'>>35534811
being male';

'>>35534811
genetics';

'>>35534811
I’ll list it off for you
>> almost 2 meters tall (6.6ft)
>> brood shoulders
>> deep voice
>> built like a Swedish meatball
>> a face shaped like Minecraft Steve
>> horible looking skin


And that’s the short and fast of it';

'>>35534811
chest width and shoulder breadth
picrel has feminine measurements so implants look good';

'>>35534811
>the short and fast of it';

'>>35534811
please stop
i look like a man i have strong male features i look dysgenic and i have zero chance of looking feminine in the slightest';

'>>35534811
I trooned out nearly a decade ago and still don't look like this';

'>>35536068
>>35534957
>>35534952
>>35534925
>>35534877
>>35534864
but why arent you boymoding on HRT';

'>>35534811
>4 years hrt
>no noticeable boobs
that';

'>>35534811
nobody's forcefemming me';

'>>35536068
>>35536822
you could be such a cute girl though';

'>>35536855
No but actually I couldn't';

'>>35534811
they didnt grow';

'>>35534811
God. Repent, fags.';

'>>35534811
my tits are too far apart';

'>>35534811
Family (and my lots of complicated feelings)';

'>>35536419
Because I'm not a boy, I'm a man. I am on hrt tho. Not a manmoder, just a man.';

'>>35534811
Well not much anymore besides time and a boob job I guess? I stopped repressing at the end of last winter and now I'm borderline passing but not out. I only have a small handful of boob though :(
It really does still blow my fucking mind when I'm in a good headspace and I see a girl in the mirror or when people refer to me as a girl';

'>>35534864
That never stopped me';

'>>35536419
i am on hrt and nothing has improved. even when i tried makeup and hair and all that other shit and dressed my age and not like a freak it was all uncanny because in the end i was a crossdressing man and i saw it every time i looked in the mirror. so i take hrt and rot in my room.';

'>>35534811
my hands are massive, my chin is pointy and has beard shadow, myvlips are ugly, my breast growth is poointy and looks like im just fat';

'>>35536419
hrt doesn't do anything, given bad genes';

'>>35538895
same';

'>>35534811
my hair's pretty fucked and i don't want to live with a wig stapled to my scalp forever and i have droopy male retard eyes, i am newly on hrt (less than 2 months) but it's likely manmoding forever for me';

'>>35534811
And.. He's a total angle frauder.';

'>>35538895
>in the end i was a crossdressing man and i saw it every time i looked in the mirror. so i take hrt and rot in my room.
Sometimes I read posts like these and think "I really am a tranny, huh?" because I can relate.';

'i don't know how to do hrt';

'I don’t think I could ever really go trough with transisoning even though I really want to, realistically how am I to undo 25 years of living as a man ? Don’t matter what I feel or what I want, I can’t get that part of my life back, time don’t stop for anyone especially not one like me.

So I live a lie dig myself deeper in to dysphoria, because what other choise do I have ? Lossing friends and family, lossing work opportunities, hall lossing most things, and I may be lonely inside me but that also being reflected outside isent going to help.

The amount of therapy I need is so ludicrous I don’t think I could even fix myself even if I lived another 4 lifetimes, being trans to me is a curse, how anyone can enjoy this constant self doubt and hate is a mystery, I’m convinced that there is no true lasting happiness if one is like this, if there is a god they are crule indeed';

'>>35540505
You stick it in your butt.';