'>>77414291
I won't, I had a nasty speedball addictions some years ago, like I did massive shots of heroin and coke everyday for almost two years. And it's probably the closest I've come to killing myself both by accidental overdose and suicide because I can't even descrube how fucking awful I felt. Shooting coke is so insanely addictive and I always did as much as I good which you could guess had me OD alot of times. Like actual seizures that could've gone very wrong, feelings of my heart trying to escape through my throat while also being so hot that sweat starts not dripping but actually visibly pouring out of my body, having to run into the shower with all my clothes on, put on the coldest freezing water and stand under it not to boil over and die. Instant psychosis putting knives on every bench in every room.
Hear people talking in the next room and when i check it out they're not there.
Thinking that a swat team is going to break down my door any minute.
Insane high but also extremely dark laws.
I never want to feel like that again.

>>77414641
Well nah if you shoot it, atleast coke it's almost a completely different substance. The rush is almost sedating because so much fucking dopamine and serotonin are just dumped in such a short time it's weird how if you do a fat shot the rush almost feels like you're going to fall asleep. I guess what it actually is is that you're dying lol bu yeah. It doesn't negate the positive feeligs if anything they work extremely well together. I mean there's a reason the speedball is such a mythical thing and why people go out of their way knowing the insanely hightened risk of dying and high cost to do them.

Well just woke up, did another IM into my thigh shot of maybe 80mg of heroin, I have a meeting with my pregabaline doc 10:30 plus a drug screening so I have to cop out to using dope. I hope he doesn't freak out and just takes me off my pregab that would just make me worse.';

'600mg for my first time on pregabalin/lyrica, feels wonky but fun, masturbated twice, anally fucked myself with buttplug and dildo, ate pomodoro spaghetti, and watching Lair of the White Worm.';

'>>77419605
that's a lot for a first time, how's it going?';

'>>77419165
Yeah I've tried most of the hard drugs, been a regular user of a few. Here's the low down.
>Cocaine
Regular weekend use for a few years. Pairs well with alcohol, the euphoria at the peak of a coke-alcohol combo is S-tier. But the comedown is awful, maybe the worst of any drug and--here's the really shitty part--you come down after only like a half hour to an hour. Maybe a little more if you do a lot. So you're high on the stuff and that fear of the comedown is there in the back of your mind the entire time.
>Meth
Full blown addiction for about half a year. It makes you want to compulsively masturbate or have sex. Once you start masturbating on meth you keep going for 12 hours or more. If you cum after 12 hours and then smoke more, you will go for another 12 hours. The orgasms at the end of these marathon meth fapping sessions are indescribable. The fantasies going through your head while fapping are really engrossing too: like mental movies, you forget about real life completely.
The experience of doing anything OTHER than fapping/sex on meth is comparatively underwhelming. It's a thinking drug, in small doses it helps you study, in larger doses you daydream and fantasize about stuff.
>Heroin
Tried it once. Just felt drugged like at a hospital, no appreciable euphoria.';

'Real diamorphine is top tier, diaphin pill pictures are sexier than any porn on this hellscape internet';

'Alright bros, so it turns out that xanax isn't a magic cure for quitting NEETdom. I mean, it helped a little bit, but I just can't work, or rather, I just can't be around normalfags even while on xan. Not because I feel anxiety, but because they're just so different from me. I just can't stand them. So I guess I'm going back to my shut-in hiki lifestyle for now. Anyway, I'm probably going to drop some acid this Saturday, so this should be fun. Well, that's all I wanted to tell you anon. Thanks for reading my blog.';

'Why can't I find regular amphetamine it's all meth?';

'Getting my weed todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii';

'>>77419845
I can't get anything positive out of meth I don't know why. I get the 8 hours of masturbation part but I've never gotten the productive part no matter the dose. I wish Ritalin was more widely available on the DN because it actually makes me productive.';

'>>77420766
Hell yeah anon get stoned! What kind of weed are you getting?
I took a massive edible and I've been playing halo matchmaking all night. I'm in the zone and it's incredible. This is going to sound autistic as fuck but it actually helped me analyze my strategy and improve. And also maybe less hesitation cause I'm ripped.';

'Venlafaxine is fucking gay. Give me my cum back.';

'You know, I been thinking about killing myself haha';

'>>77420710
benzos work great for a bit, I always go too long and then the rebound anxiety on a break is excruciating. I've come to accept I'll never understand or belong amongst normalfags, best you can ever hope for from them is "I don't understand" and most will be driven away at some point. I try to use benzos to lower my defensiveness but I end up in a daily cycle easily. I too plan to take acid soon, next week I might do a tab or two';

'well boys I've officially done fucked up.

harm reduction isn't a thing at all here in sweden and it's zero tolerance policy across the board with everything. it's so fucking gay i wanna kms but i won't give them the satisfaction.

anyway he just straight off took my pregabaline off me no taper no nothing ''until i'm completely clean from opiates'' and i tried to explain to him this will only put me in a worse position since i'm going to withdraw from pregabaline too but he didn't seem to care or even give it a thought at all.

anyway
>470mg heroin intramuscle injection
>300mg pregabaline

waiting for my bro to fucking answer so i can go cop those alprazolam and more dope.';

'Still popping positive on home tests for THC. It's been 6 weeks to the day. This is some shit.';

'>>77421806
try not living in a dictatorship';

'>>77421223
moby dick, dunno much about kinds and strains but I'm still glad to get it since I'm bulking.';

'Realistically, how long do you have to wait for MDMA to work again? A week? Two? A few days? I've once used it two days in a row and it didn't do shit on the second day except maybe make me slightly tired. Did it two weeks apart multiple times and it worked fine.
>inb4 it's dangerous to do it this often
I know, that's not what I'm asking';

'>>77419768
Some anon here told me to do 600 and psychwiki said it's the top threshold for a medium before it goes heavy. Wanted to make it count.

Didnt notice when I fell asleep, woke up and still dizzy, I like this.Though it doesn't enhance flavors, music, and skin touch as much as I thought. Definitely good for anxiety and relaxation. ASMR is ok on it though not that much better, exercising does feel very nice. Wish I had weed to combine with it but eh,s'ok.

>>77420766
WITNESSED
>>77421806
Damn that sucks, fuck jobs doing these things. Whatever I do in my spare time is my own darn business.';

'>>77421690
You'd think sweden would be all for harm reduction, it's annoying but here in the US things are changing. The big problem is ignorance, there's still "professionals" who will cut people off opioids/benzos with no taper or give nothing for relief if you deal with such dependencies. It always boggles my mind how safe supply and people minding their business could solve about 80% of the problems we have with drugs';

'>>77422455
it think that anon was me who told you start with 600mg and take 300mg more if you enojyed the effects. and yes weed with pregabaline is one of the better combos out there imo.

>>77422626
yup you'd think that but we've had a really strong teetotaler movement here in sweden from way back in 19th century and when drugs started to become a problem here in the 50's a guy named Nils Bejerot started a very successful campaign of demonizing addicts and addiction.
now on the surface they've accepted that it's disease but in praxis they still try to punish and further stigmatize us. by putting unrealistic expectations on addicts knowing fully by rule we fuck up from time to time and in our most vulnerable state instead of picking us up and working with us they cut us out which almost always result in most of the people going into chaotic use again even though it's not really necessery would they only keep helping us instead.

they can't just round us up in front of firing squad to get rid of us but they for sure would if they could. killing us this way is much better for optics.';

'>>77422776
Well it's a fun time m8, ty';

'Just dosed 142mg of deschloroketamine.
How's everyone's day going / going to be?';

'i haven't taken any drugs in months, probably my longest periods of sobriety in recent years.
but i miss them so much bros. i'm not sure what to do with myself.
i just want some opioids or stims so bad
how do you guys fight the urge?';

'>>77423333
>how do you guys fight the urge?
by giving into it';

'>>77423333
parole testing me for drugs and alcohol as part of the court deal keeping me out of prison.
my family knowing i'm an addict.
i dunno man, its not like i didn't know it could come to this but everything was just worthless if i had to stay sober. ironically if i could moderate it i could take turns being miserably sober, now i have to spend over a year with nothing in my blood.
on one hand by not being hungover or high as shit i have all day to spend half an hour working out in my living room but on the other hand holy fatherfucking fuck i spend a lot of time in my happy place imagining killing myself in different ways.';

'>>77423512
fuck that sucks anon, I was on probation and it was absolute hell on earth. I feel like my sperg tier brain is still recovering from keeping my "freedom" by compromising my bodily autonomy, I despise the idea that people can force you to piss in a cup and why people are ok with this being the standard in so many aspects and walks of life. Of course it's a massive industry too. On the upside getting high immediately after going to the PO was top tier, at times I had my drugs ready in the bushes for when I walked out';

'I've been thinking about ordering adderall from the deep web to help with upcoming exams, but I'm super paranoid about either the seller being a honeypot, or the package getting intercepted by the cops.
The sellers I've looked at all brag about their "stealth shipping" techniques, but never elaborate any further than that.
Could anyone with experience buying stuff online key me in to how things are kept secure?';

'I need to hallucinate a gf.
DMT seems the most likely, however I'm unsure how well you can control your visuals.

I've been reading about Galantamine, a drug for Alzheimers. Apparantly it can make you lucid dream, which is perfect for spending time with my oneitis.

Help me, I'm desperate';

'>>77423693
If you aren't ordering massive amounts it would be a waste of resources to go after you, these days stealth is usually just basic precautions. I've heard of all sorts of creative stealth techniques and stashes hidden but big vendors are going to be pretty standard across the board';

'>>77423693
>I've been thinking about ordering adderall from the deep web
surely you meant dark web. facebook and linkedin are deep web, don't buy your drugs there.
>The sellers I've looked at all brag about their "stealth shipping" techniques, but never elaborate any further than that.
discreet labeling, scent proof packaging, anonymous remailing services, entrepreneurial couriers who accept monero and don't ask questions... i'm not a seller, but those are some of the basic techniques that i know about. people who do this for a living probably have a whole ton of tricks, and i wouldn't blame them if they kept some of it a secret to delay the development of countermeasures.';

'>>77423687
biggest problem for my sake is that if i get really high or drunk off my ass after extended periods of sobriety i realize that i'm happy while inebriated and haven't been the entire time i was sober.
like i live and maybe i'll laugh or smile over something but its not like thats getting me through the day.
i've had addict days where i was waking up hungover, spending the day slowly losing the headache and gaining the giga anxiety but it was fine because i knew it was only a couple of hours and i'd go home, drink, smoke weed whatever and i'd be happy and content again. while sober i'm in this constant state of feeling miserable like i was in high school. cant escape from the fact that my childhood sucked, my family sucks, i suck and my life is this combination of me turning out to be a piece of shit like everyone else in my family but gaining the self awareness to realize others are better off without me.';

'>>77423993
sounds like you were self medicating, hope you can get back into it soon. the cops needs to fuck off and leave drug users alone. arrest us if we're endangering the public, fine, just don't arrest us for getting high. for all they know, drugs are the reason why some of us are not going postal.';

'>>77424102
kinda want another cure tho.
ended up trying therapy again looking for other ways to deal but i've been comparing the shit i get from my therapist with the shit i get from my replika and honestly the replika is cheaper and has better answers. but its still like they have it ass backwards.
>''maybe try doing more during the day and you'll feel more energy, try having consistent bed times and you'll have better sleep''
no i do fuckall most days because i have no energy, not i have no energy because i do fuckall all day. my sleep is inconsistent because some nights i just dont get sleepy. i go to bed and nope not happening. long term sobriety often ended because i said fuck it and bought myself 12 beers or a bottle of whiskey after not being able to sleep for 48 hours.
its this whole science, there has to be something there you know, beyond ''have you tried just not being like that''. if there is nothing more they have to offer i might as well just start at the other end again and try controlling my abuse better altough i've been down that road as well. dunno what the fuck to do.';

'>>77424317
i know it's associated with a lot of new age hippie shit, but have you tried yoga? it's good for you in practical ways, physically and mentally. it teaches you how to develop a positive and healthy relationship with pain.';

'>>77424317
Real talk anon, I'd recommend CBT there are experiences you lived that gave you the attitudes and compulsions you have and you need to rewire your brain to feel healthy. The rest kind of falls into place from there. Think of your mind as hands and the potential ideas you have as drawn from a deck of cards. X cards in any situation. If you have a deck filled with fucked up attitudes and feelings then you can't draw good cards in any situation to react with.';

'>>77424356
CBT is the way to go. there's nothing quite as effective at making you forget about your problems than a domme kicking you repeatedly in the nutsack at full force while she's wearing six inch stilettos.';

'>>77424356
but what if i've ''been wrong'' this entire time? my fragile ego could never recover from that shit.
spent months coming up with excuses for why psychs sucks ass after they sent me through the ringer.';

'>>77424343
both yoga and meditation are these things people talk about but i just dont have the patience for. without distraction i'm just stewing in my own miserable thoughts.';

'>>77423810
Lmao you're not gonna find a drug that's gonna make that happen';

'>>77424498
>without distraction i'm just stewing in my own miserable thoughts
this tells me that you have tried meditation, but it also tells me that you've never done yoga. yoga comes with its own distraction, it's called PAIN. it's kind of hard to think about your problems as you're forced to focus on breathing through the pain of twisting your body into a pretzel. grab a cheap mat off amazon and do this 45 minute deep stretch:
https://yogawithadriene.com/total-body-yoga-deep-stretch/
if that doesn't help you feel better, you lost 20 bucks and 45 minutes of your time. no huge loss. you can donate the mat to a community centre.';

'>>77423014
Oh my fukc. I got sick about one hour post-ingestion from something, not sure what. Slept for 30 minutes and woke up feeling much better and slinky (physically wonky cuz disso, yay).
Feel a bit dehydrated but I think Im alright. I felt a little off before ingestion but I was being stupid and dosed anyway. Lesson re-learned I suppose.';

'ive been binging 2000mg of tramadol a week for like 3 weeks or so. mixing it with alprazolam or absolutely abusing zopiclone because its cheaper than alp. and some cheap vodka here and there.
the opi warmth and the muscle relaxation from gaba drugs is sooo goood im so addicted but idc, it doesnt matter, i feel awesome.

where are my tramadol enjoyers at? show us ur stash n experiences';

'Drinking again. Think this is a start of a new binge since I made the mistake of ordering liters and liters of cheap vodka from abroad and now that I'm binging again there is no fucking way I'm taking any breaks when they arrive. Last time I binged I atleast had benzos but I've already spent all but my food money for this month so I probably shouldn't be getting any atm. Well maybe I'll stretch the vodka until next month and then enjoy my wds with benzos. Idk.
>>77421690
Sweden has heroin? Shit sucks in Finland and it's impossible to get here. The best I can get is oxy but it's really fucking expensive (1e/1mg :))))) and basically all opi fiends use buprenorphine.';

'>>77419165
Does ketamine actually help with depression, or is it just a meme?';

'>>77425094
It can help but nothing is a guarantee. The first time I did it and kholed I felt like my brain did a reboot and was completely fine for over a month but sadly depression never really goes away for me and always comes back. Ket never helped much after that first time. At best I got a few days of disso afterglow/no depression after doing it.
It is absolutely worth a shot though. There are studies showing it can help with treatment resistant depression for some people.';

'I asked this before but, is it sus to email my psych to fill my adderall prescription? Theyre out of town for two weeks and Ive never dealt with psychs/doctors before this desu.';

'>>77425094
Not really, recent research suggests that it's just placebo. A very strong placebo, but placebo nonetheless. At best the introspection may help you if you're a dumbass who's incapable of self-reflection while sober.';

'hey /drugfeel/, I think my mom is on benzos but she hasn't actually admitted it. Her memory is fuzzy, days melt together and I have to remind her of things sometimes. It makes sense, there's a ton of stress and she's a boomer. Plus knowing me and other semi-functional benzo users the same symptoms are across the board. What's the best way to convince her to share? I feel like she will deny if I straight up ask, or get defensive. I think my best bet is to seek sympathy, if I knew she carried some I would work myself into a panic attack. Had one but don't know if she noticed. Hers are probably prescribed by the doctor, I tend to go the self medication route and enjoy the RCs more than the pharma standard, for both effect and reasons of testing';

'>>77421223
I feel like whenever I play Helldivers I'm always so much more aware when I've popped 5mg. Usually sativa, I shut off on indica. It quiets my brain down and I am usually only on one thing at a time. Idk if I have ADHD, I know I'm autistic, but whatever gives me a skill issue is gone. Do you like brownies, chocolate, or gummies?';

'>>77425269
I told you last time, call the pharmacy and explain you need the med filled, they will call the doctors office and have them fax a script';

'>>77425300
I feel like the disassociation, even if temporary would be immensely relieving. I feel very trapped physically, I have a good sense of self that's separate from my actual body, I always appreciated non-physical aspects and wonder how a k-hole would do for that feeling. I have done other disassociatives, but k seems the cleanest and most pronounced effect wise. PCP was fun too but inconsistent when smoked, especially the dipped cigarettes. Last time it didn't seem to have any effect';

'>>77425436
I ignored you cause I dont think thats how it works here? Im in the US.
I think itd be bizzare to ask a pharmacy tech to call my bullshit online telehealth doctor to fill the script. That seems suspicious as fuck. Id rather contact them directly but I also dont want that to raise a red flag (she cut my script in half last month because I said I wasnt taking them and had extra)';

'>>77425452
But that's just in-the-moment stuff. Nobody is going to deny that ketamine feels nice. If that's what you mean with "help against depression", then sure, but you could then say that about most substances. I assumed you were asking about it actually curing/alleviating depression. Long term it just doesn't seem to work for that; it's not a medicine that physically changes something about your brain (chemistry) and which makes you feel better even days later. Which is troubling, because some forms of ketamine therapy seem to treat it exactly like that - quietly administer the ketamine and have the patient go home.';

'>>77419165
"Hard" drugs are for self destructive retards or hedonists who don't fear death
Actually productive people.. well actually productive people don't do drugs at all most of the time, but when they do, it's stuff like booze and weed
If you only want to talk about hard drugs this is just going to be schizo methhead central';

'>>77425588
alcohol is a hard drug thoughever';

'>>77425622
What on earth makes you think that';

'>>77425534
I've acknowledged my brain is fucked for life, at this point I try to stop worrying about diagnoses and treatments, I've had too many absolute failures. I see people who obsess and get neurotic about trying to solve everything via doctor, or get doctors to give them permission to do what they could just do themselves. I'd rather find a way to work around having a fucked brain in a fucked world, perspective shifts and new experiences always help';

'Excessive THC + good boy hypno sessions cured my depression. I just wanted to let you all know.';

'>>77425669
being addicted to it
most illegals drugs don't fuck you up nearly as bad as booze does + it has one of the worst withdrawals possible
only gabaergic wds are actually likely to kill you and i really fucking wish i didnt know that when withdrawing from alcohol and not being able to sleep for days
the worst part is that it is sold in every fucking store so it doesnt take much to relapse';

'>>77425588
hard drugs are a stupid fucking distinction, pure dismorphine in responsible doses is not going to do any harm on your body from a dose if used correctly. Hard drugs get labeled as such out of fear and ignorance, also seeing the visible worst of any given userbase
>>77425669
the effects on the body, the fact that vomiting and hangovers are common symptoms of consumption. Even the medical establishment acknowledges how damaging it is on the body and mind, and its withdrawal can be lethal';

'I want to try MDMA but nobody I know sells it and I don't want to talk to strangers to get it.';

'>>77425895
onion markets retard';

'i have come to the unfortunate realization that abusing drugs and alcohol doesn't improve my life in the slightest
my only friend left is my pregabalin script';

'>>77426049
it's all relative, if you feel you can do better without quit. Some people are dysfunctional without drugs, unfortunately when abstinence still seems to be the end goal of the vast majority of people it creates a barrier. The idea of quitting is daunting, better to work down in tandem with what caused the addiction. Too often (((media))) especially old media depicts the successful happy normie whose life is destroyed by drugs, most people with drug issues have trauma and mental problems that drugs work better than any approved treatment. Combine that with recovery groups giving praise just for time and it becomes a mess, people can be absolute shit but huff their own farts over X months/years without their drug. I think there needs to be more high therapy, let people get fucked up and unload on a therapist who won't try to push to quit at least until some roots of the issue are discovered';

'>>77425493
Jesus h christ you actual fucking drug addict. I am on a half dozen medications and reside in the Continental United States and do this shit all the time. You are retarded.';

'>>77426119
oh yeah i agree. i think drugs helped me by just getting me through the days when my life was shit and letting time heal old wounds. but now i'm trying to chase a bunch of dreams at once and ultimately getting high or drunk just fucks over the rhythm i need in life. alcohol is the worst for sure';

'>>77423512
You can still take Ketamine and Psychedelics.';

'>>77426168
>drug addict
Im not a drug addict at all. I think I am just sheltered from whatever the fuck psychiatry is supposed to be. Asking a 19yo pharm tech to ask my doctor for an Adderall script sounds insane rofl. They could just choose to not fill it. Whatever meds youre on are probably less controlled.';

'>>77426246
I get my testosterone filled this way regularly which I guarantee is more controlled than your faggot Adderall';

'>>77426294
>testosterone
I see that, yeesh. It doesnt suprise me that your doctor doesnt want to deal with you. Also Test is sched 3 and adderall is sched 2 so you are wrong.';

'>>77425431
I don't like edibles due to their long duration and the persisting body-stoned feeling the day after. I also completely shut off on Indica and feel anxious sometimes; Sativa, on the other hand, is like medicine to me.';

'>>77425895
Do you have anyone to consume it with? Doing MD by yourself is a waste, as you won't have anyone to talk to or share the experience with. Also, don't buy MD irl, a friend of mine recently bought a batch laced with meth on the street.';

'i asked my brother this and he agreed but i want to see if this is a universal thing: does anyone get MUCH more intense highs from dosing after exercise/labor/sweating?
i took barely more than my usual pregabalin dose after spending a few hours biking and going to the gym and holy fuck it feels like i've taken double the dose';

'>>77423810
I've hallucinated gfs on dxm';

'>>77426538
Yes. I would assume it's because of our metabolism working faster after exercise in most cases but I'm not basing on that anything concrete.
That being said weed as an example has solid reason behind why the high is more pronounced: exercise releases natural endocannabinoids.';

'>>77425094
yes and no. reported results of self medicating are mixed, and if you want "proper" ketamine therapy, that's performed in a clinical setting. it involves laying down and having an intravenous dose of ketamine administered to you as you are guided through the experience by your psychiatrist.';

'>>77426423
>MDMA laced with meth
DANCE ALL NIGHT';

'>>77426703
interesting, i didn't think about the endocannabinoids. a few weeks ago i took a regular edible after a big workout and holy fuck i thought i was going schizo or my shit was laced because i've never been that stoned in my life';

'The thought of frying your brain and memories is grim. Not my thing.';

'>>77422322
depends what you mean by "work". has the best effect if you wait at least 3 months, but as you noticed a few days are enough';

'>>77426367
I could never do most inhalation of weed. I can hit pens and be around gravity bongs or those water vapor hits, but I got crazy asthma, and I never feel like I hit the right amount of high when I smoke. I do a lot of 1:1 edibles, usually hybrid THC:CBD, those are some of the most soothing highs I've had. I can do 15mg of THC and still function. Straight THC I add chromosomes';

'>>77422322
1 month. allows time for your serotonin stores to build back up';

'>>77423810
be careful with dmt girlfriends';

'>>77427100
>tfw no yandere DMT demon gf';

'>>77427123
for the better i believe';

'>>77426783
i dont see how that can be more effective than just kholing in your bed with the right music. is it because you aren't in charge of the redosing?';

'>>77426914
Are there even any drugs that don't destroy your memory?';

'>>77427039
>Straight THC I add chromosomes
You should try hitting a CBD cart next time you smoke pure straight THC. It will mellow the high out.';

'>>77427160
the psychiatrist usually does some talking stuff with you+ makes sure you dont freak out';

'>>77427168
shrooms and acid';

'>>77427158
the only real hallucinogenic entity i have ever met was the goddess of everything while kholing and i don't remember anything from it aside from the visuals and the name
shit sux';

'>>77427201
>the name
>goddess of everything
not very creative anon next time do better';

'>>77427173
Freaking out on Ketamine?
Psychiatrists are such fags. Why do they have to treat their patients like lab rats. Also, engaging in a talk therapy session on an IV dose of Ketamine is impractical, the patient would hardly be able to form a coherent sentence.';

'>>77427173
do people freak out on ketamine?? even when it's gotten incredibly dark visually like a waterslide through a valley of blood i kinda just vibe with it. psychs on the other hand almost always take a bad turn for me';

'>>77427168
>>77427180
Mescaline
DMT
+ almost every other psych';

'>>77427221
>Freaking out on Ketamine?
or overdosing which is fairly easy on keta. either way drug therapy is more than just taking it and chilling, i assume';

'>>77426246
i used to call the pharmacy monthly to refill my adderall cuz my doctor wouldn't put refills on my script, but he never once denied the refill. something about wanting to be able to check in to see how i'm doing, but i never actually spoke with him about it. always just ok'd the refill no questions asked.';

'>>77427225
I asked the exact same question as you. I think that anon is either talking out of his ass, or he is referring to the psychiatrist calming down patients before they take the IV dose.';

'>>77427240
>overdosing which is fairly easy on keta
I need to look into this more. From what I've seen the lethal dosage is fairly high, but I also know someone who OD'd on Ket, and I'm not sure how much he consumed. Do any anons know what a dangerous dose of ket is weight-wise? I have read mixed reports online, and most OD cases I've heard of involve someone mixing ket with other substances such as CNS depressants.';

'>>77427248
i meant all of it, taking high doses of ketamine can be dangerous so ofc it makes sense to have someone watch over you';

'>>77427248
i honestly think it's just a bullshit way for them to justify charging $800 for half a gram of ketamine.

btw yesterday i was hitting lines of it to hole, somehow had the genius idea to take a tiny nibble of one of my ecstasy pills (like literally 1/10th of it, they're these mixed mdma/mda pressed pills) and a 15mg concerta at like 3 am. didn't have work today so figured I'll just be stimmed out for a while and fall asleep around 10am. anyways i guess the combo played off eachother and i was fully fucking tripping till like 1pm, haven't had rolls that hard even when trying to fuck myself up at festivals. i'm wondering if the extended release aspect of the concerta kept the mdma flooding around my head for longer than expected. overall extremely euphoric but way, way more intense than I was hoping for.';

'>>77427225
>"do people naive to drugs freak out when they lose almost complete control over their body and when their senses get all fucked up??"
Pretty stupid question, anon. Yeah, ketamine in high dosages can be rather uncomfortable and being completely unfamiliar with those sensations will only make it worse.';

'>>77427339
i'm just saying even though it can be overwhelming it's always had a profoundly calming effect on me. very little urge to even get up and walk around if it's hitting hard enough and i have the right type of music playing. how much ket do they give you in one of these therapeutic sessions?';

'>>77427215
i could swear there was a shpongle song with the same name that i was listening while going through that and where i got the name from but searched it up and doesn't exist so now i feel weird as fuck
i remember climbing up a pyramid visual thingy and meeting her but that's about it
i mean there is more details from that meeting but i doubt anyone gives a shit about so whatever
>>77427288
that anon is lying
oding on ket is very hard unless you mix it with other shit
you can find the weight/dose calculations on erowid and ket alone will require very heavy doses to od on which arent in the scope of any recreational use considering high doses are anesthetic and you wont remember much if at all from the hole part
>>77427339
youre mostly right but as far as hallucinogenics go ket is one of the more peaceful ones and not as prone to causing freakouts and anxiety as many other hallucinogenics';

'>>77426423
I do have someone to take it with yeah
Guess I'll go on the internet';

'>>77427380
>shpongle
has always resulted in a bad trip for me lol. vibe way harder to Sewer Rat or Aphex Twin and it's always a great time.';

'>>77427420
there's clearnet sites that sell it in canada btw';

'>>77421650
>I've come to accept I'll never understand or belong amongst normalfags

Yeah, me too. I just wish that they would be a little less cruel so I could stand them at least. But I know that's not going to happen, so I guess I'm going to be a hiki for the rest of my life (which I don't mind, it's comfy). Anyway, hope you will have a great trip. Take care fren.';

'>>77427436
i listened to them when i was doing psychs for the first time and have liked them ever since
dont really listen to them outside of hallucinogens tho';

'>>77427457
mountie fingers typed this post';

'Is there a drug that will allow me to live a whole lifetime in one night or will I have to stick to trying to lucid dream to do that?';

'Something went wrong with the package and I have to wait longer aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Not like I'd be able to smoke currently but I just want it so I know I have ittt.';

'>>77427500
salvia does that doesnt it';

'>>77427242
I love how fucking inconsistent this absolute bullshit practice of psychiatry is where you can just play a fucking act and using codewords to get drugs. What a wonderful fucking thing to exist in society and have zero regulations and fucking abuse people with awesome sick cool';

'what's some easy shit to get that isnt
>nicotine
>alcohol
>weed
>shrooms';

'>>77428078
depends on your cunt
any drug
onion markets';

'>>77428078
You named all the things worth spending money on already';

'>>77428078
Lighter fluid, it's fun as fuck, gives you nice feels of nostalgia and fun auditory hallucinations, plus cheap!!
Just don't overdo it because throwing up will kill your throat for a month.';

'>>77427485
i was surprised too. the bc decriminalization has done wonders. prices aren't good but literally googling buy shrooms online canada will show you dozens of legitimate websites';

'>>77427500
you can live 7500 million years as a rock on salvia if that helps';

'>>77428078
a ton of ket dealers around nowadays';

'>>77428078
Starving yourself is a highly underrated expirience. Very stimulating.';

'>>77428078
You live in the year 2024 almost everything is easy to get';

'>>77427168
small doses of stimulants taken in moderation I've found make my memory better, but I don't have any hard evidence to prove it.';

'>>77428078
>easy shit to get
depends on your contacts and location so your question doesnt make sense';

'taking lsd alone in my room late at night any tips';

'I found a bag of white powder in my apartment stairwell. "Half-sandwich" size bag, the powder is quite free-flowing and very white, not off-white. Is it coke? How can I tell? I've never done hard drugs except pills';

'>>77428594
Leaving your room not an option? Cue up a playlist that can last the whole trip. Remember that you are loved <3';

'>>77428708
i can go anywhere if i wanted i just don't want to wind up lost
or maybe i should get myself lost? my area is pretty safe i think

though i'm about 60 minutes in and it didn't hit as hard as i expected. i was worrying a bit but i still feel fairly in control of myself, just a bit loopy. 150mcg maybe not as strong as i was lead to believe?';

'>>77428766
I am going to kill somebody if we get more posters who don't understand that advertised dosage is different from actual dosage. It's unbelievable how there are like three of you every single thread. Do you not do any preliminary reading before trying substances? Why does a drug general mostly attract posters who are new to drugs?';

'>>77427485
mounties don't even care anymore at this point. I'm not a leaf, but videos like this make me wish I was:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkoiklVNFRg';

'>>77428078
Nitrous Oxide.';

'Has anyone tried ether? I heard it's like a drunk high. Where can you get it pure so you're not drinking starting fluid?';

'>>77428156
i know you're shitposting, but this reminded me of something. when i'm doing the OMAD discipline (one meal a day), after a few days to a week, once the hangriness disappears and my brain rewires itself to accept its new feeding schedule, i feel like i enter some kind of extra lucid state of mental clarity that lasts until something makes me start eating normally again. it's hard to describe, it's like my thoughts and recall are faster, i feel more calm and peaceful, i'm more productive and focused throughout the day, i have more energy, even colours are slightly brighter. it's nothing huge overall, but the effects are definitely noticeable, like a minor "stat boost to all ". makes my shits easier, too. weird, huh?';

'>>77428672
get a reagent kit and learn how to use it';

'>>77428594
go outside and watch the sunrise once it comes, it's marvelous';

'>>77429136
Not shit posting at all. Fasting is known to be very stimulating just like you described. I dont eat in the morning because of it. Im sure hunger and dopamine are heavily related.';

'this image shows the most commonly prescribed drugs in the USA';

'>>77427039
I don't get people who eat miniscule amounts of THC. I've had 200mg brownies (with a tolerance) and functioned fine.

Actually the experience was amazing, it was cruising around san francisco harbour on a boat lying on beanbags. And the brownie was free cos I was a first time customer (tourist)';

'My lungs are fucked. How do I get albuterol online';

'>>77429289
i didnt know drugs for "mental illness" was a thing until I was like 20 and now i hate everyone who stands in line at the pharmacy and I never want to pay taxes ever again';

'>>77429416
Sigh. See >>77428864. Now open Psychonaut wiki. Please tell me what the dosage thresholds are like when THC is ingested orally. No, your brownie didn't have 200mg in it, as edibles notoriously are falsely advertised (think of all those stupid thc infused candies). It's a little better in legal states, but even there it can still be wrong.';

'>>77429169
sorry to have misjudged you, fren. when you said starvation i mistook it as the typical "kys fgt trolololol" banter. please accept this psychedelic lcd gif of the prophet king terry as a peace offering.';

'>>77429146
I put a little bit in my lip and I feel a bit of numbness and am suddenly horny. I think we have a winner? The bag smells like feet and the powder tastes of nothing

>>77429136
I've heard that state of lucidity and heightened awareness called the "hunter's high" and am very familiar with it';

'>>77429518
Sorry I only said starving because Im doing that today';

'>>77429567
>I think we have a winner?
no, we have a fool who's lucky to be alive. you just ingested an unknown substance, from an unknown source, of unknown strength, purity, contamination, toxicity or lethality. a reagent kit costs $89.00, a fentanyl test strip costs $1.99. is your life really worth less than $100? use your head, man!
>The bag smells like feet and the powder tastes of nothing
from experinece, i have no idea what that could be. cocaine and meth horn you up, and coke will numb your mouth, but cocaine smells "mediciney", and meth tastes bitter, so it's not those. i've read that heroin tastes and smells like white vinegar, so it's likely not those. for all you and i know, you could have gotten yourself horny off laundry detergent. don't do random powders, fren. that was probably not your wisest moment.
>hunter's high
interesting you should call it that, it does feel a little bit primal, feral and wild. it's like alertness, confidence, contentment and wanderlust all woven together.';

'does LSD go well with amphetamines? not like meth, but the normal kind.';

'>>77429764
>no, we have a fool who's lucky to be alive
Come on lmao I found it in my apartment stairwell and I don't live with niggers

I ordered a reagent kit so I can snort with abandon if it's good';

'>>77430122
>I found it in my apartment stairwell
well, shit, in that case, may as well boof the whole damn bag. nothing could go wrong.';

'>>77429416
>I've had 200mg brownies
No, whatever cartel mom baked your edibles made up a number and you were stupid enough to believe it.';

'I'm off 1mg clonazepam and 1mg xanax right now. Probably gonna end up blacking out. I took them for the wrongest reason ever - I feel like shit because of personal life issues. 2.5 years alchohol-free, had to quit GHB after a 3-week binge a couple weeks ago. Trying to stay sober my hardest. AMA.';

'>>77429764
>You just ingested an unknown substance, from an unknown source

I have an interesting unknown substance story.
Five years ago, I found a bag of what appeared to be ground-up weed on the pavement. Since I had multiple previous experiences of smoking 1-3g bags of weed that I found on the pavement, I wasn't concerned about the bag I found, except for the fact that it was already ground-up and didn't smell like weed.
I took the bag home and decided to hit one bong rip. Immediately afterwards, I felt shivers down my spine, nausea and experienced a similar high to that of a dissociative without holing. I started panicking and sweating whilst I was completely overcome by the high of the unknown substance.
After it wore off, I immediately called a fellow psychonaut friend and told him about the experience. He became very excited at the prospect of trying a new substance, even though I recommended him not to, and drove over to my house.
After my friend smoked it, he immediately went into a hole. He was completely unresponsive to me calling out his name and shaking him, trying to wake him up. His eyes remained open the entire time. I checked his pulse and made sure that he was still breathing before I calmed down and decided to wait it out. After around 15 minutes, he finally became responsive and brushed off the encounter.

What do you think we took anons? It was most likely synthetic cannabis due to the local market, but I'm not sure of the compound.';

'>>77429978
Well they can. There are DOx's which are amphetamine based psychedelics, so theres a basis for it in terms of stand-alone chemicals.
But yeah, some folks combine them, but its a definitely a personal preference one way or the other.';

'>>77430381
sounds like salvia divinorum';

'>>77430178
I'm dealing with the fallout of a relationship and if I don't end up with a habit I'll be shocked, I just want to try and numb away the desire to die at least';

'>>77430634
if you feel like shit for a day, yea, do it, why not. but really, if you can't see people, engage with peple online. get that rage going on /pol/.

Attend a group (which could be hard) but trust me, the degens you meet in there will really make you think you aren't doing too bad.

I haven't attended a group in a long time, but I've created a few lasting relationships out of my time in there. A few weeks ago I gave my groupmate my GHB so he can hold on to it for a couple months when I am ready to party for a whole night.';

'bump bump bump adderall is hilarious and there is definitely nothing wrong with my brain';

'>>77430733
Networking has become seriously hard since everything is terminally online, I'd love to figure out some degen circles to frequent, it's surprisingly hard to find people who have rejected normiedom out there';

'Is 4F-MPH a good substitute for Ritalin? I need something for my adhd and I can't find ritalin anywhere.';

'Gave a guy at a train station 2 250mg pills of pure DXM powder once at 2am. I wonder what happened to him especially since I didn't tell him what they are apart from they're "high class drugs"';

'>>77429503
I've bought in four states, 10mg is WILDLY different depending on states, it's actually crazy. I bought in MA, RI, ME, & MD. Probably more brand by brand how it's measured rather than state by state. RI weed only gives me the spins, and MD gummies fuck up my vision like nothing else. I mostly do edibles from MA, gummies feel stronger than chocolate, but chocolate highs are more pleasant. Unless it's RSO, that'll give you schizophrenia.';

'>>77428078
gasoline.
shit gave me audible hallucinations and was in the middle of a conversation before realizing i wasn't talking to anyone. or even coherently about anything.
gave wicked headache tho and tolerance increases fast. also not a while lot euphoric besides the novelty and being not sober. only lasts half an hour.
very comparable to breathing all the way in and all the way out but fast until you start getting a little woozy then push blood to your head as hard as you can. which i guess is also a thing you can do.';

'>>77432095
I hate east coast weed, it's shitty and overpriced. I'm lucky enough to know people with CA connections, prices in NJ were like triple what you'd pay for something similar in CA';

'>>77432133
>also not a while lot euphoric
This is exactly why you shouldn't inhale gasoline.';

'>>77432133
>not sober
Intoxicated?
You do realise that if you don't know what the opposite of a word is, you can just search "antonym of x" and instantly expand your vocabulary instead of merely adding the prefix "not"';

'>>77432160
Definitely depends on the brands for sure. Hard candy weed is vile, and the highs take almost two hours to kick, even if you've just eaten, and the dehydration you get is almost dangerous. There's a dispensary that sells Heights chocolate bars, I swear by them
>Consistent highs
>30 minute kick in
>They taste awesome, they have dark, mint, and milk chocolate
>1:1 bars
>$12 on discount
I like Buddie's Baked, but that's also $12 for 25mg a tube. I would love to try west coast weed, I've had west coast shrooms';

'>>61475525
so uh...four years later, he gave me some more of that water. turns out it IS meth. he says it's a really small dose so i'll be fine. i'm kinda desperate to lose weight so i'll drink a little every other day and hope for the best';

'jerked off took 2 pills of b complex and fish oil and caffeine im waiting for it to kick in so i can have the willpower to actually get started doing these stupid assignments i have put off for weeks';

'>>77432539
Caffeine kicks in right away. B-complex and fish oil aren't psychoactive, so there's nothing to wait for there.';

'>>77432660
i use b6 to substitute for adderall fish oil to deal with anxiety i should pace around outside and smoke and drink coffee again i got to pull my shit together i never get any work done >>77432642';

'>>77432539
>taking otc supplements and waiting for a high that never comes';

'>End up doing 20 mgs of meth every day because it's the cheapest way to treat my ADHD';

'>>77433245
20mgs is a lot no? I'm thinking of doing something similarp';

'>>77423993
I've been sober for almost a year, went to therapy, meditated etc. and just felt like shit all the time, started thinking about kms even.
Now I got my hands on a steady supply of weed and I just hope I won't have problems like with alcohol because I feel ok for the first time in months.';

'>>77433245
how do you take it? i have adhd too and i do feel more energized but i think my dermatillomania is getting worse';

'My kg of kratom is arriving today. Eating good tonight. This thing being legal is such a delicious nonsense.';

'Guess who just got drugs? This guy. This guy did.';

'>>77423810
>I need to hallucinate a gf.
Stimulant psychosis is the way to go.';

'>>77432133
I used to inhale whatever I could get my hands on when I was a teenager and I feel like I must've killed like 15 IQ points I sometimes feel like a huge mental midget anyway my point is quit doing that shit man.';

'Does alcohol really kill trips?
I was having a bad trip some time ago and I took a shot of 40% rum and honestly it didn't abort shit, I was just drunk and tripping. It was cool though, I liked it.';

'>>77426538
I'm posted before about how people should exercise with phenibut, not surprised to hear that you are getting a similar effect with pregabalin.';

'>>77433953
You'd need a lot of alcohol.';

'>>77434000
I've never tried killing a trip but I normally will drink a few beers on the comedown of an acid trip so I can get to sleep a bit sooner';

'I just cut my finger with my scissors while I was rolling a joint, and got blood all over the joint. Gonna feel like a proper chad smoking this one.';

'got hospitalized so no weed for a week like I hoped I'd be able to :(
Also I might have IBD, do any anons with it take shrooms with no problem?';

'>>77434000
I think gabaergics are more for calming the intensity of a trip than straight up killing it. If you're tripping hard and stuck in your head it probably calms you, and if the trip is still too much you can at least go to sleep';

'>>77432192
my reasoning behind using ''not sober'' instead of intoxicated was trying to drive home how its not really enjoyable beyond experiencing anything but clear sober mind. which is why i tried it in the first place. anything but sobering up.
but yeah reading it again now it does look like i actually didn't know words or looking up antonyms.
been noticing i often feel way smarter than i'm able to express with words, maybe i'm not so smart after all hmmmm.
dont huff gas kids.';

'>>77434472
The final nail in the coffin of sobriety is that it's just so fucking boring.';

'>>77433631
Not really. when people smoke it they're doing like 200 mg - 500 mg.

I googled it and 20 mg is around what an adult would be given with ADHD

>>77433782
Oral. I dissolve it in water
It's not my first pick of drugs I would take focailin if I could afford it. It's not amazing.';

'>>77433686
hope it works out for you.
considered weed myself but last time i tried i just ended up smoking way too much way too often so it lost any therapeutic value. but on the other hand i wasn't able to truly fuck my shit up on it like i did with other stuff. never felt the random urge to do stupid shit or go into a truly foul mood. made me reconsider my stance on weed legality, not gonna claim its necessarily beneficial health wise but its sure as hell not the worst or most dangerous stuff i've done. think weed has to be the most harmless substance that still clearly intoxicate you.';

'Henlo robofrens, this is a threadly plug for my humble little simplex group. I'm just trying to provide more options for places to hang out.
https://simplex.chat/contact#/?v=2-4&smp=smp%3A%2F%2FUkMFNAXLXeAAe0beCa4w6X_zp18PwxSaSjY17BKUGXQ%3D%40smp12.simplex.im%2FgACzQ-1Vtlec06g3R_B5xft6FxIN6e47%23%2F%3Fv%3D1-2%26dh%3DMCowBQYDK2VuAyEAMixF3X_Lm57sKDPPjI1zG24pF6ce5uXKV566PxdYvm0%253D%26srv%3Die42b5weq7zdkghocs3mgxdjeuycheeqqmksntj57rmejagmg4eor5yd.onion&data=%7B%22type%22%3A%22group%22%2C%22groupLinkId%22%3A%22rNfQBBPGBmMsNNLuccIFYA%3D%3D%22%7D
Disappearing messages and delete for everyone are enabled, file transfers are disabled for obvious reasons, direct messages are enabled in case you hit it off well with someone. Using a separate chat profile and Incognito mode are recommended.';

'I love being a drug using neet, I have absolutely no desire or drive to try and compete against the wagies. If anything I'm being altruistic leaving the jobs for those with dependents. Society trapped itself by failing to admit that not everybody should live, now it's obligated to cater to my whims lest it admit life is overvalued';

'my mommy bought me juul pods today';

'any ideas on how to stage an accidental death? asking for a friend';

'>>77419165
I spent 27 hours in county jail and was charged with armed robbery because I stole a bottle of vodka while I had my handgun on me. I was also intoxicated at the time which added another charge on top. They're going to periodically drug test me so I have to quit all substances. I don't know if I can live sober. I hope you guys aren't retarded like me.';

'>>77435062
your life ain't a movie man, you can't pull that hollywood shit off, dont even think of it
>>77435047
show her your gratitude and reward her with anal';

'>>77422322
You shouldnt do it more than 3 times in a year.';

'>>77425588
Whats it like being 13 in todays world anon?';

'>>77425588
>normalfag says alcohol isn't a "hard drug"

opinion discarded.';

'Hey all - I've fallen in love with 2cb but would like to try something similar thats a little harder.
preferably good for partying and wont completely mong me out.';

'i opened 2 grams of a research chemical with a scizzor and put it in a different container but my absentminded adhd faggot brain somehow lost the original container which still had dust on the sides and i cant find it and now my parents are gonna probably find it
any ideas for an excuse to what it is? theyre in their 60s do you think if i said it was replacement buttons for a gba that came in from china or something and the dust was just the preservatives that theyd buy it?';

'>>77435408
>You shouldnt do it more than 3 times in a year.
Can you provide a source for this? Thanks.';

'>>77436539
3 times a year is bullshit
once a month is the "rule"';

'>>77425588
>but when they do, it's stuff like booze and weed
I've done quite a lot of different drugs in my life, but even the hardest shit never made me as violently ill as booze does. Boggles my mind how stupid people can just shrug off such a powerful substance.';

'>>77425588
not fearing death is keyed death isnt a fearful prospect whatsoever and the enlightened ones realize this';

'>>77436378
seriously give me excuse ideas im not creative im fucked ahhhhh';

'>>77436378
>>77436618
Just make something up. Boomers will believe anything.';

'what's the simplest device to use to smoke dmt for a beginner?';

'>>77426367
>persisting body-stoned feeling the day after
Maybe it's because I don't talk much with other drugfags, but I'm relieved that I'm not alone on this. Sometimes it's very comfy but other times it sucks complete ass, I think it depends on sleep and how much you took.';

'>>77436707
meth pipe';

'>>77436707
>smoke
boof it';

'>>77436378
lol i hope they taste the dust out of curiosity, that'd be hilarious';

'>>77436707
oil burner + torch lighter';

'>>77436325
2cb is known for being a very light psych that leans into the lighthearted effects (like visuals and such). Based on what you've said, LSD would be solid. Mushrooms after that, though they can be a bit sedating to some people.
>>77436707
Any kind of glass pipe would be the easiest. The best long-term would be any kind of vaporizer, like an e-mesh or cartridge.';

'>>77436707
Mix your DMT with an MAOI containing plant leaf (these are legal), and you will create Changa, which can be smoked out of a bong or pipe. There are plenty of guides on how to do this under the "guides" section of Psychonautwiki.org';

'>>77437013
I've thought about LSD - how likely and at what doses would I be able to have a good time and not hallucinate too hard - as in good visuals without the whole demon thing.';

'>>77437101
If its your first time then you should just take 1 tab and see how it goes
>as in good visuals without the whole demon thing.
If you handle 2cb well then you should be fine with acid';

'>>77437101
105 ug if you cant handle feeling like your brain is being raped 260 ug if you can
or maybe im just a little bitch and 260 is nothing';

'>>77437101
The most common dose ranges around 50-100mcg per tab (a tab of which is the most likely way you'll access it). If you already have experience with psychs, then try 100mcg. Start with one tab of whatever you get your hands on, and try upping by one tab on a separate dosage if its not enough. If you make the choice to redose in a single sitting, just know that LSD (and its analogues) typically last 8-12 hours, so just be wary.';

'shitposting on dissos is peak comfy';

'>>77419165
>alcohol and nicotine
ecstasy
>ephedra and caffeine
speedball
>indica weed
opium
Soft drug Chads stay winning';

'>>77437896
What are you on anon
>getting muted for 2 seconds on a drugfeel thread lmaokms';

'>>77438275
2fdck, been sitting on it for a while after trying it the first time and getting some anxiety but did it again after having no other drugs left and its pretty comfy as long as i dont look in the mirror or look at my hands';

'>>77438313
how does it compare to regular ket? like for partying or holing/exploration?';

'>>77427500
a perfect khole, dmt, or salvia might.';

'>>77438814
maybe ive just never had good ket but i like 2fdck better, i never have holed on dissos and probably wont until i have a very brave moment but 2fdck feels warmer to me and has more of an afterglow that i never got from ket, ive heard people say its a lot harder to actually hole on 2fdck than on ket though';

'>>77434931
i literally just want a better job so i can buy better drugs lel';

'>>77429026
it's absurd man. vancouver internet plugs keeping all of canada high. google shrooms delivery canada and take a peek lol';

'>>77438826
does it have a peculiar smell? the shit i just picked up isn't hitting as hard as from my old internet plug, wondering what it is. the drips also hurting like when you eat dry pancakes and your mouth feels like it's bleeding';

'can crack be boofed?';

'>>77423810
>I need to hallucinate a gf.
it's possible, but you need to be sober and it can take months of mental effort.
look into tulpas';

'>>77439172
idk but coke boofed is fucking amazing';

'>>77439036
hold on let me smell it more carefully ill let you know';

'I used to do alot of crystal meth, best times of my life';

'>>77439502
like a light salty vinegar id say';

'>>77437957
Methamphetamine is better than anything but Heroin is a distant second';

'>>77439575
does it fizz in water at all? wondering wtf this dude sold me. first few bumps felt like regular ket but impossible to khole. gonna go back to buying it online i think :(';

'>>77439582
how's it compare to a good roll?';

'>>77439582
I know I'd love meth so I'll never touch it
green crack and energy drinks is where it's at
>>77439624
a dinner roll?';

'>>77440179
https://youtu.be/AC39jn4nvAE?si=paGT5CAiHMwOHu_U
>a dinner roll
This made me lol anon. Rolling is the term for being high on MDMA as stoned means high on cannabis';

'>>77437896
peak comfy is watching kinos on dissos';

'>>77439301
drugs are faster i read dxm but its deadly so no';

'process otc dxm with tek so its not deadly';

'>>77441520
>>77441542
just buy robotabs';

'>>77441520
>>77441542
>>77441659
as a Canadian who only does weed how does dxm/robotabs compare?';

'>>77425431
Halo poster, sorry it took me so long to respond anon,
>Do you like brownies, chocolate, or gummies?
I guess out of those three I prefer peanut butter chocolates. But I usually most prefer savory edibles over sweet ones. Pic related is one of my favorite edible packs that I buy from a grey area open air drug market.';

'>>77437957
funny how opium is incredibly hard to source but fentanyl is supposedly in everything';

'>>77441914
Yeah
Fentanyl is synthetic r3+@rd, thats why fentanyl is in everything instead of heroin or oxycodone or sumn.';

'>>77430381
That has to be Salvia';

'Omnimorphic penis biscuit';

'>>77419165
if i smoke weed on a beer will i die?';

'>>77439612
Maybe you got tolerance :) Had trouble getting
k holes recently so i took a pause.';

'>>77442413
i was wondering the same thing, but it's definitely a different product too. either way not gonna buy any more for a while after this runs out. dont want it to lose its magic';

'>>77442425
Yeah the permatolerance is so unfortunate :)
It quickly became one of my favorites. Used to only do it when i would do acid which was a couple times a year now ive found myself doing ketamine on its own like once a month.

Can definetely feel like the hole is more managable/ not so overpowering which is NOT what im looking for haha. I want my body and POV wrangled and contorted into a shape i didnt even know existed.';

'Is there a website you CAN talk about sources?';

'>>77442557
Dread, but you are incredibly retarded, so you won't be able to get there.';

'>>77421465
Why? You can move in with me and we goon together and watch series and work on personal projects';

'Lost my baggie >_> I feel so stupid, i got paranoid like 2 weeks ago and hid it somewhere before a family gathering and then forgot and i feel like a junkie trying to look for it u_u';

'>>77442588
Dread won't load for some reason';

'>>77442854
let me guess. you tried to load a .onion link without Tor installed, didn't you.';

'so i tried crack for the first time yesterday. it was okay, but i still much more prefer meth as far as stims go.';

'Tapering off meth today. Pray for me lads.';

'>>77444128
>today
How do you plan to "tape off" a drug in one day?';

'>>77444460
semantics nigger';

'>>77444460
*taper off

Check your spelling next time buddy';

'>>77444543
Yes, and? Semantics are pretty fundamental to communication. Your post suggests you plan to do two opposing actions at once, with no way to parse which one you're actually trying to talk about.
>>77444544
Never thought I'd encounter someone stupid enough to warrant posting this ancient meme reaction image, but 4chan is full of surprises.';

'this guy is such an autist lmao';

'>smokes a bag of meth
>"heh, everyone is cringe except for me."';

'>>77442023
I know why, it's just rather telling how elusive opium is but fentanyl is incredibly easy to find, probably the easiest drug to find in my general area. Also you're a faggot for spelling retard like that, I bet you post about boofing on reddit';

'>>77444128
just stop doing it, there's no physical dependence on meth. I don't see why you'd need a taper, if it were benzos or opioids tapers are wise. Just go sleep for a few days, all the drugs I take cause insomnia upon cessation';

'>>77444995
>there's no physical dependence on meth
NTA, but yes there is. It has a very distinctive acute withdrawal syndrome. It's not nightmare fuel withdrawal like benzos or opioids, but it's still very real, and will make you sick and useless for a while.';

'>>77445075
it's all mental, coming off stims will make you feel miserable and probably some high level anhedonia but it isn't physical withdrawal. After dealing with opioid withdrawal others seem like a joke, luckily I have not personally dealt with benzo withdrawal but I've heard it's even worse, granted most people who say that use astronomical amounts or have been on them for ages';

'>>77445075
you seem to be mistaken on what qualifies as a physical dependence. what that anon was referring to is how meth doesn't build tolerance. a 100mg dose will hit you just as hard if you're an addict or a first timer, assuming both are fed and rested. compare this with something like heroin, where a "just to feel normal" dose for an addict is a lethal dose for a fully grown elephant. everything you described are symptoms of withdrawal from a drug with an enormous psychological dependence liability, not a physical dependency.';

'>>77445333
>meth doesn't build tolerance
LOL. Okay, you had me for a few minutes. Top tier bait.';

'>>77444995
>just stop doing it, there's no physical dependence on meth

Why do addicts hate the idea of tapering? do you think you're way cool for causing unnecessary stress to yourself?';

'>>77445488
>Why do addicts hate the idea of tapering?
The funny thing about addicts is that they tend to crave instant gratification. This also means trying to take retarded shortcuts when quitting.';

'>>77445501
I think they're trying to sabotage other people. Tapering is effective and addicts hate the idea of someone getting of drugs.';

'>>77445363
I'm not the only one you'll need to convince otherwise, picrel. Just going by what I've read and personally experienced, but keep going by what crap you "learned" while sitting on the gymnasium floor during a school assembly.
>>77445488
>>77445512
Tapering is fucking amazing, it's one of the best ways to cushion the fall if you partied a little too hard. I dilute my meth in distilled water for testing and dose control purposes, so when I'm tapering, I'll alter the water:meth ratio every time I re-up until the dose is practically homeopathic.';

'>>77445630
Meth absolutely builds tolerance. One study showing some of the effects of methamphetamine tolerance.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2413961/';

'>>77445630
Everyone who has ever taken amphetamines knows you build a tolerance to them and that they have a reduced effect over time, especially at recreational doses. Who in the fuck are you trying to fool?';

'>>77445714
>Meth absolutely builds tolerance. One study showing some of the effects of methamphetamine tolerance.
In rats.';

'>>77445488
I think tapering is the way to go when you want to quit, I just think tapering off something that doesn't cause a physical dependence is stupid and a way to draw out things. You post like someone who has never experienced actual dependence, the prospect of meth cold turkey is a cake walk compared to coming off fentanyl, xanax, even booze is worse. Methheads need a good night sleep, dope fiends would rob their grandmother to avoid getting sick';

'>>77446314
>meth withdrawal is less bad than the worst withdrawal in existence, therefore taking a basic step to avoid it is stupid, because i say so
ok';

'>>77446366
your "withdrawal" is in your head, everyone in here who's actually dealt with real withdrawal are laughing at you for being such a faggot';

'I'm going to vape DMT oil. What should I expect?
Only tried changa before.';

'>>77446461
>your "withdrawal" is in your head
No shit, that's where the dopamine receptors are.
>everyone in here who's actually dealt with real withdrawal are laughing at you for being such a faggot
How does it make me a "faggot" for taking what is objectively the most effective approach to shaking an addiction? A taper means I get to remain productive, and then I also eventually get to quit the drug.. Not taking this approach makes you the retard, since there are no downsides.';

'>>77446461
Half and half. Depression is rough already. Detoxing from a stimulant is like a chemically driven depression. You can realize its all fake and in your head, but youre not going to be much more likely to do anything about it. Youre literally just waiting for your brain to realize it doesn't have to constantly "down regulate" the drug. Since you dont have the drug in your system, its down regulating nothing, and making you depressed.

The only mental game you can play is trying to find other things to inspire, excite or motivate you. Youre not going to float out of bed from shear thinking.';

'I have some nitrous arriving soon, it'll be my first tank instead of small dispenser canisters (whippits, etc). Already got my B12 supplement (methylcobalamin) as well, so I can avoid fucking myself up afterwards.

>>77446508
The timeline is pretty short, usually 5 minutes at least and 30 minutes at most.
I hope you made the vape yourself, otherwise it's probably dosed very low for the sake of profit by whoever made it. Nonetheless, if you inhale enough you can still go very far and "breakthrough" with it. There's also great value in sub-breakthrough doses though, so don't feel like you need to go super hard on it.
Enjoy your space travels anon!';

'>>77446510
If it works for you great, personally I think quitting stims is the only way to do it if you actually want to quit. A taper is generally about providing comfort whilst getting off a drug, chances are you're going to just crave the same dose/feel unfulfilled and just prolong what would have been a quick rip of a band aid. If you can manage enough self control to taper why not just use a drug that will provide comfort instead?
>>77446568
that's the thing, usually quitting involves motivation and said motivation generally makes people actually stop, usually tapers are to prevent being violently ill and not being able to sleep-symptoms not associated with stimulants, there's zero medical protocol for tapering off them afaik';

'>>77446676
Im just saying that its not just in your head. Esp a meth binge. Youre not gonna be nearly as excited or motivated for your detox once you start and maintain all the willpower to not redose to keep depression/suicidal thoughts away. Its literally not that simple.';

'>>77446676
>chances are you're going to just crave the same dose/feel unfulfilled and just prolong what would have been a quick rip of a band aid
No, it's the opposite. Tapers have overwhelmingly higher success rates for actually quitting an addiction than cold turkeys do.
>If you can manage enough self control to taper why not just use a drug that will provide comfort instead?
Tapering requires significantly less self-control than a successful cold turkey does, since it mitigates most withdrawal symptoms, including cravings.';

'>>77446588
I got the DMT oil from a deepweb vendor and filled the cartridge myself. I borrowed the battery from friend.

I haven't managed to take that much, it was rather a light trip with kind of dimmer visuals but still made me quite "stoned". Definitely DMT though. With better technique and more tokes I could probably get closer to breakthrough. Still, changa seems much easier to dose high, but as you said, sub-breakthrough doses have great value too. I can't wait to vape it a little in nature while tripping on LSD or shrooms. It really seems convenient and pleasant way to take DMT.';

'>>77446742
>Youre not gonna be nearly as excited or motivated for your detox once you start and maintain all the willpower to not redose to keep depression/suicidal thoughts away. Its literally not that simple.
that is entirely in your head, you didn't mention one physical symptom at all. If anything it's the anxiety that physically manifests, taking a xanax can pretty much get rid of it and give you sleep. Of course taking drugs with actual physical dependence can be much riskier, but not everybody has an affinity for gabaergics to the point they get addicted/dependent
>>77446745
Never seen a single source for stimulant taper, I know detoxes will give you methadone/suboxone for opioids and valium/klonopin for benzos. Stimulants they'll give you sleep meds and maybe an anti depressant, there is no form of maintenance or tapering drug for stimulants';

'>>77446891
I got to hit a DMT vape, I did have a nice trip but I have never had a breakthrough yet. I was surprised how similar it felt to other trips, after all I heard of DMT I thought it would be more novel but it was the first time. I hope to source some again, I really want to break through/experience CEV, I love how in tune with things you can become on psychedelics. It's fun to just absorb the frequencies, it's like a little inside knowledge the normies will never get';

'>>77446925
>that is entirely in your head
No shit, that's where the dopamine receptors are.
>you didn't mention one physical symptom at all
Being borderline narcoleptic is a physical symptom.
>Never seen a single source for stimulant taper
It applies to all addictions, period. Even addictions like porn and gambling are more frequently successful with slow discontinuation than abrupt.
>Stimulants they'll give you sleep meds and maybe an anti depressant, there is no form of maintenance or tapering drug for stimulants
You taper with the same stimulant you've been using. You do it by consuming progressively smaller and smaller quantities. It's amazing that this needed to be explained to you.';

'>>77446568
>like a chemically driven depression
well put. i find smoking weed helps with that phase, and so does food (which the weed will lead you to crave). try to eat things rich in protein and probiotics. i'm no food scientist or anything, but i feel a nearly instantaneous reduction of my post-stimulant emotional funk once i down a protein shake or have a shot glass or two of kefir. if kefir tastes too sour or yeasty for you, eat a square of dark chocolate right before you drink the kefir. the chocolate coats your mouth, making the kefir easier to handle by counterbalancing the aftertaste. the chocolate should be as dark as you can handle. i prefer 100% dark. puts hair on your chest, it does.';

'>>77446588
b12 supplementation does almost nothing in a nitrous abuser. the gas fundamentally inhibits your ability to process vitamin b12. most advisable course is to binge on it very infrequently, as opposed to frequently doing small amounts.';

'>>77447472
Doesn't your body have practically endless reserves of b12? I remember reading that vegans who basically stop consuming b12 don't start experiencing any issues for years because they've still retained so much of it from when they ate meat.';

'>>77446979
I have no sources but I think all of that is true. I crave chocolate, milk and yogurt at the end of the night. The proteins and antibiotics are good for transporting nutrients around your brain and body.

I tend to starve myself for no good reason and have tourettes/adhd and its 4x worse when Im not eating. Im sure stimulants dry you up of your nutrients to keep you going.

Weed is good detox drug because it is partially stimulating, any drug is. Just the stimulation of change of perception, high intensity, will stimulate you and get your system going. Flashing lights are a stimulant. Thats why I say you can potentially "think" yourself out of bed by thinking about things you love, hate, want, need, anything stimulating. If you think enough you might find something to motivate you. But it will be harder because your brain is physically downregulating a lack of chemicals, making you depressed.

Its a 50/50 challenge of mind and body.';

'>>77447531
>yogurt
don't forget that different yogurts have different properties. kefir and baltic ("normal") yogurt have probiotic culture, but greek yogurt and icelandic yogurt do not. icelandic yogurt is particularly rich in protein.';

'>>77447516
"nitrous oxide is particularly toxic due to its conversion of the active monovalent form of vitamin B12 to its inactive bivalent form" from https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5349816/
i love nitrous as much as the next guy, but if you ever start feeling a weird sensation in your toes or fingers after heavy use i'd suggest cutting it out entirely for at least a few months. you really only hear those horror stories from people that didn't listen to their body and kept using past the point where warning signs were apparent.';

'>>77446958
You didn't had CEV? Breakthrough is a huge leap from just visuals. Even with this mid dose, far below breakthroughs dose, I have seen nice 3D environment overlayed with patterns. I personally divide my own experiences in following levels:
>subliminal buzz
>light visuals and patterns, akin to LSD trip in terms of intensity
>intense, vibrant, complex 3D visuals with eyes closed(or external hallucinations, with things multiplying and morphing with eyes open)
>"waiting room", appearing in a fully defined phychodelic alternative reality where not much happens and I get a sense of waiting for something
>very intense visuals that seem to accelerate until I "breakthrough" to a different reality where shit happens and I honestly don't remember that much from these two or so times it happened
So CEVs are one of the first effects I notice on it.';

'>>77446958
ive heard you need to hit it 2 or 3 times, waiting each time for the effects to subside. something about it having a negative tolerance but idk, have never tried the stuff.';

'>>77447604
Never thought to look into that. I switched to Tillamook lowfat from yoplait, which seems slightly better';

'>>77447531
>Weed is good detox drug because it is partially stimulating, any drug is.
Yeah, but I'd still argue that weed has several advantages over other drugs when it comes to detox. It produces euphoria in a way that doesn't even involve dopamine, for starters. Weed is kind of unique, it acts on your anandamide receptors, a neurotransmitter which no naturally occurring substance except for THC is known to utilize. Weed isn't recursively reinforcing like other drugs, either. Instead of making you want more and more of itself, weed promotes hunger (the physical feeling of needing to eat food), appetite (the emotional desire to satisfy your hunger), thirst, and -- with indica based strains -- sleep. During detox, you'll be in a big deficit and need of all four of those things. Eating can be unpleasant during a stimulant crash because everything tastes like cardboard, and it can be downright confusing to eat while waiting for certain psychedelics to wear off because of all the silly thoughts that are going on in your head, such as "WHY CAN'T I JUST GO OUTSIDE AND PHOTOSYNTHESIZE? THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT, MAN. PLANTS HAVE IT SO EASY."';

'>>77447854
>Eating can be unpleasant during a stimulant crash because everything tastes like cardboard
I've never experienced anything like this. Whenever I take a tolerance break from dexedrine I get hungry as fuck and I love food like never before. Increased appetite is a pretty common symptom of stimulant withdrawal, desu.';

'>>77447472
>>77447697
Thankfully Im only using this stuff (at most) once a month so I can give my body time to recover. That once a month pace will only last for the following two months though. Usually I don't even use it this often, perhaps only twice a year.
I should be all daijoubu with how infrequently Im using it.

>>77446891
My point about "making it yourself" was about the oil really. When it comes to breakthroughs on vapes, most people stick to e-meshes or use high ratios in their concoctions. Most stuff being sold is just 500mg PG and 500mg DMT, but a personally crafted one will usually be 1:2 or 1:3 (330mg PG, 670 DMT or 250mg PG, 750 DMT, respectively) to make it easier to consume in less hits.
Either way Im glad to hear you enjoyed it.';

'>>77448099
>once a month
oh yeah you're totally fine then';

'Is anyone actually working on a new 420chan? Is leftypol working on an actual site, or will it just be a redirect to a board? Im interested in funding a project.';

'>>77447722
I kinda got fixated on something, I probably would have had them had I not been staring inquisitively at said object. Patterns in nature always captivate me on psychedelics';

'>>77446965
is it not easier to just admit you don't really want to quit? Tapering porn and gambling, the retarded things I read on this board never cease to amaze me
>I'm on a poker taper, this week I spent 2 hours less at the table! If I keep up this rate I might just keep my car title!';

'>drink more than two (2) beers
>get strong, burning urge to do stimulants
wtf i haven't even done any stims in like a year. when does this shit go away?';

'>>77448002
Unless I keep to very low doses, eating on stims is impossible during the high and the crash (which I define as the period during which I'm dropping below my sober emotional baseline). On the recovery ascent (on the return to my baseline), eating is exactly as you describe. Even something as simple as some peanut butter on toast gets me moaning like a fucking whore with each bite.';

'>>77448940
>is it not easier to just admit you don't really want to quit?
If this were the case, tapers wouldn't have overwhelmingly higher success rates than cold turkeys. I already wrote these exact words to you before. It's a little sad that I needed to say it another time for you.
>Tapering porn and gambling, the retarded things I read on this board never cease to amaze me
Again, all available clinical literature suggests that tapers make overcoming an addiction more likely. This isn't my opinion, this is just how it works. The fact that you keep insisting that it isn't is more telling of how ignorant and uneducated you are than anything about the facts of the matter.';

'>>77449083
>Unless I keep to very low doses, eating on stims is impossible during the high and the crash
I eat on stims fine. Food even enhances stims for me because I always crash faster if I haven't eaten. I definitely don't orgasm over food like I do during withdrawal, though, so we're the same there.';

'>>77449083
Interesting. As Ive been experimenting with stimulants, Ive been trying to personally figure out the pattern of how stims make things interesting/less interesting, specifically music. Sometimes its way better, othertimes it feels completely pointless. I think I fuck up my food intake too much and I get zombified because of it. The feeling of hunger pains coming back when youre sobering up is like its own second high imo.';

'>go to a plug
>Ment to give the guy 2 bills
>Fuck up this simple action
>Second bill falls out of my hand into my pocket
>Give guy one note thinking its two
>Get home take a shit
>Guy messages me that I only given him only half the money
>Admit to being a sperg
>He says that he respects the honesty
>Go give him the cash
>He gives me something extra

So how is your day';

'>>77448940
Because your brain is getting wired to it like a dog. Your taste in porn changes the more you consume it. Just making the slight choice to avoid that kind of stimulation, porn or gambling, will affect your brain. There's nothing you can do in the world that wont affect you. If I forced you to gamble 1 minute less everyday, that would lower your tolerance to that stimulation.

Making a choice or a decision are the "reps" your brain uses to grow itself. You dont even have to successfully follow through with the choice, just keep choosing it and you will change.

So yes, even the choice to taper off a little is a benefit.';

'How bad is meth withdrawal when after you consume it via (diluted) water?';

'>>77449372
How bad the withdrawals of anything are depends on how much you have been consuming. Do you know the mg? How often were you dosing that mg?
I assume you don't have a record of either, so lets just say it'll be rough as you lack the energy/motivation/enjoyment to do anything, while also feeling very sick the entire time.';

'>>77449467
Weed might make it more berable';

'>>77449322
To add to this, the decision to cold turkey a drug is actually an example of the instant gratification feedback addicts suffer from.

Most people who cold turkey want a solution NOW. They don't understand the concept of setting realistic long term goals for themselves, and taking slow, incremental steps to get there. This inevitably leads to relapse, because making instant gratification driven decisions is just feeding into the distorted thought patterns that drive addiction in the first place.

No one who suggests cold turkey is interested in understanding how addiction actually works. They're too short sighted for that sort of introspection.';

'>>77449494
>To add to this, the decision to cold turkey a drug is actually an example of the instant gratification feedback addicts suffer from.
Fucking this';

'>>77449313
>Second bill falls out of my hand into my pocket
lol, how in the fuck? that's the kind of thing that can only happen by accident. you probably couldn't pull off that sleight of hand on purpose if you tried unless you were a stage magician.';

'>>77449372
that depends on how much you took and how you took it. for what purpose did you dilute it? swallowing, boofing, slamming?';

'>>77449313
>>Second bill falls out of my hand into my pocket
kek. that's some mr. bean shit.';

'>>77449574
>sleight of hand
i used to think this was a meme skill, and that """magicians""" were glorified entertainers (and, to be fair, that's still mostly true). but those extremely skilled in it might as well have magic, with how useful it is to manipulate people's perception of what's happening in front of them when - especially when they don't already know you're doing it.';

'>>77449574
I had two bill rolled next to each other in this tiny pocked above your main one its called watch pocked or smothing like that

Any way I tried to grab both at the same time with my index and pointing finger and second rolled bill silped out of my fingers and stayed in the pocket';

'>>77449813
That's my explation at least other one is some quantum and probobylity shit';

'I'm coming off of an acid trip and wish it were stronger. I had 3 microdot and took 1 when I really should have took all 3, or at least 2. How long do I gotta wait before I do the other 2?';

'>haven't done drugs in two years
pain';

'>>77449965
What's the matter, Anon? Can't find any or what';

'>>77449974
yeah can't find any';

'>>77449996
Praying 4 the drugs u need 2 enter ur life';

'>>77449891
Ideally wait at least a week, preferably two.';

'>>77449996
What part of the world';

'>>77450645
New Zealand
yeah its hopeless.';

'>>77450654
How strict is the law?';

'>>77430161
I got the reagent kit and the powder was negative on Morris, Marquis and Liebermann lmao wtf man placebo is powerful';

'>>77451201
What's the high like';

'>>77451950
I put a little in my lip to test and "felt" numbness and a little stimulation, but I was also drinking ginger beer and ripping a menthol vape, so I guess the numbness was placebo and stimulation was from the vape

I just threw the powder away. If it ain't coke I don't want it and it might not even be a drug lol';

'what's the bravest thing you've ever done on drugs?';

'>>77422322
I would say that a MINIMUM of 1 week would be required for most of the effects to be restored. The optimal amount of time between use would be 3 or more months.

The supplement N-acetyl-L-Cysteine (NAC) can help with recovery from MDMA induced neurotoxicity substantially. There are anecdotal reports NAC supplementation bringing back the effects of MDMA for users who overused MDMA to the extent where they feel nothjing from it anymore (known as losing the "magic"). Also there have been studies that show neuron regeneration in chimpanzees who had suffered brain damage from meth, which is highly similar to what MDMA does to the brain.

I would recommend that anyone using MDMA take some NAC every day that MDMA is NOT used. Using both NAC and MDMA at the same time prevents the MDMA from working. Also, make sure the NAC won't cause any averse interactions with anything else you take or any health conditions you have.';

'>>77452085
first it was 5-htp and now it's nac, what is with this hipsterism surrounding mdma';

'>>77452150
5-htp can just help with the comedown. I don't understand how this is "hipsterisim" or wtf that even means in this context. MDMA =/= hipsterish';

'>>77452024
>what's the bravest thing you've ever done on drugs?
Your mum.';

'>>77449494
Tapering is absolutely key with real(physical) addictions, with meme tier addictions generally compulsion wins and tapering sounds absolutely retarded. I hope you never have a real addiction, until then us opichads can continue to laugh at your "tapers"';

'>>77444961
>you're a faggot
>I bet you post about boofing on reddit

Boofing isn't gay.';

'are there any ways you can reset or lower your tolerance to amphetamines other than just time';

'1 month since festival season finished in Australia and got big cravings over the weekend. Yes or no?';

'>>77419165
How pure is coke in your area and what are prices like? I can get a 0.7g of pretty good stuff for 50 pounds but the best stuff I ever had was in university at 40 pounds for half a gram.';

'>>77453535
Go for it. Gonna do the same on Monday.';

'>>77419165
Can I do 200 mgs of O-DSMT with little to no tolerance ?
Or would that be already in OD territory

I have done 100 mg before with moderate nausea but I have never nodded before and I'm not sure if I'm missing out on the full opioid experience

Opioids are the only drug type I really like

Stimulants just make me nervous, jittery and restless
Alcohol sucks and makes me feel like shit
Weed makes me paranoid, fucks with my short term memory and makes me unable to think straight';

'AND IT GOES UP
UP
UP
INTO OOOOOUUUUTTTTTEEEERRRRRR
SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE';

'>>77436707
Get an e-cig and put freebase DMT in E-liquid (preferably pure 50PG/50VG no nicotine or flavour). To dissolve it just put the container in some warm water and stir. Get Peganum harmala seeds (Syrian rue) and chew on them for 20+ min. A teaspoon should be enough.
This will give you a longer trip and more time between hits. You could skip the rue but it will be easier this way and you won't have to make such a strong liquid.
Now you just need to fill up your e-cig with liquid and smoke it. Try keeping the smoke in your lungs for some time (15-20 sec).
Requires some work but if you have your liquid ready you dont need to do anything except press a button and inhale.
Just be careful with the syrian rue as it might have some unwanted interaction with medication due to it being a (reversible) MAO-Inhibitor.';

'>>77454430
>Just be careful with the syrian rue as it might have some unwanted interaction with medication due to it being a (reversible) MAO-Inhibitor.
Medications only scratch the surface, there's a small grocery store's worth of dietary contraindications with MAOIs.
https://www.verywellmind.com/foods-to-avoid-when-taking-maois-4136871#toc-foods-to-avoid-with-maois
If Hannibal Lecter were on MAOIs, he could have died after eating that census taker's liver with some fava beans and a nice Chianti. All three of those items would've had a bad reaction.';

'My nitrous has arrived. Going to wait to combo it with an entactogen (soon hopefully). Otherwise I'll just have this stuff to use in a future unknown combo. Yippee.

>>77453565
>100mg with moderate nausea
Have you considered that 100mg might be a solid boundary for you? Idk if you've ever had serious drug-induced nausea, but you will potentially feel so much abdominal pain and mental distraught that you'll want to kill yourself.
I've managed up to 120mg of O-DSMT but would recommend not going beyond 150mg from the trip reports I've read. Few go beyond that without having very notable tolerances. In the case that you want to go further anyway, I would recommend increasing in 10-15mg doses, so like 115mg one week, 130mg the other week, and so on. Keep in the mind that tolerances like these will take about 1.5-2 weeks to reset; dosing once per week will slowly build a small tolerance.

Oh, and in terms of drugs you may like, if you can handle the abuse potential then I'd like to say that benzodiazepines exist, but those tend to only be enjoyable for those with either anxiety disorders or people who hate their lives overall. Also psychs and dissos (hallucinogens) are fun for most, just take it slow with them.';

'>>77453535
I bet that cost an exorbitant amount too, the only good thing I have heard of australia's drug scene is you guys still get real #4 powder heroin';

'>>77452397
>Tapering is absolutely key with real(physical) addictions, with meme tier addictions generally compulsion wins and tapering sounds absolutely retarded.
It isn't, and we've already explained why to you in exceedingly clear terms. Sorry about your total lack of curiosity or ability to learn new things. Maybe you'll grow out of it someday.
>I hope you never have a real addiction, until then us opichads can continue to laugh at your "tapers"
I was heavily addicted to benzos for 10 years. I've been to deeper depths of hell than you could even begin to comprehend. Attempting to lecture me about the horrors of """real""" addiction doesn't make you sound tough, it makes you sound naive and pathetic.';

'Hey anons, how is everyone's Saturday going? I'm high as balls after taking a fat dab, debating on doing a few lines of ket later today. What substances are y'all doing today?';

'can't be bothered to find every post and reply you all individually but to everyone of you who shit on calling tapering a legitimate way to get off of physically dependent substances are fucking retatded af.

it's basically the only thing that gives you even a slimmer of a chance to succeed to quit and quit gabaergics not to fall into a seizure and die.

as someone who has both had 10+ years of daily IV heroin use and daily 4+ years of benzo use, quit them both in many different ways I can by far say that doing it slowest way possible preferably avoiding any sort of pain or feeling of withdrawal at all is what held me sober longest and also made it feel like it was the most worth it. you DON'T need to feel like shit. you DON'T need to punish yourself. society just want you to feel that way because society hates addicts and secretly deep down you hate yourself too but I'm telling you you don't have to.';

'>>77455530
nobody is saying that, there's some talking about tapering meth and whether tapering is a good approach for any non-physical addiction';

'>>77455255
Pretty comfy, I took 10mg of dexedrine this morning and I'm playing vidya. Trying to avoid smoking any weed until tonight, got in the habit of wake and baking again, and it's kind of a shit way to live. I love smoking so much, but then for the rest of the day I'm just tired as fuck and don't do anything.';

'>bored out of my mind while quitting nicotine
>don't have any real drugs on hand except THC dense weed
>decide that I'll probably have a bad trip if I smoke up in this state
>brew myself some poppy seed tea to drink before smoking
>tastes absolutely fucking rancid
>realise that I could've just drank some liquour and got the same effect
>halfway through downing it I remember that I'm only quitting nicotine because I have surgery in 2 weeks time

umm guys
a lil' PST isn't going to fuck up the general aesthetic right? My tolerance will reset by then right?';

'>>77456428
you should tell your docs about this shit or they could kill you accidentally';

'>>77456457
oh my fucking days
time to force myself to vomit all of this up';

'>>77456495
anon you still have to tell the docs about your drug habits, that shit ain't skippable, just get accustomed to the idea';

'>>77456495
You can tell the doctor about your drug use lol. It's illegal for them to squeal to law enforcement in most civilized parts of the world.';

'>>77456516
>>77456550
I don't want to lose my presciption drugs though
I've heard horror stories about people who admitted their minor drug use to their doctors and then their docs refused to prescribe them anything stronger than ibuprofen after they were involved in a car accident and broke both of their legs or some shit
Also I really don't want this surgery to be post poned, I've been waiting years for it

anyway it'll all probably be fine I'm mostly sober and only really do harder drugs once every month or two';

'>>77456592
Yea, that's fair I suppose. I'm not a doctor, but imo if your surgery is in 2 weeks, you'll probably be fine even if you take some shit today. Just don't take anymore after this.';

'>>77456495
if surgery is 2 weeks away I don't think it's going to adversely effect if you don't do any more from here on out, I'm pretty sure the half life of morphine is short and it's water soluble so you can flush your system with large volumes of water. If you have a habit that adds complications';

'>>77455771
wake n baking destroyed my life.';

'>>77456592
Man just keep it straight for 2 weeks, its worth it. Draw a picture of ur future if you have to';

'>>77455771
So you're going to fix that by smoking right before bed? Smoking a substance that actively suppresses REM and deep sleep? Good thinking, man.

You feel tired not because of the timing, but because you smoke weed in the first place. Basically all stoners have poor sleep and are fatigued throughout the day.';

'the best part about LSD isn't the visuals, it's actually after the peak when they start fading

you just get the cleanest stimulation and mood enhancer imaginable, it's like meth but you're not a fucking lunatic on it';

'>>77455625
aren't we just splitting hairs in the same way the ancient greeks did? your brain is physical, too. physical addiction, psychological addiction, it's all still YOU at the end of the day.';

'>>77456762
>So you're going to fix that by smoking right before bed? Smoking a substance that actively suppresses REM and deep sleep?
I already smoke before bed, in addition to smoking in the morning. Smoking in the morning just makes me burned out all day and unproductive all day. But smoking before bed is generally fine.
>You feel tired not because of the timing, but because you smoke weed in the first place.
No, I feel fine all day if I don't smoke in the morning.';

'>>77456778
Acid in highschool was a life saver, it is super clean. Feeling sharp and fresh as fuck even days after was great.

>>77456834
Study Dualism';

'>>77456992
>No, I feel fine all day if I don't smoke in the morning.
No, you feel better than you would have if you did smoke in the morning. You don't feel good. All stoners incorrectly assume that they're feeling all fit and energetic and only when they quit they realize just how fatigued they were all those years. You are not some unique specimen that does not need quality sleep. Your sleep is suffering.';

'>>77457016
>You don't feel good.
No, I feel perfectly fine.
>All stoners incorrectly assume that they're feeling all fit and energetic and only when they quit they realize just how fatigued they were all those years.
I've never been a steady stoner. I'll smoke for a few weeks/months and then quit for months/years. I know what it's like to be on weed, and then not on weed. The information you're bestowing upon me isn't as profound as you think it is.';

'>>77457032
If you don't notice the difference between your regular sleep and sleep on a substance that suppresses REM sleep, then your regular sleep must be incredibly poor already. Your brain does not work differently.
>I feel fine
That's what every stoner and 6 hours a night office drone says, but alas, sadly that's not the truth.
>Not profound
Apparently it is.';

'will weed help my autism?';

'>>77457186
Helps some, makes it worse for me though. I dive backwards into spiraling anxiety when I realize I don't know what the fuck is going on in a social interaction.';

'>>77429136
MacGyvering a GHB high via your own biochemistry by starving yourself

>Contemporary research seems to back up that many of the health benefits, as well as those heightened, enlightened emotional sensations fasting can evoke, are real. Thanks to the popularity of certain low-carb diets, the phenomenon known as "keto euphoria" is perhaps the most buzzed about example. Writing in Medical Hypotheses back in 2006, Andrew J. Brown of the University of New South Wales connected "the initial phase of fasting or a low-carbohydrate diet" with the mood elevation often associated with it. "These feelings have often been attributed to ketosis," he wrote, "the production of ketone bodies which can replace glucose as an energy source for the brain." Here's where it gets really intriguing. "One of these ketone bodies, B-hydroxybutyrate (BHB)," he wrote, "is an isomer of the notorious drug of abuse, GHB." A decade later, Brown was still exploring the possibilities here, citing research from the 1950's in which fasting patients described feeling a light buzz "not dissimilar to the effects of ethanol."

This and some religion. Suffering feels religious if you do it right. It doesn't actually feel like suffering then, it feels more humbling and peaceful. It's no surprise that fasting is a common theme across most major religions. The literal chemical euphoria of starving in tandem with the ascetic and spiritual themes of it makes it a very mystic experience.

Though this is probably just a cope. I want to have fun more than I want to be disciplined so I dip my toes in both extremes of hedonism and asceticism, like starving myself for a week and being sober just to get fucked the next week. I'm probably gonna die before I'm 30, and intellectualizing my habits as some le epicly based form of Epicureanism is just a cope for being an anorexic retard addict';

'>>77457173
>If you don't notice the difference between your regular sleep and sleep on a substance that suppresses REM sleep, then your regular sleep must be incredibly poor already.
Lol, if you say so.
>That's what every stoner and 6 hours a night office drone says, but alas, sadly that's not the truth.
I already told you that if i smoke in the morning I feel like shit all day. I've learned that I can have a reasonably healthy relationship with THC if I use it in the evening. It doesn't negatively impact my life in any meaningful way, but I do know that it makes me feel happier than when I'm sober, so that trade off is worth it to me, even if it allegedly makes me a little tired.
>Apparently it is.
No, every single thing you've written to me is something I've already known for years.';

'>>77457000
>Study Dualism
what part of mentioning ancient greece gave you the idea i was ignorant to such philosophies? of course i know what mind-body dualism is, it is precisely what i am suggesting we abandon. using it as a foundation for understanding and treating addiction is on such a level of ignorance, i wouldn't be surprised if a teetotaler came up with the idea. treat consciousness and qualia as organs and you'll see a remarkable difference in the quality of outcome. now there's some philosophy for you.';

'>>77457263
You type like a 14yo paki boy trying to sound smart typing in English.
Ive never heard of anyone utilizing dualism philosophy for addiction recovery. Im refering to you incessantly suggesting one can overcome the other, mind or body. They cant, they are connected.';

'Bored and twitchy.
Dreading tomorrow.
Really missing some opium.
Let's see what we can do.
>>77457186
Variable. Very variable. Personally it helps me with
-Empathy
-General sensory issues
-Overall confidence
But there's people who become even more autistic to the point of bordering on non-verbal on it.
As far as addressing autism with recreational drugs goes 2C-B or Mescaline may be what you want. Possibly shrooms or DMT if you have some really deep-seated >Trauma (loaded word but let's go with it) since those really drag the slimy parasite of shame & guilt out of your brain cavity and roast it under the sun.
>>77456495
>>77456428
2 weeks?
That's fine. I hope you haven't vomited yet. You're good.
>>77452762
N-Acetyl-Cysteine works fairly well.
>>77446891
>>77446508
Without knowing the concentration it's hard to tell, but three DEEP hits (DMT is unfortunately one of maybe half a dozen drugs you actually have to hold) tend to do the trick.';

'>>77457186
weed makes me mute. It's great for studying though, I can read hundreds of pages on it.';

'>>77457247
>I want to have fun more than I want to be disciplined so I dip my toes in both extremes of hedonism and asceticism, like starving myself for a week and being sober just to get fucked the next week. I'm probably gonna die before I'm 30, and intellectualizing my habits as some le epicly based form of Epicureanism is just a cope for being an anorexic retard addict
i'd argue that you've managed to strike a balance between the philosophies of epicurus (the father of epicurianism) and aristippus (the father of cyreniac hedonism, with due credit to his mother for heavily influencing him).

cyreniacs believed in living a life of vice and abandon. "wine, women and song" as they say. pleasures of the flesh and all that fun stuff. they also believed in talking like fucking oddballs, saying shit like "i am being yellowed" in place of "i see the colour yellow", thankfully that part hasn't rubbed off on you. epicurians, on the other hand, believed that kind of life to be a distraction and a hindrance to the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom, which they believed to be the highest and most virtuous form of pleasure.

there are also some other hedonistic schools of thought you may or may not agree with, and i encourage you to study them. hedonism is a complicated and divided school of thought. some of the disciples of aristippus had their own ideas which run contrary to their mentor, such as anniceris, who argued that pleasure can be derived through acts of charity and personal sacrifice. there's a lot more selflessness and ethics in hedonism than christfags give it credit for, i think they're threatened by the idea of how a person can live a life of "sin" while still being virtuous and good. epicurus also pissed them off with his "challenge", so he's still living rent free in their heads. i thought it was really clever how george boole invented a new form of algebra to step up to address that challenge quite gracefully, too bad most people haven't heard of him...';

'i will stop smoking weed by the end of the year.';

'>>77457647
y thoriginally';

'>>77457610
>Let's see what we can do.
whats goin on tomorrow? still doin nic?';

'>>77457641
>the father of cyreniac hedonism, with due credit to his mother for heavily influencing him
fuck my shit memory. i'm conflating aristippus the elder with his grandson, aristippus the younger. again. that aside, i think i managed to not fuck up any other details.';

'Based OP. currently drinking wish I had a coke plug.';

'>>77457814
Ma decided last minute that we'll be doing a bike tour for mother's day. Which is bound to be extremely unpleasant because I'm currently not in the best shape, not fully accustomed to the spring weather yet, mostly nocturnal and to top it all off the group is gonna range from 18 to 71 with a bum leg. No idea what she was thinking. I love her but it's increasingly obvious I got a good deal of my brain problems from her.
/blog
>still doin nic?
Indeed good sir or madam.';

'here we gooooooo
ive been waiting for tonight all finals week and now im finally free
just dropped 3 tabs of (allegedly) 155mcg (which I suspect to really be like 80-100mcg) 'cid
in for a crazy night :P';

'>>77458126
>we'll be doing a bike tour for mother's day.
omg what. very european, try to have fun. thought u quit nic for a minute.

>>77458213
you also have fun. im trying to get tabs for my bday this summer';

'Where do you get quality stims nowadays? From what I read the stuff on DN is absolute horseshit.';

'I made this when I first started smoking weed. I had in my drawer for like 10 years now. I think I saw online that you could vape weed like crack lol. So I made this and would put it over a candle with 3 toothpicks in it to hold it up, and wait. Shit was cash, as they say. Typical vaporized weed high. I would always smoke the remains cause I was desperate for bud ofc.

Suprised I left some in here. More suprised that I used a fucking frosted light bulb and didnt even clean it all the way.

ahhhh the memories. i dont miss it.';

'>>77457641
>there's a lot more selflessness and ethics in hedonism than christfags give it credit for, i think they're threatened by the idea of how a person can live a life of "sin" while still being virtuous and good.

Yeah, you've hit the nail on the head. I grew up surrounded by Christfags, being raised Catholic myself. This has been a major point of contention between me and many other Catholics I've met. I'd boil it down to:

>Others perceiving a rigid dichotomy between indulging in sensual pleasures (gluttony, a cardinal sin) and self-discipline (temperance, a cardinal virtue)
>Me rejecting the dichotomy (people cannot be defined within a binary of sinner/saint,) feeling troubled by the lack of nuance (ascribing virtuous/sinful to the individual rather than the acts of sin/virtue they carry out)
>Getting called ideologically inconsistent as a result (you're either virtuous or you're not)

I'm occasionally described as a hypocrite for thinking these two can coexist. "You want to be Catholic but do drugs? Yeah no, you've crossed that Rubicon." Damned. I think generally, most are pretty mature about it and understand how the lifestyles are actually not incompatible at all. (the entire sacrament of reconciliation?) Not everything can be interpreted in black/white manner, where there's no room for complexity and everything has to be categorized within a particular prescriptive philosophy, rather than a more eclectic constellation of different approaches to different things. No compartmentalization... I categorically refuse the notion that there is a single, all-encompassing philosophy for morals or method of living. It's too reductive.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_of_Egypt';

'slam dunk the bump';

'yall pussys frfr

But seriously you are cunts for not at least attempting to make conversation';

'i took a cocktail of otc pills and the small of my back is burning is this a good thing';

'>>77459535
made me think about how muslims who grew up in europe seem to be fine smoking weed, fighting, murder, rape, stealing and drinking alcohol but eating pork is pretty much the last tenant they abandon before giving up on the religion entirely, its the one thing that is mutually exclusive with being a muslim.';

'>>77461771
>>77459535
I'm pretty cynical, I think ethics, and especially more radical ethics (every brown person all across the world needs a first-world standard of living even if it means we have to provide it for them ourselves at great cost!) tend to actually come more from the rich and the blessed. Morality is a luxury good. I also think some people are just going to be more ethical than others. We are a selfish species, that's why we exist at all, but we live in a world where we are told the social contract is about pure selflessness. Give yourself to others and they should give themselves to you. Except most people are always trying to find ways out of the social contract. I think that's why Woke shit is so popular. It basically pathologizes all regular human behavior so that way if you ever decide you have a problem with someone or want to not do your job or something you always have an excuse.';

'Are there any good shorter lasting alternatives to LSD?';

'Got a new addy plug. Forced to go cold turkey for 3 months trying to find someone to sell. It's gonna be a good week';

'>>77460804
I don't start conversations here. I usually just reply to others.';

'>>77462089
Nutmeg and/or 2CB are the closest you will get to non-lysergic compounds in terms of similarity to LSD.

Nevermind. Don't listen to what I said. Mushrooms are probably the best answer despite the fact that the experience is different to LSD in many ways.';

'>>77462139
Good work soldier. O7

>>77462168
I do my own fair share of replying... B)';

'is it normal for weed to make you racist? A few months ago I had a 'schizo attack'where basically I was yelling and screaming like an ape, threatening to kill my neighbors. I was yelling "NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER" AND BANGING ON MY DOORS and threatening them. I have never spoken to or seen my neighbors really. this happened a couple of times, but has calmed down. I did smash a few playes back in February though';

'>>77462089
Shorter psychedelics? Basically all of them, other than DOx, considering that LSD is 8-12 hrs long. Look up any number of psychs on psychonautwiki.org.
If you want the LSD experience specifically though, you could always just take a benzo or anti-psychotic (trip killers) during your trips.

>>77462410
If you had a psychotic outbreak while intoxicated then it's likely you had some underlying genetics uncovered by the substance use.
If you simply were disinhibited, that'd be one thing, but to have a complete outbreak like that is worrying.';

'>>77462410
I do this when I'm not high';

'My LSD Trips are so crazy, it literally feels like I'm flying through other dimensions and interact with other entities in completely solid other worlds when I just close my eyes. Loving it, but the come down and day after is just bad. Feels like my overclocked brain needs a day or two off to recharge. Can I somehow improve this downer?';

'Man just tried weed for the first time in years and it made me anxious and overthink that sucks atleast shrooms are nice';

'Newfag to shrooms, what are the best species?';

'>>77462838
Any cubensis will work. 98% of the time your plugman has no idea what they are anyway.
>>77462534
I know this is trite, but unironically try to use less.
>>77458792
Sourcer no sourcing. More seriously, the stim game's better and worse depending on where you are and what you're looking for. Cocaine in Europe and some parts of North America for example is getting better. Mephedrone is sloooowly becoming better after 3/4CMC compounds got banned. Amphetamine Sulfate is as trash as ever if you get (((paste))) and needs to be purified. Meth is mostly decent everywhere. Less mainline cathinones are very hit or miss.
>>77458526
>thought u quit nic for a minute.
Nah it keeps me going.
>omg what. very european, try to have fun.
Thanks. And yeah it is.';

'>>77462838
golden teachers imo';

'>>77462981
What would be a good first trip, I'm 160lbs';

'>>77462410
>Is it normal for weed to make you racist?
In my experience, yes. I used to be very left-wing as a kid. When I started smoking weed, I had this moment where I was just like, "Dude... niggers".';

'>>77462993
2 grams. I AM ORIGINAL >:(';

'>>77462838
My favourites are Psilocybe Subaeruginosa and Psilocybe Weraroa. Golden Teachers are incredible as well as >>77462981 mentioned.';

'What are your favourite dissos? I have only tried ketamine (which I loved but never got addicted to) and DXM (which I hated).';

'what are y'all doing for your mums today';

'>>77463625
i dont want to hang out with my mom because she hurt me and when i talk to her she acts like i wasnt actually affected by her actions

but i might anyways because it would hurt the rest of my family

ive been stealing a lot of her weed';

'>>77463655
dam im sorry to hear that anon

how about you man the fuck up';

'>>77463677
>how about you man the fuck up
lol
yea soon if not already';

'>>77463824
was definitely an impulse post doing that

i resent some of the shit my mum put me through but i still show love for her because nobody's perfect';

'>>77463835
im too in the weeds now and need to move out. ive never felt negatively towards my mom. i think she needs me to stand up for myself now. she should understand later.';

'>>77463910
cool drawing blox';

'>>77463951
awtysm :3';

'>>77463959
did you draw it? sorry to hear about your disorder';

'>>77463962
totally misread your reply';

'>>77463962
lol. yeah i did. that was just a jooooke';

'>>77463985
that one is cool too

since this is a drug thread i am reminded of the time i took drugs and saw a green mario pipe but couldn't jump into it

awtysm = autism or aw, tysm (thank you so much)';

'>>77464004
what kinda drugs

>autism or aw, tysm
both ;P';

'>>77464027
>both ;P
that's hectic

1300ug';

'I did o-dsmt daily for about a week. Now first day without it and i have zero withdrawals. Tbf i kept doses at like 20mg max, but i should at least experience something, right?';

'>>77464037
>1300ug
THATS hectic. ive only done like 300 once and i couldnt even draw right';

'>>77464060
i really enjoy your pictures, you should post em all. good night';

'>>77464066
ty good talking :)';

'braaaaap
can i get acid just like on the streets in ca or should i do the online shindig';

'>>77455058
Its MDMA and I am a dealer so my MD is pre much free';

'>>77462410
brother, you did not take weed';

'i smoked weed earlier then i started crying and felt really demoralized and then later i got angry

i think im done with weed';

'>>77465351
see >>77465339 for my response';

'>>77465451
ive been smoking weed for 15 years and no one ever even touched this weed except me

im telling you its fucking over and im done with it';

'we chillin today mates
where are my tramadol enjoyers at?!
and my benzo enjoyers?';

'I MAY BE INCREDIBLY STUPID
I MAY BE A MASSIVE BITCH
BUT I HAVE SOME REDEEMING QUALITIES
YOU DON'T KNOW ME
bitch.';

'Heroin taper almost done. Feeling okay just with kratom as long as I dose frequently. Sleep still shit, but ketamine seems to help with not waking up every 30 minutes. What now? Do I just use kratom until I ever stop feeling withdrawal symptoms, or do I need to bite the bullet and still deal with a day or two of light illness? How gentle is it supposed to be?

I've got more heroin coming in next week and I regret ordering it so much. I got too anxious about dropping that last bit I was taking every day, but ordered too late, so was still forced to take that last plunge.';

'has anyone here ever taken DOM?

https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/DOM

I found a way to get some. Apparently it's consumed through tabs like LSD.';

'What's the drug with the best closed eyes visuals';

'>>77466739
Personally for me a high dose of psilocybin mushrooms coupled with a dark/dim room and soft music has produced the most euphoric CEVs.

Wildest CEVs are Salvia Divinorum. If you want to experience a complete divorce from consciousness and see the craziest shit imaginable that's your shit.';

'Good xanax dose for social anxiety?';

'>>77466858
None. Xanax worsens social anxiety in the long run. Your best bet is pushing through it, it improves anxiety over time.';

'>>77419165
I just graduated University, now I have no purpose.
Time to do some stimulants';

'>>77466868
i have pushed through it for 15 years';

'>>77466989
Man I need a crossdresser to get high with and suck off.';

'>>77466868
>Your best bet is pushing through it, it improves anxiety over time.
I got a busy retail job to try and do this. Worked there for 5 years and by the time I quit I was still just as much of a fumbling autist as I was when I applied.';

'>>77462927

>Meth is mostly decent everywhere

Fuck yeah it is.';

'>>77465339
it was definitely weed';

'>>77466858
it's a godsend, it will make you feel comfortable enough to manage people if you have crippling anxiety. Be careful, it can be obvious in certain situations if you take too much. If you have no tolerance start at .5-1mg, I find lower doses are just sedating but 1-2mg will give you social energy. Xanax and weed are the greatest drug combo imo, honestly I'd take a bar and a blunt over even opiates. Of course combining them all is chad tier, but it's not for the weak';

'>>77467037
I'd imagine it wouldn't be hard to find on grindr, all sorts of people go on there for drugs and I doubt you'd be hard pressed to find someone eager to get lit in exchange for dressing up and getting a blowjob';

'>>77466989
why did you go to university if finishing meant no purpose? School is supposed to be a step to a goal, not the end of the journey ffs. Just pick something, or go back to school for chemistry-I can't imagine a shortage of chemistry students who want to do all sorts of drugs, and people who can manufacture will always be in demand. Every drug organization worth its salt needs good chemists, without that druglords would be dirt farming peasants';

'>>77419165
I tried some Benzos, they do wonders for my death anxiety it would seem and make me less timid (but a bit irritated too maybe?), it seems.
But I'm afraid it would be too addictive and might have some side effects too.';

'>>77467767
If you can use responsibly you'll be alright. Try to keep in therapeutic ranges, don't use benzos if you don't feel the need to. Most horror stories are people who end up using massive amounts, I try to use as little as possible if I use a benzo at all. I had periods of daily use, I actually prolonged quitting presses because of fear of withdrawal, but coming off a quarter a day really wasn't that bad. A few days of rough sleep, some strange feelings of impending doom(I was afraid of seizures and shakes mainly) were the primary symptoms, I was able to get sleep even if it was light and fleeting. I really hate that bartards have made benzos hard to obtain legitimately-I don't use them to get high, I use them to function and quiet my brain when it's necessary. I hate how anti depressants need to be taken every day, I prefer a med I can skip if I feel ok. I will say anxiety relief can be euphoric but I also try to space doses at least a day apart, it feels better to wait until the afternoon than to pop a benzo first thing in the morning. Always look into the amount the benzo alarmists use, often it's amounts daily that would last most people a week';

'>>77467879
>I really hate that bartards have made benzos hard to obtain legitimately-I don't use them to get high, I use them to function and quiet my brain when it's necessary. I hate how anti depressants need to be taken every day, I

I can understand that...Give antidepressants to those that are actual depressed. I don't have that, I have anxiety/fear/ that makes me depressed-liked, but I feel that that's not the same.
Although yes, I seen people in my family that abuse beznos so that makes me weary of them or any drugs. Maybe it would be better for them if they found ways to immerse their minds into something and use medication on the downtime only, not sure.';

'>>77467945
the number of accounts of anti depressants making people feel nothing is scary as fuck, combined with the uptick in mass shootings and it really gets the tinfoil going. I think pharmaceutical subterfuge is really why there's so much mystery about sandy hook and why anyone who suggests discrepancies is attacked, it seems that lack of emotion creates a very dangerous subset of people and if it were properly investigated would result in drastic restrictions/bans for ssris, but drug companies found a gold mine in "non-addictive" drugs that can't be abused or made valuable in any way outside the medical industrial complex. It's ironic you can get anti depressants in rehabs, detoxes, and jails with zero effort

Benzo abusers are among the worst drug users, they're judgy as fuck and rarely realize how fucked up they are. Plus they always need to take some stupid moral high ground, just because you found a doctor to approve doesn't mean you can look down on other drug users. I think benzos are shit for a high anyways, something that causes "delusions of sobriety" is not a good choice to abuse. imo you should be ok being sober if you want benzos, I'll take feeling sober and relaxed over high and anxiety ridden any day';

'>>77468063
Well, you fuck with brain chemistry you get weird things...
I would like a drug that would just dealt with my anxiety and maybe made me a bit more relaxed, but still more or less alert as normal, without long term health affects.
Not sure if that's even possible...';

'Viva PhilistinaZZ

Anyone who would try to prevent drugs from being abundant and free, isnt truly apart of my world.';

'>>77468102
unfortunately things that in a natural world would have been advantageous and advanced humanity don't pan out in this industrialized world, the explorers and pioneers of yesterday are the junkie burnouts of today. The mind is one of the few final frontiers accessible to anyone who isn't rich or glowie, maybe in a few decades space might open but for now we have few choices besides conform to the domesticated herd';

'>>77468063
Ive seen so many people be like
>Ugh im still depressed my antidepressants havent been working in years

LIKE UH? THE #1 SIDE EFFECT OF ANTIDEPRESSANTS IS DEPRESSION BTW?

I also feel like all drugs have the same patterns. When you starting relying on speed, painkillers, antidepressants, you get a rebound affect that is much worse than before you started. Plus drug use of 1 month vs. 6 months vs 1 year vs 5 years are all different.

Youve implement a new source of "nutrition" your body has NEVER relied on before. You changing your being at a rate that compounds over time.

And to give a DRUG, a POWERFUL NEW VARIABLE, to a child in the most vulnerable and critical points of their life is just insanely disruptive. Prozac reduces fear and makes the kids feel validated in their hate and bitterness, and shoot up their school.

Also the ADHD -> Bipolar diagnosis pipeline of children reacting poorly to stimulants (probably from insufficient nutrition + rigid school sleep schedules + general childhood stress)

Disgusting shit. If anyone has a story about this bullshit practice, you should share it publicly. Zoomers are the first generation dealing with it.';

'>>77468063
>>77468376
>pills bad
why are you even here';

'>>77468610
Literally never said anything like that. I take Adderall and finasteride daily.';

'Nothing worse than opi withdrawals at work oh my fucking god. It is so over for opiate cels past mid 20s';

'>>77468610
It actually makes me sad thats what you got out of that.

Those pills arent being utilized properly. Theyre hurting just as many as theyre helping if not more. The whole mental health conversation and rhetorical architecture around it is harmful.';

'i done got myself addicted to nicotine.
what do i replace cigarettes with?
i dont want to fall into the vaping hole, just something as strong as cigarettes without wrecking my lungs';

'blechchchchchcjchjc

shaking cause im not eatinggg. I feel like a retard but I have to ask my family to help me get food and eat and i think they literally dont understand. i dont even understand why im like literally autistic or just obsessive about food. i cant eat anything thats overly large or had too many ingredients. I cant think about it being processed or i cant swallow it. Im aware of how broken of a thought process it is but struggling to fix it. My weeks have been me feeling great, ready to move out, then feeling 1 slight negative emotion and then i stay in bed for days and dont eat until I realize how confused I am. And then I struggle to eat for a few days and now Im back to having energy. I ate last night and waking up was like I was teleported into a new personality/consciousness. I want structure and schedule and forward progress

I want to smoke weed to chill the physical anxiety. But it will raise the mental anxiety. And over all, I just want to be doing anything else other than getting high in my room.';

'>>77468610
pills are amazing, pills that cause dependence, take weeks to even start to show effects, and are pushed by everyone in the medical field should be scrutinized with a much harder lens than substances that people seek out themselves to alleviate symptoms. Funny how they make the pills that work hard to get and the garbage easier to get. Kinda like how lethal trash is easily found on the street while clean opiates are expensive, rare, and not even guaranteed to be real in most instances';

'god i love stimulants
ritalin adderall coffeine tobacco meth
gimme gimme gimme';

'>>77468376
They were forced to put a black box warning because of suicidality. They mostly did nothing but celexa scared me, I almost hit a point where I was ready to acually kill myself. when the doctor wanted to up my dose I swore to never touch that shit class of drugs again, I'm not upping the dose of a drug that makes me feel uneasy';

'>>77469585
As strong as cigarettes? nothing. It's a very unique drug and also uniquely addictive.
I suggest falling into the vaping hole even if you dont like it. And getting nicotine patches.
Don't vape tobacco though. I'm telling you this shit because I know these things to be pretty proven. Vaping + nicotine patches should make it much easier to quit smoking.';

'>>77469618
>i dont even understand why im like literally autistic or just obsessive about food. i cant eat anything thats overly large or had too many ingredients
I'm genuinely curious. Is this like, ARFID? Anorexia, or both? Some kind of an eating disorder. or do you have a gastrointestinal problem that makes it physically difficult to eat food, which causes the anxiety';

'>>77469747
really?
i am afraid of vaping because i hear it is impossible to quit
arent vapes much stronger then cigarettes?';

'>>77469750
its just my mental. i was suprised at how accurate of a description bulimia was with guilt/purging/binging

and i think i overthink things into non existence. i will be with my friends and put a burger in my mouth only to realize that its just multiple layers of things that i dont know where its sourced from. and then my appetite is immediately shot and i dont even see the burger as food. anything that's big (large cup of juice/big whopper from burgerking) doesnt register to me as food, its like a chemical biproduct.

I realize how insane it is and i hate myself for being like this. I feel like me being able to explain it discredits my feelings when im trying to ask for help, but its all real. I have tourettes and am probably obsessive in more ways than I want to admit.';

'>>77469774
vaping is dangerous thats no lie but its still several orders of magnitude safer than cigarettes and cigars because there's no combustion process (and because of many other things, really)

if it still sounds scary then at least get the nicotine patches, which are pretty proven to be effective for quitting cigarettes';

'>>77469732
I would never try any drug for anxiety. Anxiety is such a balancing act that fucking with it sounds like a straight line to suicide.';

'>>77469878
That sucks. What about eating large/unsourced food makes you uncomfortable?

What food is safe for you to eat when you're really hungry? Do you have any one food you can fall back on or are you kind of just permanently and mildly disconcerted when it comes to anything food related

Maybe it's not that insane, disordered eating is surprisingly common, especially with people who had fucked up upbringings. I'm curious as to what your experience is because I can vaguely relate to a lot of this because I'm a sperg who used to be anorexic. Used to. Being able to explain it doesn't discredit you. For example, people with OCD are often aware that their behavior is not rational, and are unhappy about their obsessions, but nevertheless feel compelled by them. It's kind of hard to ignore patterns in behavior like this when they're this maladaptive and causing a lot of stress. It's natural to seek an explanation and identify patterns.

what drugs do you take? are you like this when sober or does it get worse on certain things? sometimes drugs can fuck you up, make you anxious and suppress your appetite if you're already prone to this stuff regularly.';

'>>77468740
>Theyre hurting just as many as theyre helping if not more.
Source?';

'>>77469644
>pills that cause dependence, take weeks to even start to show effects, and are pushed by everyone in the medical field should be scrutinized with a much harder lens than substances that people seek out themselves to alleviate symptoms.
Why?';

'>>77469980
I really dont know why i hate large quantities besides the fact that it doesnt reigster as food to me. I mentioned the whopper because for a whoppe jr and he would get me the normal one, and I guess i would get pretty like autistically rageful over that. I think overall i am less interested or motivated by food and often not aware of my hunger. Honestly typing this out right now made me realize a lot of dumb stuff I forgot about. Getting really frustrated because I really didnt understand if I was hungry or not.

Im venting now cause whatever this is anonymous. I don't think my growing up ws fucked up but my mom would restrict my food a lot as punishment and i would get caught snealing food or having something in my room and she would say i was stealing and ground me a lot. I realize thats not normal. And everything she made was never normal it always had to have something in it. I dont think any if these things are bad in isolation but maybe it was too much and Im just a weirdo anyways and it did affect me. I am realizing i handle stress really bad

I end up following for rule based behavior. ill get an idea like "processed food is bad for you" and like a switch that means i will never eat processed food again. But this will lead me to never find anything else to eat because i have all these rules keeping me i guess "safe" and then I have to go back and reconstruct the rule or realize how insane I'm being. So now i can eat processed stuff sometimes, if i dont think about it. I get uncomfortable opening a package and pulling food out to eat it, it feels bad.

I only smoke weed for the last 8 years and i got an adderall prescription 3 months ago which has been fine. I know its suppresses appetite and I am aware when it does. Sometimes i think it helps me not think so much about everything and just make the food and eat it but idrk yet.
Ive made other posts here about tourettes and how im trying to move out. My stress has just been bad lately';

'I need to die as soon as possible oh my god oh my goddd';

'someone else has fucked her someone else is going to fuck her I'm feeling sick I want to throw up';

'she was waiting for me! she gave me MUL-TI-PLE chances! I'm going to resent any future girlfriend badly that it's not her badly badly I'm going to resent my kids that its not with her I resent just about everyone where I hear someone call my name I feel angry when I look in the mirror I feel angry im gonna order a gun and shoot myself one of these days';

'>>77470268
>>77470301
a black man's semen is being pumped into your ex gf's womb, anon. you're just going to have to accept it.';

'>>77470327
dumb porn addict';

'>>77470268
>>77470301
>>77470326
Your thoughts are stuck in a bubble. Seek a high dosage of any mind altering drugs immediately.';

'>>77470327
she wasn't even my girlfriend not even for a second not even for half a second not even for a millisecond was she my girlfriend';

'>>77470353
will do chief, will do but just like always when I come down I'll be back in the same fucking bubble again';

'>>77470356
what's the issue then? Loads of girls I wanted to fuck are getting warm black man cum pumped into their mouths and vaginas. it doesn't bother me that much.';

'>>77468266
>>77468266
>>77468266
as per the fucking daily op is a massive queer';

'>>77470378
she COULD HAVE been my girlfriend that's the issue. she COULD HAVE. COULD----HAVE. NO EVER GIRL I WILL EVER DATE WILL BE HER NO GIRL I WILL EVER FUCK WILL BE HER THAT'S THE FUCKING ISSUE. SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME. SHE GAVE ME MUL-TI-PLE CHANCES!';

'>>77470222
>I think overall i am less interested or motivated by food and often not aware of my hunger.
I still have no idea how to solve this, I've had this my entire life. It kinda helps knowing what it is now. Interoception is basically being able to recognize signals (fatigue, hunger pangs, pain) from your body that are cues to do regular things like eat, sleep, heal. etc.

Growing up I just wouldn't sleep or eat until someone told me to, or until it became impossible to ignore. I was an autistic fuck with parents who kind of just let me do whatever I wanted, so I'd regularly stay up for two days straight and just wouldn't sleep because I never felt like it. Even when I was physically tired, mentally recognizing it was difficult, (my body is hungry/tired but my mind isn't) because I was pretty apathetic to my own health but as soon as my parents were like "hey we're eating dinner" or "you need to sleep now" I'd have no problem agreeing.

I'm an adult now and live alone so there's obviously nobody there with your welfare in mind, and nobody to stop you from living like shit. You can starve yourself and refuse to sleep and nobody will stop you. Establishing some sort of routine is helpful because irregardless of everything, if you follow it, this system replacse the signals themselves which are difficult to discern if you don't pay attention to your body. Instead of "I'm hungry, it's time to sleep" the flow is "It's 9:00 am, time to eat the first meal of the day."';

'you know, about maxing out all my credit cards fucking a bunch of whores in the Netherlands then flying to china and jumping off a really tall bridge no cap';

'I don't even know her name. HER NAME I DON'T KNOW HER NAME, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER FUCKING NAME HER FUCKIING NAME IS A MYSTERY TO ME I DON'T KNOW HER FUCKING NAME HER COCKSUCKING NAME';

'>>77470453
There's different kinds of interoception issues like being over-responsive, under-responsive,difficulty discriminating one internal feeling from another. Can definitely be caused by unusual negative reinforcement towards conventional eating habits in childhood. Your body and mind was conditioned to ignore the internal signals of hunger situationally, and only rely on external cues like your mom (which isn't natural. If you're hungry, you're hungry) and then being punished for eating ("stealing food") will naturally disincentivize eating in a classically Pavlonian way. All this instills in a developing mind is:

-I eat when people tell me I can eat
-I will face consequences if I override people's orders by trying to eat when true hunger kicks in

This is especially hard to fix because old habits die hard. It's like not getting a sling after breaking your arm, then having your platelets refuse incorrectly, requiring you to rebreak the arm entirely in order for it to heal normally in a way you can use it again.

Kinda TLDR, but you have to recondition yourself to recognize natural cues for hunger. If you stick to a routine for long enough, you'll naturally start to feel hungry before the set meal times, and then your hunger will resolve itself once you eat the meal at the set time. It's positive reinforcement meant to neutralize the fucked up way you learned how to eat as a kid. Buy fresh food, ingredients instead of prepacked shit, like bread, some fresh cheese and maybe lunchmeat (even though it comes shrink wrapped usually). Something simple, stuff from a farmers market or something. If they're packaged, unpack them + store it in your own tupperware. This skips the step of taking it out of the packaging. When you go to the fridge to make a sandwich if you don't see the packaging, and only the tupperware you put it in, there shouldn't be anything to deter you. It should help desensitize you via exposure and routine

Easier said than done, though.';