the greatest joy I've ever had was getting an A on a calculus test, and that is it. I have no one to talk to about my problems because my mom will just ask me to kill myself with her, I don't trust any of my friends to care (I'd move the world to help them, but I'd not trust them to do jack for me) and don't want to expose myself, therapists are all pussies.
I was just wondering if you could tell me about what is happiness, /adv/. I'm so lost. I'm just here, thinking there is absolutely no happiness to be gotten, and I might as well be dead already.";