import 4.code.options;
import 4.code.about;

class Header{

public void title(){

String fullTitle = "/fit/ - Fitness";

public void menu();

public void board();

public void goToBottom();

public void refresh(a);

class Thread extends Board{
public void ITTweletitallout(OP Anonymous){

String fullTitle = "ITT we let it all out";
int postNumber = "48298227";
String image = "1514569335217.png";
String date = "11/08/18(Thu)14:35:36";
String comment = ">6 foot tall
>broad shoulders
>strong jaw
>... balding

Its not fair lads. I was so close to making it."

public void comments(){
if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298255 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:37:50")

">5'6 Mexican
>used to be very light skinned but the sun has made me into a shit skin
>attractive face
>nice body
>still a manlet
I rather be bald and 6'"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298278 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:39:32")

>6'1 foot tall
>Broad shoulders
>Resting angry face


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298293 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:40:43")

Sorry bro. In college I had a mexican friend who always wore long sleeve shirts, in Phoenix. One day I asked him why and he said was to keep him from getting dark. I remember thinking it was depressing as fuck."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298339 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:44:00" && image=="1535657648293.jpg")


>unironically can't build muscle to save my life"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298359 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:45:55")

>used to be blonde now brown haired
>ok face
>also strong jaw
>broad shoulders
fuck me man"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298379 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:47:36")

">6 foot tall


Welp. It was a nice run I guess."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298415 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)14:50:48")

Yeah it sucks, theres a lot of racism between fair skin mexicans and darkies.
I live in the fucking desert so theres no way im not getting darker with time. You just gotta accept it"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298713 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)15:20:53")

Stop pitying yourself, these problems are only as much problems as you let them be"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48298959 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)15:39:14")

">5ft11" - not bad where I live
>Never been fat
>Full head of hair
>Legitimately able to handle a conversation with a woman

>30yo khv
>never even been on a date


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299139 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)15:52:55")

Go talk to Bosley you fucking retard. Holy shit."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299162 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)15:54:17")

and how many girls did you actually ask out on a date?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299431 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:18:10")

You didn't mention in your list that you're funny as well"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299472 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:23:01")

>fairly /fit/
>good looking
>not an autist
>respectable job, not a brainlet
>due to years of being a sperg am a virgin at 24
>can’t find the motivation to force myself to leave my comfort zone and start to be sociable again

literally how do I do it, it sounds so simple but I just can’t be bothered. I convince myself I don’t have the energy to go out and meet people and reach out to friends"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299492 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:24:36")

"question: why do people shave their heads bald rather than buzzing real close for a stubble kind of look? id assume thats better than skin bald at least I think personally it looks better";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299522 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:28:49")

">300lbs as a teen
>lost it all now im down to 160 at 23
>since i messed up my teenage years i cant connect to people and form decent relationships
>dont even know how to approach girls, every single one i like just stops talking to me
>drinking unhealthy amounts of coffee and cant even sleep well anymore
>lifting is the only thing that gives me some hope
i need to get out of this self pity spiral i put myself in after i got rejected guys, i let my guard down again"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299553 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:31:48" && image=="1525048896774.jpg")

>narrow shoulders
>93% white but brown eyes brown nips brown hair
>normie jaw
>... balding"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299556 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:32:02")

">7' 8"
>300lbs lean
>dong like a pringles can
>blond as a Silesian wheatfield
>have magic powers
>worth more money than currently exists
>lifts 7/8/9/10
>masculine beauty has caused several deaths/blindings
>ingrown toenail


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299562 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:32:25")

>been told have attractive face
>newly motivated to train harder, lost 25 pounds in last 4 months
>not complete autist, can make girls laugh
>have several girls interested in me, want none of them.
At the same time
>feel like a fucking failure for not having a gf
>consider asking some of the girls out so that people will stop asking me why I'm single, even though I know it wont make me happy
>also, am becoming addicted to the self pity, instead of working on beating it.
im hurting right now"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299570 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:33:14" && image=="the_feels_of_the_world.jpg")

>Working on my body daily
>Nothing will cure my manlet state"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299585 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:35:05")

>good looking
>still a virgin

100% cope my dude"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299593 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:35:52")

all those things make the balding irrelevant. tall manly men can easily just shave their head."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299605 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:37:27")

>Decent face
>Weak jaw
>Otter body"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299609 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:37:52" && image=="1540586015220.jpg")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299624 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:39:05")

What is khv?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299644 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:40:29")

Ouch. What you gonna do?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299648 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:40:39")


I have a very active sex life and manage to get by socially anyway so I don't really think it matters."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299652 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:40:44")

kissless handholdless virgin"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299722 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:47:19" && image=="qnaENJT.png")

>le smart
>decent hair
>strong i guess

>poor socially, but don't do enough to improve it"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299746 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:49:47")

didn’t say I used to be and have turned down girls before without realising due to insecurities"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299786 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:53:10")

I really like that type of haircut, but I assume people associate it with skinheads?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299790 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:53:32")

>broad shoulders
>crushing anxiety around women even though I’m 24 years old"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299827 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:56:07")

>broad af shoulders
>slim waist
>good genetics in general, build muscle pretty fast
>green eyes
>...massive broken kike nose"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299854 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)16:58:11")



if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299889 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:00:16")

>6 foot
>full head of brown wavyhair
>blue eyes
>wide clavicles
>prominent jaw
>mired by girls all the time
>...crippling autism"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299904 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:01:15")

>slight but persistent acne
>need glasses
>lifts at 1.5/3/3.25/3.5 due to recurring back injuries
>painfully average in all other aspects
On the bright side, me bit reproducing is better for the gene pool"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48299929 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:03:30" && image=="hurt wojak.jpg")

>if i lose 10 more pounds i will attain the /fit/ stretchy loose skin body i never wanted to have"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300047 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:13:09")

>blonde hair blue eyes
>pretty good face, can get girls

Here is what I consider physical faults
>long giraffe neck
>bow legs
>weak chin, cannot grow beard

Here’s what I need to work on
>shit self confidence due to years of not giving a fuck
>cutting alcohol intake
>fix poor posture
>remove double chin, man tits
>switch up diet
>fix dark, soulless bags under eyes

It’s gonna be a long road Anons but I think it will work out for the better"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300138 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:20:21" && image=="REPENT.jpg")


The good:
>2 meters tall
>113kg about 12% bf
>deep voice, have been told to record audiobooks
>musician on the side, girls like this cause >artsy and deep xD
>great jawline and facial structure, can grow beard in no time at all
>good job with stable income, can easily provide for family
>love my faith and take it seriously

The bad:
>receding hairline JUST
>blonde hair went to dark now
>brown eyes
>Lebanese, so bodyhair everywhere
>have what women call "incredibly high standards", and I won't lower them (no tattoos, no sex before marriage, must want kids and be religious or open to it, which is sad cause these are bare minimum and don't even account for attractiveness)
>I need to east 4,500 calories to stay at current weight, I need to eat more to bulk
>have knee issues in one leg, making leg day difficult, oftentimes I have to use a heavyduty brace and can only squat occasionally, using machines instead

All in all it could be very worse, I m happy with the lot I've been given. We're all going to make it bros"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300238 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:27:53")

Doesn't sound bad, I think the general expectation of Asians is to be shorter anyway, so its less judgemental because you don't stand out as much"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300550 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:54:38")

No you wouldnt, manlet is a mindset.
Women can smell insecurity and if you exude it theyll treat you accordingly. Now of course this doesnt mean you’ll be just as good as someone 6’ and up but youve got to make the most of where you are now.
T. Manlet who made it"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300589 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:58:10")

just get a transplant you dumb cunt, it is fairly cheap and clinics offer payment plan. It is going to cost you less than a car, so if you can settle for driving around in a shit heep, you got yourself hair


>huge chest upper body
>looked athletic when untrained
>green eyes, dirty blond hair
>handsome as fuck
>...manlet with social anxiety"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300591 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:58:19")

Built fat
Not terribly ugly
Socially autistic
No balls to approach unless nofap
No luck"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300601 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)17:58:46")

">feel bad when I see people making fun of others' progress after x months
>they're all stronger than me
>I've been pretending to iron for almost 2 years and still dyel

I thought I did well"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300623 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:00:31")

5ft 11
Weak jaw
Weak chin
Pretty bland appearance
Strong body in form and function

Fucking Bi sexual autist"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300631 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:01:19")

was going to make it, losing weight, building muscle

moved back to my home country
30 kg heavier 1 year later

hate myself, can't follow a diet or go to the gym consistently here"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300640 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:02:05")

">White is a positive trait

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300663 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:03:46" && image=="E4CD8570-E5E8-4CDB-AF51-EAF40FEF1232.jpg")

you’re probably stronger than me anon!"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300696 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:06:05" && image=="Jean-Luc_Picard,_2366.jpg")

"Implying that there are no women attracted to Patrick Stewart";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300782 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:15:57" && image=="1320616711548.jpg")


>if you still have hair on your head its not too late
>minoxidil + micro needling (google scholar articles)
>serenoa + biotin as vitamins to help
>look into the stem cell micro factors, they developed this shit in korea
>i paid $5000 for this shit, and i would do it again, i only wish i started earlier. I have shaved my head now, and the difference in 8 months of treatment is that now it just looks like i have a shaved head instead of the bald horseshoe shit


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300794 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:17:40")

sure must suck to not even be white yet culturally value lightness. Then again literally every culture except whites does this, just shows how stupid whites are to hate themselves"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300830 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:20:27")

There's a difference between white as in the race and white as in having skin paler than other people of your race. The latter is because only plebs who worked all day in the fields got seriously tanned, hence it became a mark of low status."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300878 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:25:21")

"REMINDER THAT it was this board that planted the insecurity bug in your brain. If you truly want to exude confidence then stop browsing /fit/ and spend time learning to accept and love yourself. Only then will you truly ascend.";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300892 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:26:20" && image=="1526208421294.gif")

"I honestly can't stand being ugly. And I don't mean Wayne Rooney ugly either, where at least you're somewhat masculine/intimidating and get a certain level of respect. I'm talking pathetic dweeb tier ugly. Sometimes I'll be in the gym resting between sets and it suddenly hits me that no amount of lifting will fix my face. JDIMSA";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300904 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:27:17")


0 (zero)"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300958 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:32:48")

>flawless skin
>12.5 shoe size


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300964 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:33:23" && image=="1239231215803.jpg")

>pectus excavutum

>make friends easily
>was in love with a 8/10 girl with E cups and 27 inch waist, who painted, baked and knitted me things
>dj and girls give me their insta
>most people think im brazilian, a nigga or something other than Indian because they literally cant believe im from the same place as my annoying country men

Feels good
remember its not who you are underneath its what you do that defines you"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48300981 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:35:04")

post feet"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301027 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:39:19" && image=="1511131170661.jpg")

its not because white people are better its because back in the day most places like asia, india and south america. If you worked the land out in the sun you were a peasent and your skin colour told of your profession.

IDK i'd rather have dark skin and "white features", than have white skin and "non white features". Like a light skinned black girl with a big gorilla nose is not as good looking as a black black girl with a nice smol nose"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301093 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:45:30")

Broad shoulders
Light tan
Strong jaw
Build muscle easily

Can't lose fat, at all.
Also no ability to grow anything but facepubes (Asian hapa)"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301132 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)18:49:43")

I see this post, I start researching, I get to the point of purchasing Lambdapil then I just realise what I;m doing. If I buy this now, when do I stop?

Am I committing to 10 years of relying on these pills? Am I going to hide them out of embarrassment friends and my SO? Do I want to spend £15 a month on this for 10 years? Why do I care so much about my hair, which is only just beginning to recede?

...Would it not be an easier journey to learn to accept myself, and exude confidence in myself?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301242 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:00:12")

I havent heard about this before, and i just googled it but i cant be fucked digging deep into it. Can you find me the ingredients it looks like its just vitamins.

>Am I committing to 10 years of relying on these pills?
yes, what i posted will be something that you will have to do every day if you want hair, maybe you can take a month off. For the rest of your questions its seriously up to you mate.

Is your hair, worth $15 a month and the effort? That only something you can answer. For me i came to accepting that i was going bald and then started a treatment, because i also accepted that i could change it, and i really like my hair. For me $5k a year was fucking nothing for my hair. I wear it everyday, it costs me $13 a day. I spend more on fucking alcohol a week, more on holidays etc. If you want to do it it has to come from you."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301335 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:10:02")

"L-cystine, taurine, silicon, zinc and biotin."

The article I link below says it's effective but I assume the "Journal of Cosmetology & Trichology" is biased in some way. Seems pretty legit though.

So have you had every treatment that you listed there before? I'm assuming the $5k treatment was the most effective. What's the first treatment you went with? I'm 23 and only just getting the start of a receding hairline, but I noticed it happening slightly over a year ago so it's happening slowly I guess.. so maybe I'll start taking multivitamins to start with? . I'd like to keep my hair for sure, and looking up my family tree I'll surely lose it. I need to decide what's more of a knock to my confidence, losing my hair or trying to cling onto it unnaturally.

I currently use Alpecin Caffein Shampoo but I've no idea if it's had an effect, but now I'm too scared to stop using it incase it all falls out at once. Though I don't like having to hide my shampoo out of embarrassment. I usually just rebottle it when I buy it into an unbranded bottle. Makes me feel pretty pathetic lol.

I know you're not an expert but as someone who's done it all maybe you can provide an insight."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301381 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:14:24")

well, do you see the problem?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301493 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:23:52")

">above average genes all around
>cross drossing sissy fetish
I didnt want this"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301543 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:28:52" && image=="Ilya-Repin---Ivan-il-Terribile-e-suo-figlio-Ivan.gif")

>weak frame
>social anxiety

Just because my race traitor of a mother decided to marry my Jewish manlet father.

Just end it already."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301546 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:29:12" && image=="1495587664850.jpg")

">decent job
>no gf at the moment, but generally don't have trouble with girls
>good friends I've made and maintained at every stage of my life

>have an obsession with dying a virtuous death that surfaces whenever I realize that I'll probably live a safe, normal life until I have a stroke or get cancer at 80

I know it's retarded, but I've had a St. Sebastian complex since I was a kid and I'm worried it'll make me do something stupid someday. I don't have depression but it's really been fucking with me recently."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301568 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:32:01")

Stop eating sugar and fapping. Avoid dairy where not necessary"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301590 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:34:18")

sorry for your loss anon"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301635 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:38:02")

>good frame
>good face/strong jaw

>socially retarded"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301644 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:38:58" && image=="02A54FD0-7562-467B-B7B0-C32955E33502.jpg")

There is nothing wrong with being Asian pencil dick. You faggots age well."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301659 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:39:52" && image=="1541040466027.png")

"Mom just told me I'm jewish. And not that 1/64 bullshit but half fucking ashkenazi. How can i go on?";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301679 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:41:24")

I just saw your post moishe. The feels are real."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301687 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:41:59")

">5'11" manlet
>130 iq brainlet
>7"x5.5" dicklet
>8" wristlet

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301702 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:43:18")

Go to your ethnostate and become the new Judas Maccabeus. Lemonade from lemons, faggot."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301708 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:43:38" && image=="cringec.jpg")

>attractive face

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301709 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:43:43" && image=="1540818801763.jpg")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301717 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:44:46")

>Broad build
>want to be otter mode but can't"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301740 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:47:23" && image=="wojak78.jpg")

>working out, getting ripped
>easy to get gains
>8 inch benis
>nofap day 20
>overall improving myself in every area
>in a university for a comfy job
>phimosis guarantees I'll never sleep with a woman"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301768 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:51:07")

I had that a year ago, stretched it over a lego tire while I slept and now It's loose as hell."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301803 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:54:55")

>Intelligent, studying CS prolly make a lot of money
>DYEL skinny fugg
>Can't talk to girls
>Uni is 70% guys lmao

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301819 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:56:45")

If you're white and go stubble on top everyone assumes you're a Nazi. I flip-flop between buzzcut and a nice waxed sheen depending on the season."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301827 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:57:19")

I'm stretching and I actually got it over the glans but it's way too fucking tight and the frenulum is too short. Also incredibly sensitive due to years of not having anything contact the glans itself. Any advice anon?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301834 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:58:16")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301847 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)19:59:41" && image=="IMG_20180423_194948_20181024134418446.jpg")

>Bald (I like it)

>5 inch peepee on a good day
>Small calves"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301852 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:00:15")

Be my gf pls"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301855 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:00:26")

I have had severe phimosis my whole life until my mid 20's. Start with a condom to protect the foreskin, over time it WILL get better. I used to genuinely not enjoy sex because the foreskin would get behind the head and it was a nightmare to get back over. Now I can bareback to my heart's content and my cock comes out just fine."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301860 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:01:37")


Just get a fucking circumcision, i've been there, did it at 17 and fuck like a madman on the regular now, super comfy, no regrets.

I could give you some advice and tell you about the whole process if you guys are interested."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301861 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:01:40")

I was in the same boat as you just quite a bit younger (I'm 19). You just need to ask a girl out. You can use Tinder if you're too scared to do it in person. But unless you're a 8+/10 or very very lucky no girls are going to ask you out."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301885 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:04:16")

why would that hold you back? I have never gotten even a shred of hesitation from girls, and my phimosis dick is probably even worse than yours."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301887 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:04:25")

>Wide shoulders
> Great face aesthetics
>Good hair
>Puffy nipples and chest fat

I'm even self conscious in shirts"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301929 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:08:25" && image=="Cat Eating Dinner.jpg")

>Just started lifting
>Make 15 lbs beginner gains on greyskull LP
>Start going out for first time since age 22
>Meet qt grill and she wants the D
>Find out D doesn't work anymore

At least I can still lift. I's the only thing I have now that I know I must solo this RPG. It's us against the world, ladyboys."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301941 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:10:20")

">5'11 king of manlets
>blue eyes, head full of hair
>8" kok
>tfw gf
>poor socially
>weak willed lazy bastard"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301963 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:12:57")

Not white
Perfect combo."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301979 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:14:34")

Viagra exists"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301987 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:15:35")

>Its not fair lads.
life is not fair

look at others like bald manlets who still made it, don't let it to hold you back"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48301991 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)20:15:48")

>broad shoulders
>solid jaw
>suicidal ideation
>26yo neet
>one sexual experience with fast af climax which has turned me off sex"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48303046 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)22:06:13")

I physically cannot have sex."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48303147 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)22:18:02" && image=="1525613668811.jpg")

Hey man i had to do some things

What i listed before was the whole treatment that i got for $5K.

Looks like it could be the same as the "stem cells" that i listed, which are amino acids and proteins that help to rebuild hair follicles. Silicon, zinc and biotin are all just vitamins, you could by generic.

This was the first treatment i really did, I did some rogain before but never stuck to it. I noticed a thinning in my front hair when i was 22, and then by 24 other people were noticing, not like heaps, it just sorta looked like oh maybe he's just not a teenager before, i still looked good in pics. At 25 it just hit like a tonne of bricks, and i had a shit combover. I shaved it then im 26 now.

Look man, from what i'm reading from you it does sound like this is the cause of or causing you confidence issues.
>hide my shampoo out of embarrassment
>confidence, losing my hair or trying to cling onto it unnaturally

Its more confident to be able to admit that you are scared and be vulnerable, because people are going to take shots. Its weak to pretend like it isnt bothering you - when it is. Now you getting that lambpil you might need to admit to your parents, friends, gf, yourself that you are losing your hair, and it scares you and you want hair and you want hair because you think it makes you look good.

It takes much more courage to do this, than it does to hid or push it down. It happened slowly with me at the start too.

Do you know why i think shaved head look better on dudes who are balding? Its because it shows that you are real with yourself and you can accept it. A combover screams denial. Hope you read this"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48303934 && dateTime=="11/08/18(Thu)23:50:52")

What's wrong with being bald? I'd love to lose all my head hair. I'd save time and money on shampoo etc. (can just use bar soap).
Also, if bald, you can change hair style easily by simply wearing a wig. I'm being sincere here, I think it's an advantage."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304021 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)00:00:27")

I leave for 5 hours and it all goes into the flames."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304696 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:20:32")

Im with ya on the cutting alcohol intake. Slowly but surely taking over my life."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304703 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:21:48")

Thank you you kind, sweet soul."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304732 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:25:27")

Broad shoulder
Very handsome face
Thick neck
Build muscle easily

So deeply mentally I'll I guarantee almost none of you would take my place if you knew what it fully entailed."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304746 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:27:20")

>Decent jaw but doesn't matter (see below)
>Green eyes

>Fat fuck

Anybody else on/take strattera (Atomoxetine) & notice hair thinning? I thought it was just norwood 1 tier but noticed my crown is starting to thin too. Haven't seen any side effects mentioned online."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304788 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:31:27")

">Full head of jet black hair at 32
>Green Eyes
>Attractive, masculine face
>Great genetics for building muscle, broad shoulders, large traps, minus my conor mcgregor monkey arms
>TFW 5'9.5"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304797 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:33:07")


It's not the worst but it sucks being a really big dude with an average dick. Girls always expect me to have a hog and I can tell they are a little let down when I don't."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304804 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:34:10")

">let it all out
i don't need to be perfect i just want to be happy"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304815 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:35:45")

>pretty big frame
>250 so fat but losing weight
I've been fat since i was a kid so i have no idea what my not-fat body looks like and have no idea if my genetics have fucked any part of me and I've just been too fat to notice yet"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304826 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:39:23")


I was fat my whole life too until my 20s my man. I'll tell ya this you will look so much better when you lose the weight. I wasn't anywhere near model tier or anything but women fucking drooled over me once they saw me with my shirt off with abs. Keep working. Get lean. You will feel so much better."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304828 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:39:32")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304838 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:41:03")

>Privileged and rich whole life
>Weak chin
>Narrow shoulders
>Man boobs

Money doesnt help with the pain"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304841 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:41:14")

>green eyes I've been complemented on
>not huge, but clearly work out
>tons of freckles
>shit teeth

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304855 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:45:11")

>attractive face
>athletic build
>good job

>crippling depression"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304857 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:45:23")

People say that teeth and their condition depends somewhat on genetics, but coincidentally everyone that I know who has shit teeth, also has shitty brushing habits."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48304920 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)01:55:55")


Honestly if you don't eat sugar you barely even need to brush your teeth. I don't eat any and brush my teeth like 1x a week. Never had a cavity. Teeth look great. Processed sugar is the devil."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48305609 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)04:04:23")

>lion's mane of blonde hair
>vibrant, bassy voice
>turquoise eyes
>decent frame

>big head"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48305701 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)04:20:40")

"just shave it off, women love that shit bro";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48305922 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)05:04:53")

eat more"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48305975 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)05:14:11")

>160 pounds
>looking good without shirt look like a skinny fuck with the shirt on
>blue eyes
>not complete autis
>really fucking weak chin
>croocked nose
>big nose looks like going from 4head literally no seperation between the two

Mfw actually thinking about plastic surgery :("

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306426 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)06:29:06")

"I don't know if I'm balding but my temples look a bit too receded. Only thing is I've never checked and don't have any old pics to see if that's how it's always looked like. I have curly hair and don't keep it too short so you can't even see it because it's covered by other hair.

Only reason I checked was because I started getting worried about the hair I was losing in the shower. I have long showers (30 minutes) and I lose 80-150 hairs each time. My hair is due for a haircut though so I might just have a lot of hair.

I hope I'm just being paranoid."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306842 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:38:02")

no appetite"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306856 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:40:20")

"> 6 foot
>230 lbs on roids
>Can talk to women easily
>Have fiance
>Have house
>Full head of hair
>Extreme anxiety and depression
>Everyday is just not worth it

Just wana kms lmao"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306863 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:41:22")

Mk677 bbi"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306877 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:45:00")

Absolutely disgusting mate."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306884 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:46:14")

>in great shape
>really fit
>get awesome gf
>dont last very long in bed

Wat do"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306887 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:46:40")

>Was obese until 16
>Lost 30kg, now lifting a lot
>becoming more and more attractive
>my obesity ruined my spine, now I have morbus scheuermans kyphosis, scoliosis and hyperlordosis, but its unnoticeable if im wearing clothes,because of broad stature
>Might not get accpeted into army because of this

Army is my only chance lads. I cant live in this place"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306898 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:48:33" && image=="expensive.png")

what's this and why is it so expensive?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306912 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:51:56")

Growth hormone secragogue and Ghrelin memetic, nothing gives you an appetite like it.
Raws cost a lot, I pay about £80 for 50ml of 25mg"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306958 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)07:58:34" && image=="1531047338004.jpg")

>being this retarded
so? I said eat more, not "get an appetite". Fucking pussy."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306978 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:01:09" && image=="Charls.jpg")

>great hair genetics
>8 inch benis
>good muscle insertions

>lazy as hell
>like 1% autism bro"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48306993 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:03:07")

sure let me just stuff food down my gutter even though my body doesn't need it"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307000 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:03:30" && image=="1535935177012.jpg")

>round and wide shoulders
>fat mostly goes to my love handles and gut

Always looking fat without a shirt if my bf is not 8%"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307007 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:04:11")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307016 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:05:38")

These are the fucking people we share a board with.

>doesn't need it
if you want to get bigger it does you utter mong. Doing everything your body tells you will result in you just degenerating into a lazy blob, there is pain involved in changing for the better, in your case it will also be while eating."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307054 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:12:22")

Fucking cruel"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307077 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:15:13" && image=="Aniki_wakes_up.gif")

Okay let me tell you brother, i was the same as you, i had no appetite either, but i slowly started eating more and with time it became easier to eat more actual meals a day, now i can easily eat 3 or 4 meals and a protein shake a day without feeling sick. It wasn't exactly easy but if you just add little more food a week you get used to it and the appetite will come. You can make it friend."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307091 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:16:37")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307147 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:22:26")

>handsome face
>doing med in the best college in my country
>decent body

>deathgrip penis
>masturbation and porn addict in the process of escaping (relapsed on 2 years noporn recently)
>chest gap about 1/3 the width of my chest

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307207 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:30:49")

">chatting to gf the other day
>she asks me what I'm doing with my fitness at the moment
>tell her that I'm bulking up for now and that I'm gonna cut early next year
>she asks why it's better to bulk and then cut
>tell her that it means that when I do cut, I'll look big and muscley and not just average
>she comes out with "Yeah, if you lost all your weight now, a real body builder would look at you and think you haven't lifted a weight in your entire life"
>I'm literally the most muscular person she knows and in her eyes I look like a dyel

Never underestimate a woman's standards, lads."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307290 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:40:58")

Post face"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307362 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)08:48:14")

>20% bf @ 55kg

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307529 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:11:10" && image=="5473de9767c0adf0e133d9ff14988296.jpg")

>Attractive, get hit on a lot by girls at the bar I work at
>Atheist, so the good Christian girls aren't for me and I'm only left with party girls who do cocaine and sleep around
>Only libertarian in a liberal cuck city"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307564 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:15:43")

">ITT: delusion";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307620 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:21:27")

Water fast shrinks excess skin. Anecdotal, but from several sources."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307621 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:21:34" && image=="a53.jpg")

"I don't feel like I have an actual identity of my own. I feel like I'm just that guy who works at his wageslave job, goes to the gym, goes home to play video games or whatever keeps me entertained that night, and repeats. generally have moderate to liberal views on most political things, etc.

I feel like an actual fucking NPC lately. I don't really have anything that sticks me in a certain crowd of people. I'm like a background character.

I've been thinking a lot lately about traveling or looking into immigrating somewhere besides the U.S. someday. I don't even know what my genetics are really and I have no attachment to that culture. I'm not religious, I don't have any very strong views about shit. At least nazis and skin heads have a strong ideology guiding their life.

I fucking hate the united states. Everything's such a melting pot that I don't feel like I matter at fucking all. I want to move to a country I can love and be proud of."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307623 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:21:56" && image=="1533395443271.jpg")

>ugly, asymmetric face
>becoming more and more socially awkward hyperautismo as I get older
>not much to lose"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307625 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:22:15")

confirmed read. You're really changing my view here man I appreciate you taking the time out to discuss this. How come after all this treatment you shave your head? Is it just the look you go for or is it because when grown out it can still be seen as thinned out?

For starters then I'll keep up with the caffeine shampoo, and look at admitting that to my gf n family whenever it next comes up.
I'll also buy general multivitamins so make sure I'm not missing anything there.
Once it gets to more expensive procedures I'm gonna have to wait for finances to sort themselves out. I'm broke now but should be okay in 6 months time. I'll struggle to take pills for a long period of time as I'll be moving country a lot and doubt I can get stuff through airports easily.

I really didn't think there was any genuine treatments that can be effective but you've given me hope. I was only aware of a hair transplant which I was definitely considering for later on in life. First step for any of that though is get some money in the bank so that when it comes to it I can throw down some cash for a procedure.

I really dig the angle you're taking on the confidence aspect, I'm going to embody that."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307629 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:22:32")

This is also me

Except three inches shorter, not often hit on, but I also don't work at a bar like a peasant"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307631 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:22:38")

just shave it, wtf is the problem?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307666 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:27:08" && image=="1538421983986.jpg")

Same guy here. I've also been listening to a lot of history podcasts because I long so much to feel some kind of connection to the rest of the human race. Been listening to Ghosts of the Ostfront by Dan Carlin. I've got $2,000 in savings and will have $3,000 by the end of the year. I'm kind of thinking of just taking all that and Spending a week in St. Petersburg and Moscow and checking out all the museums and stuff."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307741 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:35:46")

>unironically being a libertarian
sorry to hear that"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307812 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:44:53" && image=="incoming.png")

">6 foot
>not balding
>fairly good body
>fast cyclist
>good job
>big dick

>social anxiety"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307847 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:50:01" && image=="trash.png")

">all these self-hating minorities
You faggots aren't any more white or redpilled or whatever the fuck because "lol I'm self-aware that I'm a shitskin." You're sucking anonymous penises for no reason, you're all still autistic fucks of course but your race in it of itself isn't the issue."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307930 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)09:58:52")

>great hair
>ok facial hair
>sweet body hair
>average dick
>skinny lanklet"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48307946 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)10:00:46")

>Blue eyes
>Brown hair
>Thick eyebrows
>Good job
>Own place
>Have herpes"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48309057 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)11:54:37")

This is why you don’t go to a tech school"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48309120 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)12:00:19")

plenty more to list

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48309465 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)12:28:11")

>broad shoulders
>5in dick

for the love of god end me"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48309975 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)13:21:45")

>cant lose fat
Hahaha how you can not lose fat, just stop eating lol like nigga just put down the fork"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48309988 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)13:23:21")

>beautiful insertions

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48310112 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)13:34:14")

"Everyone has broad shoulders on fit. How odd";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48310157 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)13:38:46")

>Persian with some russian
>fair to olive skin, incredibly hairy (have a chest flair lmao)
>broad shoulders, good inserts for everything except for lats
>postfatfuck, covered in scars, is disgustingly mentally ill, trash deadlift.
honestly being a hightier manlet has ceased to bother me, I just wish I could keep my intellect and not be so fucked up otherwise."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48310167 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)13:40:02" && image=="345D58C7-7AB9-4A24-9BF0-2B31D85382B3.png")

>245 pound, muscular, fit college football player
>long hair that everyone compliments
>torn ACL twice
>crippling awkwardness around women I like
>can’t flirt to save my life"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48310502 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)14:09:36")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48310520 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)14:10:41" && image=="mo-farah-training-regime-king.jpg")


A doctor at Detroit College of Medicine figured this out in late 1800s-early 1900s. He identified a toxin he named "trichotoxin" which is found in unexhaled air. People who sit down a lot with their necks forward usually take short breaths with their diaphraghm and don't use their whole lungs. As a result, only the bottom lobules get filled and they don't get completely emptied. The doctor cultured some exhaled air from human subjects and injected several different animals with it. Many of these animals went bald. He coached his patients to use proper posture and breathe into their upper chest as well as lower chest.

I had to pastebin this because sci-hub won't bring it up depending on what day it is.

Q: "But athletes go bald, too!"
A: Yes, and most athletes also have terrible posture. Notice how almost every elite-level runner is a mouthbreather. Mo Farah in pic. Look at that neck"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48311524 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)15:39:45")

>179 cm (JUST)
> White
>i see very few people who jaw mog me
> full head of hair"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48311568 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)15:44:45")

your own fault you dumb fuck.
you got it all and you squandered it."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48311648 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)15:52:00")

>body doesn't need it
Unironically this is the same mentality as those haes fuckers. Dont listen to your body when it comes to craving or not craving. You know what you should eat to achieve a goal and you're not doing it because it wont feel good. Kys faggot"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48311990 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)16:25:45")

>6 foot tall
>8 inch dick
>Athletic since high school
>Sharp jaw and pretty face
>Thick hair until a few years ago
>Literally dozens of women chased me in high school/uni
>Too shy to even engage with them or know what to do

>Receded and thinning hair

Well I can't say the women opportunities weren't there, at least i managed getting laid a few times and a couple of gf's even though that went to shit. Now that I've gotten over anxiety and learnt how to do relationships I have this hairline. Ironic.
But also comforting because it forces me to care less."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48312026 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)16:29:00" && image=="9781231212.jpg")

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48312047 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)16:31:03" && image=="circumcision9.jpg")

be gone kike.

Just do stretching and get some steroid creams"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48312395 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)17:03:14")

">6,3 foot
>many people told me im attractive
>literal autist
>22 year old virign
what do?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48312405 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)17:04:26")

The Good
>thick hair with perfect hairline
>thick eyebrows
>Blue eyes and double lashes
>Straight Aryan nose
>Straight teeth
>thick neck
>wide clavicle
>dick is 6inch girth
The bad
>thin lips
>no facial hair
>small chin
>disproportionate appendices
>wide hips
>dick is 5.5 inch length
>arches collapsed"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48313252 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)18:19:06" && image=="1492722245594.jpg")

"Where do I start

>Nice green eyes
>Good nose shame
>Good neck
>6inch dick

>Odd head shape, in constant fear of balding because of it
>Strange eyebrows, one is higher then the other
>Weak chin
>Thin wrists no matter how much I lift
>Tiny torso, love handles
>Wide legs, look like a wierd hobbit man naked
>voice constantly fluctuates between deep and high pitched, always quite
>Acne all over my arms and back for some reason
>small, girly hands
>slightly crosseyed"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48313604 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)18:49:07" && image=="ok retard.png")

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315236 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:24:21")

"I want to stop existing. My thoughts and mental states are so chaotic and unpredictable I don't know what part of my feelings are real. I've been fearfully avoiding envisioning the future out for so long that the long-term consequences for my bad short term decisions have lost all their emotional impact on me. I was so paralyzed by fear of failure and embarrassment for so long that I'm no longer capable of engaging anything challenging. I can't play video games or watch the news anymore. I now avoid specific boards on 4chan because I know I'll encounter someone's opinion that will rapidly spiral me down into catastrophizing. The resolution on my life perspective has dwindled so much that I have wasted the last 5 years of my life doing literally nothing, and even worse my mental state has caused me to become blind to anything 2 days in front of me.

I remember not even half a year ago that I at least had an idea of what my issues were and ways to address them. Now can't even remember what my problems are anymore. I've lost the vision to see beyond a few steps in front of me, I can no longer hear voices trying to find me from beyond the fog, and I cannot trust myself. Up is no longer up, down is no longer down, and the scaffolding upon which my world view was built has disintegrated. The monster I was avoiding for so long has grown in such ways that it is no longer identifiable by form or works. It is the terror that paralyzes me, the malaise that dulls me, the darkness that blinds me, and the self-destruction that sabotages me. It has tainted and enveloped the relationships I have with every person and thing I interact with. It has subverted my every effort to improve and defiled them. It has even subjugated the few remaining things in my life that bring me joy, becoming the tainted filter that leaves a sour bouquet on what little of my pallet can still taste sweet happiness.

I'm lost, scared, and tired. I just want it to be over."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315279 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:28:51")

so you're half smart. what's the problem"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315307 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:31:06")

>6 foot 3
>broad shoulders
> strong jaw and cheeckbones

>small pp

always out of reach"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315324 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:32:23")

smash some thots

if they complain the sex was shit just say you're not used to fat chicks"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315372 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:37:36")

>broad shoulders
>good face
>good hair
>...jaw could be better (soft food, poor posture, mouth-breathing, orthodontics etc...)

at least i can hope and cope right brehs?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48315474 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)21:49:00" && image=="8519B547-5A27-43D4-A866-EBB9B6B361FA.jpg")

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48316291 && dateTime=="11/09/18(Fri)23:32:05")


if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48316760 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)00:40:17")

fugg howd u know lol.
im transfering schools next year anyways to boston"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317084 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)01:47:05")

"Nobody will read this but yolo. No greentext because I'm a filthy phone poster.
I have a girlfriend (long term multiple year thing) but only see get once a week. Before that it was long distance but then I moved to be near. Yes beta etc. Anyway, to be fair, I'm 24, making 6 figs, and have been cutting so I'm less of a disgusting piggu powerlifter. This is where it gets complicated. I was at the gym, reppin 455 (srs) when a girl comes up to squat on the rack next to me. Clearly her first time, can't set the hooks, etc. I see just the struggling at first in my peripheral, but when I turn to get a better view, I realize this girl is beautiful. Typically where I workout you see insta thot types and tatted gang bangers, but this girl is this wholesome looking beauty. I went and offered her help and she even got slightly autismo about it ( I was also barely containing my spaghetti). I went home and didn't think too much of it, but her face stuck around in my head.

Over the next couple weeks, I saw her here and there and she'd always smile at me when she saw me and I tried to be cool but this basically meant I'd just give her the nod and carry on. Finally though as fate would have it, right after I finished squatting the other day she came up to use the rack and was (perhaps feigning) to have trouble with the rack again. I'm looking fully pumped, help her out with the hooks and she's like " what would I do without you " and then some other banter. I demo some stuff to her and all is well. But before I go, I finally introduce myself and get her name. My gym bro was with me at the time and said "yeah man I think she's interested "."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317086 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)01:48:19")

I haven't seen her again and ever since that most recent time I can't get her out of my head. I know very little about her in reality but that first vibe was just amazing. I feel guilty considering i have a gf, but meeting this girl has thrown me for a loop. Also relevant, I've been on NNN and I'll have these intrusive thoughts where I just imagine her naked lying on my bed, that kind of thing.


tl;dr I have a gf but don't see her often. Meet new girl at the gym and she's all I can think about. How to handle?"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317123 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)01:56:34")

Counselor time. Also do a full blood panel just to check. Get on a probiotic and vitamin D yesterday. Exercise regularly, consistent bedtime. Just a few things to our structure back. I too have been at wit's end, but you're gonna make it brah."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317716 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)04:12:42")

>thick brown hair
>get nice tan easily

>narrow shoulders and wide hips"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317752 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)04:22:53")

thats me but at least Im white lmao"

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317760 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)04:24:18" && image=="1530095183897.png")

>156lbs, no muscle
>White, but brown hair and eyes, so barely white
>5/10 looks
>softest, fluffiest most luscious hair ever seen

I don't get it, but my hair is gods' gift."

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48317809 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)04:35:09")

"If you are nervous around women just fake confidence until it becomes normal. I was once like you fags and now am the exact opposite. It's like bootcamp you are gonna get your ass kicked but you will also become a beast.";

if(Anonymous && title=="" && postNumber==48318455 && dateTime=="11/10/18(Sat)06:50:09" && image=="1533431892408.jpg")

I miss Tay"