'zxywvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba originally';

'she like me but she think that im a weirdo';

'Dear Blarg,

DSFARGEG fgsfds

Sincerely,
Ogg';

'>>77199653
u no talk to Blarg that way wtf?';

'Still think of you daily. Never going to message you again. Glad you're happy. Sad it's not with me. Hope to find somebody that reminds me of you. Will probably die full of regret. Hope you're doing well. Wish you smile didn't look so pained in those photos.';

'i need a submissive man';

'>>77199780
aww this is really sweet anon. i hope you find some peace';

'What >>77199780 said,
only without the
>Wish you smile didn't look so pained in those photos.';

'>>77199780
same, I think about you every day, I'm sorry I said the things I said when we spoke last :(';

'I want a dominant woman';

'>>77200159
...
the tides are trying to bring you to me';

'N

I miss you.

Every day that passes with you not caring deepens the rift between us.';

'>>77201034
Is this for a guy?';

'im sorry i couldnt stick around i hope you could understand i wouldnt want you to think it was your fault ive just had a lot going on in my head for a while now that ive been trying to work through and i recognize that i cant be there in the capacity that you deserve i thought that if i wanted it badly enough that i could make it happen by any means but that so far hasnt provent to be the case. you are very important to me and i miss you dearly i hope life has been treating you better as of late you have my best wishes';

'>>77199790
How would your ideal life with your submissive man look like?
You have a better chance of finding what you want by describing things you like him to do, in detail. "Submissive" is a bit vague, let's fill out this term with some details.
I'll give you a nick name for now. How do you like "Miranda"?';

'>>77199426
>YOUR FUCKING LETTERS
>JESUS FUCK
>OH MY GOD
thanks!';

'Don't forget that this is actually a channeling thread and your sentimental vulnerabilities will be exploited by grieferfags unless you use channeling protocol not letter and initial protocol
From Leorzef I think via anon';

'Also like this:
pickle tune
rick melody
sneaker sequence
operation protocol
channel format
clear waves
no interference
absent penalty
tardy deduction
incomplete reasoning
wanker musings
siren emissions
from officer farktark
(via anon)';

'Don't let the grieferfags demon you; they're the police.';

'>>77199790
>need
>>77200159
>want

Curious.';

'You are a shadow of a life that never was. Anything you start today will not be as meaningful as if you started it yesterday.
We could pick up where we left off. But you choose instead to be alone.
Why?
You wont find another.
I still think you are beautiful. After all this time I still would marry you. Who else would? Who else would see your aged features and look beyond it to the soul within? Who else has known you so long?

You are the ghost of romance. I hate you and I love you.';

'>>77201134
who is this for, can you leave either of your initial?';

'Ok now do a word by word paraphrase but with tropical island themes in mind.';

'She is dodging a massive bullet staying away from you.
>>77201254';

'>>77201045
Yes. I wish he cared.';

'Oh i see what you were doing.

N
I
C

That's crazy. You're crazy. I'm going to go watch that now.';

'A spectrum of redirection.
The full range of factors.
Number line.
Letter shape.
Pointing pointer.
Pointers probably.';

'A new kind of rhyme for the BI age
License for Language Maths';

'Alright. So, turns out the weed I got yesterday was really strong ( or my tolerance break ) and knocked me out of my socks but the good news is that even 1L of beer didn't turn me into a mess like I used to get before I got sober.
Ran my errands but didn't get a haircut as the hairdresser I planned on visiting is no more, lol. At least I got to deliver the bookmarks at our main library and I put one of my engraved brass coins on top of the stack as a paper weight and a surprise gift for the first person stumbling onto the stack.
I also got to chat a bit with a cute library employee to find out the best location to put the bookmarks and it seems to have given me a bit of a confidence boost. I totally forgot how pretty women can be irl. Not sure if it's the stereoscopic vision but damn, some of them were really pretty. Anyone else finding graying hair hot AF? Dark hair with some natural highlights are currently my favorite look, so hot. Some of the ladies seem to like my natural highlights as well it seems and it also works as a deterrent for young kids that get fooled by my way too young looking baby-face. Receiving lustful stares from kids is fucking weird and that also made me stop wearing stretchy pants on my bicycle rides as it seems to attract the wrong element (horny teenagers and homosexual men).
The theme of this weekend will be cleaning/organizing my apartment on stims and some reading.
Hope you guys are doing well.';

'>>77201340
Could be addressed to a dude but it's still to talk about "aged features" like a negative is a bit irksome.';

'Dear R9K,

I have broken my funk by doing nothing but eating homemade chicken sandwiches and playing video games on my two days off. I finally got good enough to beat some big bosses and the small confidence boost really helped. Also as stupid as it sounds, realized that suicide defeats the whole purpose I had when I decided to move across the country and do all these hard things. I'm sorry for being a little bitch earlier, I should look into therapy or something for my mood swings. Hope you guys are doing good

Anon';

'whO THE FUCK IS MIRANDA';

'I've made a lot of money from my career and investing in crypto. I'm strongly considering leaving everything I have in America to live to live in Da Nang, Vietnam for a while. It's cheap, pristine beaches, good food, beautiful women, and an airport with direct flights to popular Asian destinations like Bangkok or Singapore.
I think I should make the move while I'm still in my 30s.';

'If I understand correctly, this is the poster who's been regularly whining about how he's such a smart, strong Chad yet gets rejected by a wrinkly orangutan he has no respect for.

He makes it worse by adding in comparisons to how children are so much hotter to him.

It's extremely pathetic.
>>77201435';

'>>77201449
It's a fictional character in the sci-fi novel "Theft of Fire" that reminds me of my oneietis.';

'>>77201473
Shit. Sounds like the annoying pedo guy is still here, wtf.';

'hmmm should I catch you
or am I too lazy';

'>>77201450
Sounds nice. What's stopping you from doing that? Too bad that I somehow hate the sound of people speaking in Vietnamese. Korean and Japanese sounds kino but Chinese and Vietnamese sound like shit to my ears.';

'bitch ass makin me put pants on
basically a checkmate on me
you wiley ass weasel fuck';

'>>77201531
>I somehow hate the sound of people speaking in Vietnamese
Yeah it sounds like ducks quacking. Annoying but I would try to learn the language.
The main thing stopping me is my parents. They're upset that I'm their only son and I'm in my mid 30s but haven't gotten married or had kids yet. If they passed away suddenly, I would quit my job, sell my house/car, and dip out of this country to live like a king elsewhere. I might do it anyway by the end of next year.';

'the garment felt coarse on her withered crotch
but that wasn't going to stop her from winning the hula contest, just like on her first safari so long ago';

'hi bitch
bye bitch
guess I'm in hawaii bitch
if every man's an island
guess that's why they like my privates

(you can use that if you want doja or grimes)';

'>>77201222
If police is reading this channel I pity them. I complain a lot about my job as an engineer being boring but imagine having to monitor this shit hole for clues of future shootings. Btw, let us consider ourselves lucky that the fags that shoot up schools are not smart enough to build radio controlled bombs using the cheap LoRA modules to remotely trigger them. I'm sure the drone war footage from the Ukraine is giving future supreme gentlemen some ideas. Let's hope they don't get into electronics or things are getting a lot worse that a single guy with a few guns. A lot worse.';

'I guess it has to be doja desu for the "they like my privates" part to work since grimes isn't black';

'>>77201447
Hi anon. I'm glad to hear you got over your morose bump and continue on to find meaning in your life. Speaking of meaning: may I suggest you give the book "How life works" by P. Ball a read? It's a bit of a difficult read but it is filled with insight about some aspects of life and meaning, from the perspective of science.';

'>>77201639
thank you anon, I think I'll look into it now. I used to read all the time but I haven't really read anything new in ages. Might be insightful. Thanks for reading my posts';

'>>77201560
You could maybe sell your parents in moving to Vietnam by arguing that finding a suitable mate and getting kids might be easier there? Don't you want to be a link of a chain that continues in from the apes and is waiting for you to pass on the torch to the next generation? Getting help to raise kids should be much more affordable in the east.';

'Cannot tell if you want me to reach out or if you want time alone. I miss you';

'>>77201769
I actually know a young woman from a neighboring country that wants to live with me and eventually have a kid. But it would be pretty awkward to explain to people how I met the mother of my child that has almost no education and barely speaks English.';

'Taking time for granted.';

'I think I'm gonna tone down the abrasiveness a dial or two now that.the knob is working again.';

'>>77201447
Glad to see you still with us anon. The thought of you being no more actually made me sad a bit.';

'>>77201340
Why?
She was happier when we were together.';

'im sorry i added you yesterday i dont actually want to talk anymore so i will not be opening discord ever again';

'>>77201034
WHOMST'RE YE';

'>>77201799
This reminds me of the "benefit" of being a friendless hermit. I do what I want / think is right for me and what people think about it is even more meaningless than life itself (in the long run). So, do what gives meaning to your life. Having a family or impressing your friends / acquaintances.';

'>>77201855
Oh my, are you UwU-lating? :3';

'It's not a lack of sympathy, it's a drop in the ocean compared to what I've expressed which is a small blue dot in the cosmos compared to what I hold';

'>>77202386

I wasn't sure what this meant so I've asked my transformer buddy for the meaning. Did it do good?

This statement is expressing that the speaker's lack of sympathy is not because they don't care, but rather because their sympathy is so vast and immense that the lack of it in this particular instance is insignificant. The analogy used is that their expression of sympathy is like a small blue dot in the vast cosmos, while what they truly hold inside is even greater. In other words, they are trying to convey that their capacity for sympathy is enormous, even if it might not seem so in this specific situation.';

'i want a bury best fren to devote myself to a special fren
this is a bury nice gril';

'i feel useless without someone to fruitlessly devote myself to';

'>>77202544
Make your jokes all you want. I do what gives my life meaning and no internet troll can deter me from doing that, especially with a snarky, limp-wristed remark.';

'>>77202594
stop raping me you pig';

'A
do you actually care about me';

'>>77202421
No. The AI lacked the context.

What I [expressed] was not a lack of sympathy but a surplus of intensity which could be factored/inferred without nuance to equate to me lacking sympathy or empathy ultimately or possessing something overwhelmingly sinister.
I say sociopathic shit or make dark jokes sometimes to cope, and to guard my heart. And then I feel all-consuming shame for months or years afterwards.
I was not speaking in general about my capacity to care, I was speaking specifically about my care for a singular issue. A person I cared for and still care for and someone they once cared for and probably still care for.
My capacity to care, to Love, is not mine. It is the most visible and intimate communion with God I have access to, so that can't even begin approaching quantified by analogy';

'>>77202620
Yes, _______. I care about you so much, I'm so glad you never dropped me.

Let me ease your stress and allow me to help you. I think you'd be rather impressed.';

'>>77202421
>>77202831
Oh and the
>What I've expressed
refers to what I have been able to articulate, in this thread and in actual conversation with loved ones or therapists, which is still only what I can articulate, not all that I feel or "hold"

Make better fake people
Make better fake mes
Or else
Why do
I do it
(((For free)))';

'Wondering where I would be if I never came to 4chan. Hmm, better off? What would I be interested in?';

'>>77202620
No, it's been two years and we talked maybe twice for three sentences each.';

'>>77202917
Hard to quantify. My AI predictions came true before I knew about LLMs. Probably demoralised and wasting my time.';

'>>77201435
>>77201473
>>77201491
You are reading the thoughts of someone watching a woman self destruct in bits and pieces. She was happy with me. She used to hang on every word I said and everything I did. She would follow me around and wear my clothing. She was obsessed with me for years. I didnt really pursue her as even a tenth of as much as she came after me. The way some guys will go crazy for a woman to a degree its sad to watch. Like 50ys obsessed with that twitchbitch amran or whatever. She was like that but with me. She was my biggest fan and made me feel like a king when she was around. And I could make her laugh on whim and put her in a good mood when she was down. This girl used to literally eat out of my hand first as a joke then unironically.
I fell in love with her. And I tried to make it work but seemingly overnight she lost interest. She is too nice to tell me outright however she all but ghosted me.
I have no idea why the shift. I am a high input high output individual but the suddenness with which she turned. She takes meds now. She found someone else but he left her. She just seems depressed with life. If only she would see me I could fix everything like I have before.

You call me a pedo but she is not attractive objectively speaking and I still think she is the most beautiful girl in the world. I have seen plenty of guys cheat with younger women or more attractive women but I wouldnt. Anytime I look at another girl I feel like I am betraying and abandoning her.
She is the type who does not like to be alone and she never had many friends.
I fear she will settle for some loser because the pain of being alone is too much. I want to make her happy in the way men seek to make pets or children happy. It is a paternal instinct

Stay mad.';

'i hate that i miss you so much';

'happy birthday to a very special fuhrer. missing you today.';

'>>77202928
sounds like the feeling's mutual then, in which case why would they be leaving you notes in the letter thread, aiden?';

'>>77202928
What did you guys talk about? :3';

'i'm okay
still miss you
but life is fine';

'Oh look the incessantly abrasive cunt is awake to spread more displeasure. She lives according to a higher moral standard than all the rest of us though.';

'I feel, sad, alone, lonely and very dumb without you talking to me. Did you do this on purpose?';

'is there really nothing to say? i want to get closer to you but it's like a car which just wont start anymore but if only we could get rolling i'm sure it wouldn't be this way
your life is probably just full and you don't need or want me in it but still i keep that space vacant because you're the only one who has ever managed to fill it';

'>>77202620
I'm an A, who are you??';

'>>77204071
Pretty much nothing, then this bitch parasocially assaults me. Fml';

'>>77204634
I feel so dizzy it feels like if I asked you to finger my butthole you'd happily do it.
What's going on?';

'you are literally a useless person. ive never been with someone who detests me this much. and yet you convince yourself you're the victim.
you're a disgusting person and you act like a whore';

'>>77204975
>ive never been with someone who detests me this much, and yet you convince yourself you're the victim.
This is called resentment. It happens when someone believes the person is creating a situation that's unfair or injust. Your welcome anon.';

'>>77204975
>you're a disgusting person and you act like a whore

https://vocaroo.com/1hgfL83jtwWj';

'>>77203045
The way you talk about her is absolutely disgusting. She was right to leave your abusive ass. The fact that you can't see how messed up what you're saying is makes it even worse.';

'>>77205148
got a two-fer';

'>"Fuck the Five Eyes Intelligence Community."
>Close paraphrase of "Satan, I rebuke you."';

'>>77205148
Nta but fuck you, simpnigger. That whore 100% must have deserved whatever abuse that anon put her through, and the fact anon isn't guilty and whiny as you proves he's 100% right in what he did.';

'There are so many disgusting, horrible men on r9k who will end up dying alone.';

'>>77205421
everybody dies alone, fool';

'>>77205421
At least we have boring hags to post the most trite hag shit ever and improve the situation with their great OC.';

'As soon as this plug is out and my connection isn't sandboxed I am going to retain legal counsel and reach out to media';

'A,

You're getting married. That hurts a lot. I was hoping I could be the one you married someday. I hope you two are happy

I want to kms';

'>>77201795
the latter, i'm guessing';

'>>77205148
>>77205218
I never did anything of lesser character to her.
she adored me. It would be like abusing a loyal and affectionate hound. I could never and she never gave me any reason to.
even now I would take her back without holding anything against her.
No other man of my caliber would give such clemency.
I really do Love this girl.';

'i love letter a

a

A, a';

'>>77202386
>>77202831
>>77202853
Spiritual narcissist gassing themselves up yet again';

'>>77205421
You dumb, bitch. You don't even know how good you have it.
You should be dodging the village rape gang and being forced by nature to marry the strongest warrior in the tribe - in fact you yourself would prefer this were you given the choice.
Your biggest concern is facilitating your ability to stuff your ugly mug with goyslop like the swine you are.
You women are allowed to keep your killer instincts, you are allowed to manipulate the minds of men like sirens.
Yet we men have our hands tied, our weapons taken, and our ability to organize crushed.

You are permitted to behave like an animal because there is a 300,000 man strong army of ZOGdogs itching to waste a man who deviates from the norms of the infantilized daycare we call 'The West'.
You belong in a zoo, not a human zoo but a regular zoo, with the other semi-sentient instinct-based forms of life unworthy of living among Men.';

'someone *does* read my poetry';

'My place smells like Cambridge';

'Lettersisters,

If a man compares you to "hounds" and "orangutans" while insulting your family and bragging about his IQ and attraction to minors...

He is disgusting!

Run!!!';

'Are they basically just doing this for me? Am I the audience?';

'The other 5 inch heels show off my feet... I'm gonna be so cute today :3 I love feeling 6 feet tall.';

'Since I have a few months of time before school starts up and I'm bored out of my mind from not drinking, I'm considering doing some farm to table volunteering and echotherapy. Figure it might be a good way to get the hang of organic urban farming and day to day insights about running a farmer's market stall. Gotta start vibrating again.';

'>>77207130
What are you studying in school?';

'>>77207165
I'm completely tapped out of resources so I'm doing a short culinary program to get back in the hang of it and get introduced to hotel or artisan bakery employers. I got most of the skills, but it's tough without someone putting in a good word for you to stand out. Especially after being out of the industry for a while.

Long term I'm thinking horticulture or mycology.';

'Found one that grows food for a local homeless shelter. Seems like a good opportunity to gain skills, bond with similarly minded people, and do some good. Would be a hell of a mental boost to feel appreciated and needed again.';

'You made such a huge impact on me. I experienced a lot before meeting you, spent time with many people but when I met you I knew you were important. I love you so much. I can't believe I have to wait until the next life (if there even is one) to look for you again. I'm so so sad.';

'>>77207247
Did you used to be a baker or something. That sounds like a nice volunteering job. I volunteered at a farm near my house once.';

'bros if you suspect a woman is a filthy whore skank bitch dog don't even bother getting to know her, don't give her the benefit of the doubt, she *is* a whore, your gut instinct is right, TRUST IT';

'>>77207762
Was more a tournant and worked a little bit of every role in a kitchen including filling in for the dishwasher and manager. That being said baking is definitely my favorite, particulary laminated doughs and pastries.';

'>>77207870
Seconding this. I gave one from here a chance and she was absolute toxic waste';

'>>77208236
What did she do that was bad?';

'I wish I knew what behavior to do to get you to stop causing problems.';

'me too. can we marry now';

'What's your take on Dewey's Reciprocal System of Physical theory?';

'>>77209039
Communicating with them would be a start. Most of these are communication issues, or lack of communication';

'Maybe instead of worrying about problematic human behavior, you should worry about the demonic takeover of Earth that you've been abetting.';

'I don't want to start drinking again but it's the only time I feel sort of okay about being without you. Momentarily happy, dancing alone to music. I really want to see you again.';

'>>77207048
>you as a kid thought she was gorgeous while she was also a kid
>you still find her just as gorgeous as the day you fell for her
>this makes you a pedophile

You are mad I have options among women younger than you. All women are like this. You as an individual shouldnt lose sleep over this as I am thoroughly dedicated to MY girl.
I have seen the type of men she attracts.
It is not arrogance that makes me say I am the best she can get.

Her family is retarded. Her father is a moron and her mother acts like a man.
She has orange hair and is more affectionate and loyal than a dog.
If/when her and I have kids they would be taller than all the men in her family
Stronger than all the men in her family
Smarter than all the men in her family
Better looking than all the men in her family

Shoulndnt some one like you be happy men are pursuing women based on love and romantic history rather than superficial appearance or status?';

'No, you brought up multiple times how much more attractive you find underage girls than her.

>Shoulndnt some one like you be happy men are pursuing women based on love and romantic history rather than superficial appearance or status?
This is a red herring. It's about how you view her, which is disgusting.
>>77210950';

'I fucking hate potheads so much it's unreal
>it helps me sleep
I hope you don't wake up you stupid faggot';

'i had a dream about you. i know you will never come back';

'>>77211540
>>it helps me sleep
>I hope you don't wake up you stupid faggot
kek';

'>>77211432
As my posts are so distinctive you should be able to find where I said multiple times I find underage girls attractive right?
Do you think attraction emerges at the exact moment a community deems a girl to be of age?
Youre a joke.
Women are attractive to men at puberty. This is a fact. You do not have to like it. I personally do not think we have a community which respects this biologically real element of sexuality. We live in a crass and superficial community and lying to ourselves about these things will only further the damage to everyone involved. If you want to have sex. You should get married. I personally do not feel strongly about the age people get married.

What is disgusting about how I view her? Is it because I do not idolize her or treat her like some holy relic? She is a girl. Why would I be unrealistic about how she is? She isnt a perfect angel or a Saint. Just a girl that I happen to Love.

It is objectively true. She is a lesser being. Even if she were a man she would be my inferior just as her father is. But I Love her anyway and I find extreme joy and satisfaction in getting her excited about life and seeing the light in her eyes when she is ecstatic about something.

You can not actually name a flaw with what I have said.';

'>>77211432
Shouldnt you also be overjoyed that a man is in Love with a girl as she is and is not trying to change her or whatever?

I recognize her for who she is as she is and I Love her for it.
Maybe I should have beaten her or told her the truth about her looks. I couldnt bring myself to do so and I would not want to see her crushed.
If I am being honest some part of me wants to see her crushed for being a fearful animal terrified and put off by an old flame. The last thing I want is for her to lose her desire for a fairytale romance
I am her best and in my opinion only option for that.

So l come here to vent instead.';

'>>77211744
My my, that is some powerful cringe! Nice mental gymnastics, pedro!';

'>>77210050
He isn't even around to talk to anymore. I just deleted him at this point. I can't deal with him doing that anymore.';

'>>77211540
Sorry, not sorry that you don't know that orgasms feel so much better while high.
420blazeitfaggit!';

'>>77211803
I am entirely Bavarian.';

'I sent you the video you asked for. Where are you?';

'https://youtu.be/bH0Ou58wu-g?si=FA1DtHLkt4qqLJ_u';

'Dear self: please go to sleep. You have to wake up in 4 hours and work. Also, stop watching porn. Peter Hitchens is right an addiction is a meme.
-P';

'>>77211540
the hatred for them is shared, they also act like fag and tranny groomers with how they try to recruit you into joining their smelly cult of retard juice consumers';

'>>77211559
i had a dream i was e-mailing back and forth with someone i lost contact with from here and she kept getting hung up on how i misspelled "failure" as "falure," even in the dream world i'm striking out...';

'They say Hell is the absence of God's love. But to me Hell is an absence of you. Can't fucking cope with this shit.';

'Dear Death and all his friends,
Take me now here as I am.
Sincerely,
Me';

'>>77206839
Whatever one/three fingers you wanna point lil niqqa

I'm a hateful cunt and highandmightylarious
Precocious when I teeter edgy && precarious
I Love my berry best
cos I must
Need no approval or trust
Golden Rule never rusts


*pfft*
:op';

'Capital L regards fewpostsasabovesobelowbro';

'Dear R9K,

I somehow worked 11 hours today without even realizing it. I think no one likes me much at work but it's ok to me now. Just clock in, forklift all day, come home. Easy. I been playing pokemon a lot lately, thinking about shiny hunting but I have no clue how it works in these new games. I couldn't find "How life works" by Phillip Ball for free but I stumbled upon a podcast (interview?) He did on the subject. Pretty neat stuff, I'll keep looking for the book. It'll be my only high IQ book on my bookshelf. Hope you guys are doing good

Anon';

'all that spite inside you as you tried to make me jealous and hurt me the only way you thought you could.

now you're desperately unhappy and there's no one left to betray but yourself.

pay the price.';

'>>77213015
Gloating as though you did anything. You sound kind of like a desperately unhappy pussy with a lot of spite in side.';

'Dear Me (From the Past),

Do things suck back in the day?

>Dear Me (From the Present),

>Yep.

Dear Me (From the Future),

Do things suck in your time?

>Dear Me (From the Present),

>Yep. I would ask you how you know but I already know how you know just how I know that I already knew that things would suck when I was in your time and in the time of our past.

Dear Me (From an Alternate Timeline),

Do things suck in your timeline?

>Dear Me,

>Yep. It is pretty much as bad as we predicted. But tell me something: how bad is it in your timeline?

Dear Me (From an Alternate Timeline),

Never in my wildest dreams nor in my worst nightmares could I have concocted such a convoluted clusterfuck of bullshit.';

'>>77213136
you sound like my letter struck a nerve because you're an equally worthless, miserable cunt who suffers under the weight of their own terrible decisions, lel';

'>>77213136
>>77213145
You're both massive faggots. Gloating about or making someone's suffer just because they annoy you is schoolyard shit, and trying to make someone jealous is peak woman behavior. Make up and start fellating each other like the prancing lala homo men you are.';

'>>77213208
>You're both massive faggots.

no u

>Gloating about or making someone's suffer just because they annoy you is schoolyard shit,

you know nothing about the situation, dipshit. this goes beyond simple annoyance.

>Make up and start fellating each other like the prancing lala homo men you are.

you're the one who feels the need to interject and superimpose your own half baked drama onto anonymous and unsigned letters in the gay letter thread, maybe you should initiate it, captain homo.';

'>Loud, stupid, obnoxious , no patience, no sympathy

But you are literally my only friend, if i stopped hanging out id never leave the house';

'>>77213208
And look at this coward gloating from the shadows about what faggots we are. Everything will be ok you tranny just try to have some empathy';

'>>77213354
agreed, let's fuck him up (but not in the way he would like us to, ie a n a l l y).

>Everything will be ok you tranny just try to have some empathy

no, empathy is gay and bad people don't deserve it.';

'A

Aw, come on, don't be like that and unfriend me. I know I'm making a big ask of you and you don't think you can do it, but it's not that bad. You're welcome to be a burden on me, as long as you're trying. Add me back, I still want to meet you.';

'>>77213367
So it's good to be gay now? Hypocritical. I'm not even gay, though, actually. I'm a real anon who is here because he's angry about bitches.';

'>>77213380
>So it's good to be gay now? Hypocritical.

quaint reversal of terms but i still maintain that empathy is reserved for people who earned it and shouldn't be given out freely lest it becomes pathological and counter its purpose.

>I'm a real anon who is here because he's angry about bitches.

what's the purpose of going in on my post then? my post is about a bitch who flew too close to the sun and got burned.';

'i only break my favourite toys';

'>whoa bro enjoying the destruction of people who wronged you is totally not cool and also kind of gay? like really bro come on if you kill your enemies they win it's time to grow up

there's absolutely nothing wrong with enjoying the feeling of schadenfreude when psychos, cheaters, sluts, retards and other assorted trash get their shit kicked in by life, sorry niggas. absolutely right, i never had to lift a finger to mastermind their demise, nor would i ever because it's not how i behave. the moral of my story is that bad people invariably find themselves in bad endings by nature of who they are. it's time to come to terms.';

'I didn't even have to actually mastermind their demise to mastermind their demise that's the magic of shrewd timing';

'stupendously based';

'i can fix HER no really i can';

'I'm probably gonna regret this and will deny it later, but I appreciate your responses. Despite our initial misgivings, I feel my life more enriched because of you.';

'Add me so we can chat, what are you afraid of?';

'Dear big fellas,

Little fuckers reveal to me once again that they do not want me playing video games.

Not even Tetris.';

'I waited for you all day. I brushed my teeth, even broke my 2 week no bathe streak just for the occasion but you never came. You are forcing my hand to look for another plumber to fix the got dang water leak reeeeeeee';

'>>77207474
You know I've met hundreds of people out here and they don't ever say a final goodbye . They'll just say "I'll see you down the road". And I do. Whether it's a month or a year, or sometimes years, I see them again. And I can look down the road, and I can be certain in my heart that I'll see you again. And you'll see me again. And we can remember our past lives together then.';

'One special dream today among no special ones.

I was given REDACTED and told REDACTED and I walked back and forth and entered this room where REDACTED was REDACTED and REDACTED and I understood that it is the effects of REDACTED on top of REDACTED and even if all of what happened to me in real life happened and I see on the news how life goes for most people I am also not like these children that are only 7yo and already addicted to social media and I say this because I know how it felt like to have privacy and anonymity and how it felt like to have it taken from me and I know what must be done for me to recover it.

By chance I was flipping the tv channels and they were showing that Jackie chan movie with the tuxedo and Walter strider. What this world would be if reality was arranged in a silly way like that.. it's difficult to explain what I mean..

Anyway I guess I shouldn't post anymore because I agreed with REDACTED to not do it anymore for various reasons. I already found out that REDACTED had nothing to do with the people that REDACTED me and if universal love existed either the world would have been perfect since 3000BA or individuals involved in REDACTED would have Divine intervention dreams to stop it and restore me or simply to not REDACTED those types of people that want justice and equality and fairness and beauty for all.

What does it mean when a snob like Grenwald appears on TV doing things in the name of public good like the classic greeks jerked off that sphere of life contrasting with Divinity but he fucks my life immensely after my dad took 10,000 in loans to buy me new electronics and basically his dead nigger husband does not show up in his dreams?

I also know that many die in squalor and ask god but nothing happens and they kill themselves but somehow they don't team up with those that ask for equality justice integrity accountability systems and beauty for all and cannot afford heating etc and basically all of this says REDACTED about reali';

'i sometimes go back and read all that super saiyan turbo retard sperg shit i said when you upset me and yeah, it was vile, i can't imagine being on the receiving end of it. i was understandably hurt and i don't necessarily think you're an otherwise good person taking the brunt of a verbose diatribe but i can't blame anyone for wanting that interaction to end. i try to see the better side of things, that fiasco taught me how to better compose myself and i haven't made the same mistakes or errors in judgement since. i'd hope not. scheisse.';

'The most important part of a "fairy tale romance" is being treated like a princess. It still has to be a romance.';

'I chanced upon and absorbed more memories. Gonna take a break to reconcile some unfortunate truths I think I once knew but obfuscated from my conscious mind.';

'>>77211802
The fact that you place honesty in the category of beating a woman says a lot.
I guarantee the way you view her spills over into how you treat her.

I would love to ask her about how much you supposedly love and adore her. I doubt your representation is honest.';

'>>77215490
*in the same category as';

'Also it strikes me a few wendigos shall we say are in over drive and possessing husks of the largest and most violent cult. Subltety was never their strength.';

'Oh right, election season huh?';

'Sometimes almost came back but discord took away his handle even though he claimed it the first fucking time, so the account is deactivated again and I guess sometimes I gone forever now';

'He served his purpose and then some desu';

'>ill show you i can be a better partner
>I'm sorry, i'm ashamed of the things i did
>I never even saw his dick
>ur the only one
>ur not sharing me
>i cant be there for you
>i want to hold onto all my connections, i cant promise you anything
>i miss you will you come see me
>we have something really special
>you shouldn't consider me a friend, then
>we have a complicated thing with a lot of history
>history
just an ex that lied, cheated, and stole from me after all. just a shitty story to tell and say, i should have known from the start';

'>>77215998
When the people you trust no longer want anything to do with you, or betray you it's the worst. Sorry you're going through that.';

'Dear,
Are you catfishing me?';

'That would have been neat have even one single person anywhere in my life who is anything at all like me.';

'>>77201034
i always think that anything written for an 'N' is for me.

but then i realise that no one ive ever known really likes me anymore.';

'>>77216456
I am not the only person who writes to N in here.
How do you know they don't care?';

'Dear big fellas,

Recent intelligence data informations gathering has revealed to me that Rebookiestan is doing fine and dandy.

Little fuckers reject this and refuse to allow me to do further research into Antimony Carver.

They also refuse to allow me to do any research much further back than.. say.. 80 years ago.';

'>>77216344
who the fuck says dear? if this is who I think it is, no.
I'm just going crazy with my own bs here';

'Fascinating how quick they were to drop their initial motive when contradicting information suggested otherwise.';

'I hope the really fat girl you're dating now leaves you soon, she is too good for you. I THRIVE when you suffer like you tried to make me suffer.

You STD riddled shithead. Your dick is deformed and you're a fucking manlet yet you think you're "destroying" me because you posted a few nudes and larped as me. I fucking laugh about you and cringe at the fact I gave your pathetic ass a chance, especially because you still have this superiority complex despite your reality.

I am living with an amazing person who loves me and takes good care of me, a good job and I've travelled the world. What has your broke ass accomplished in the past 10 years?';

'I can enjoy cute romantic things without hurting sometimes.';

'Surprise, surprise

Little fuckers resumed their faggy bullshit immediately after.';

'The church keeps calling me to come. Maybe next week. I fell off from being so busy and feel awkward going back.';

'>>77216486
well desu i dont even have a particular person in mind.

and in all likelihood were both just mentally ill people hoping for something to happen that probably never will.

so its not necessarily that they wont care, but theyre probably not thinking about me at all';

'>>77218052
lol, a-non filters to desu';

'>>77217206
they make me wish death upon myself';

'>>77217106
>travelled the world
this one always gets me
who gives a shit that you stumbled around somewhere bothering a bunch of people kek';

'Is it a euphemism for "had a lot of dick?" Is that why they go on about that?';

'>>77218256
Because he always wanted to do that himself that's why it hurts him. His girlfriend complains that her boyfriend never gets her any gifts because he can't. Too broke to travel.';

'>>77218176
I am sorry anon. Much love to you.';

'M

It suck. I always feel like you fundamentally disliked me on some level but without you the days sure are empty and cold.';

'Started retinol to reduce discoloration and prevent aging
Started weight loss (almost done with that)
Got new clothes and makeup to style better
Got hair treatment to make it look better

Getting thickening shampoo for more lusciousness
Starting braces next week
Paying off my high interest debt
Getting a new job
Doing very well in my classes
Walking around more and paying attention to spf and not too much sun

Will get my graduate degree and professional license
Will get professional skin and lip treatment
Will get Misa cosplay for anime expo';

'hows this for a letter :

NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER I HATE FUCKING NIGGERS KILL YOURSELF NIGGER YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT NIGGER';

'>>77218346
Yeah well, if I weren't now annoyed that he has a girlfriend, I would give you a really hard time for being such a hater.';

'>>77218794
Yeah well, you have no idea what he has done to me to deserve my hatred.';

'I used to post about N, who was male. I've healed so rarely post anymore.
Current poster about N is for a female, I think.';

'Im sorry, im sorry im sorry im sorry.

I couldnt do it anymore, it had nothing to do with you, you could have been anyone and I would have still left.';

'>>77211432
That faggot has brain damage, he is on the same level as trannies, normalniggers, zog, glowniggers, artificial intellect niggers and toilets';

'>>77219548
Leave your initial, that would be helpful.';

'>>77199426
dear friend ,

I hope this letter finds you in good health. /pol/ was right about women and r/r8k/ being nothing more then fags and troons pretending to be women but still women are also stupid

yours truly
p.s. giving women rights was the biggest mistake mankind has ever done !';

'Dear R9K,

Work has kicked my ass today. Decided to write my letter now instead of after work, I'm just gonna crash when I get home. Nothing special happened today, found a giant colony of ants near my house. Afraid that there are more in my walls. My schizophrenic journey of worrying about ants has begun. Wish I could just relocate them but I dont think it works that way. Hope you guys are doing good

Anon';

'>>77220325
Look up natural repellents and try that first :)';

'It's been a tumultous ride and on the surface it doesn't seem like I've made much progress, but internally I feel things clicking into place. Not sure what impression you must have gotten since my tone does swing as dramatically as my mood and circumstances shift. I feel like I haven't expressed adequate appreciation for the time you've spent to help me and give me the information I needed to stabilize myself. Most of the negativity was from being in a place of misunderstanding and drunk delusion.

I'm ready to reclaim my competence and to align my words, thoughts, and deeds. I found the right environment and made the preparations to take actual steps to help myself through helping others. It might sound a bit corny to others, but I'm gonna try my best to start vibrating at a complementary frequency with the universe and hopefully it will draw me to the right people. Utopias might not exist, but that doesn't mean I can't project my own bubble of Shambhala.';

'>>77219262
My posts are about N, a male, and my letters to him have taken various forms for many years.';

'You've reminded me what I've always known, no one can be trusted. We were really close, and yet you still woke up and decided that 2024 was the year you'll metaphorically drag me through a floor of broken glass and razorblades. There wasn't even a need or purpose to it; I was never mean to you, never acted in obnoxious manners, I never stood in your way. You just one day decided you were too 'busy' for others so I was selected as someone that you wanted to hurt. I ended up leaving every place I've ever known since I've met you because they remind me of you, or are full of people whom are close to you. You know what? Not even a whisper from others, I was only accepted because you brought me along. Funny isn't it? You brought me along to try and help me make friends, and they were all faking it too. Thanks for showing me no one cares, and no one can be trusted.';

'>>77219548
If it's A talking to D, come back, I haven't said my piece yet.';

'>>77220673
N isn't worth it. Save your time and money.';

'i see that you're back
your playtoy is not yours anymore though. i wonder what you'll do now.
i don't find you so cool now that i understand everything you say is void nonsense only a poser would come up with';

'I wanted to move in with you. Tend a garden, get some chickens, set up some solar panels and wind turbine. Eat some of my home cooking everyday, and walk around naked sometimes. Drink and smoke on the porch while watching the wildlife and sun sets. We could've been happy.';

'i am what you wish you could be. that doesn't mean anything though because this reality doesn't care about what is real.';

'>>77221217
It would have been so peaceful.';

'I really thought we had something
I hope it was worth it to you, to use every bit of love I gave you. I regret loving you. I regret being vulnerable to you.
I always said if someone fucks me over it speaks volumes about them, I won't change my nature as an open, honest, and authentic person.
I feel bad for you, having only vapid connections based on drugs and surface level communication.';

'>>77221217
at least now you'll be able to find someone that actually shares the same goals';

'N

I only shut the door so the pain would stop. I ran out of every last strategy I could think of to get you to stop hurting me, and it only got worse with time.

If you have noticed that I deleted you, I'm sure you know it was self-defense.';

'Quite the coincidence actually.
Some prophet or that person who is being way too nice might read too deeply into that.
Sign here and everything will be taken care of.
And I guess that works for normal people who have faith in things.
Maybe that makes things turn out all right.

But, well, I don't think the call would wake me up.
No matter how cute or ugly the caller was.
Can always pretend to be asleep as well.';

'I don't know why you contacted me. Just to be entertained I guess. I hoped my feelings would do the trick but they don't I guess. I hoped you read what I wrote you. Stupid fuck of me to thing you really thought of me, you were just bored. Actually I don't think I'm as enthusiastic about you as the moment you reply to me today. Guess I'm getting resistent to your pitty attention. You are as egoist as you don't realize, you are the sun after, but you don't know how you change my mood with just one reply. Why? Why play with me like that? I don't think we are still friends, I want to love you again, I want you to fall for me again, but I'm competing for your attention with how many people actually I don't wanna know, and with your job, and with your artistic career. When we were together you were out of your stance, black honey, black flower, AO, I tried to get us back but there's no point. Well, what's to say, I want to see you again so I can forget of you for good and move on. But you know the moment you say it I'll love you again. Why I am like that? Just trying to get by with life and keep moving, you keep me moving, even if it's inwards, but just for how long will it be. I too am getting cold.';

'>>77221217
Please, please will you leave name or initial?';

'>>77222287
if we're posting here, we've all probably had this plan with someone that left for whatever reason.
live for yourself, its hard when we feel alone but some people come into our lives and leave, its just how it is.
doesn't matter how much money you make
how hot you are or how good you fuck';

'>>77222518
Maybe the reason they left is because you view those as the primary metrics';

'>>77222585
>implying
and thats why you a virgin';

'Letterbrothers,

If you were being cruel to a woman who was in love with you, what would inspire you to stop? Maybe there was something I missed.';

'norah,

sometimes i wonder if you're still on 4chan. i wonder if you disappeared into the new york art scene. i think about you from time to time. not really romantically, but more because we were best friends and my mom really liked you (your mom really liked me too. i should have visited more often). i still live in the same shitty town, but i'm doing well for myself.
anyway, hope you're alright.

nick';

'>>77222870
What would *inspire* me to stop?
idk like a face appearing to me in the clouds during a sunset or something';

'>>77223005
That sounds really complicated to perform';

'>>77223039
snuggles then I guess';

'>>77223082
Sounds high risk for the snuggler';

'Were all of the sweet times just fake on your end? You seem so pleased with yourself tricking me so many times.';

'I guess I'm just too ugly.';

'>>77222870
I wouldn't be cruel to a woman who loved me';

'I would do anything to be good enough, but it's never enough.';

'You'll see me and be either too disgusted to do anything or you'll pump and dump me.';

'I can't deal with the lack of safety and lack of comfort.';

'Why wouldn't you ever let me talk about my feelings';

'>>77200790
Are they now? This could be the beginning of an epic journey.';

'>>77222870
Cruel in what way? Personally, I wouldn't waste time on such petty stuff and rather get high and play KCD.';

'It feels freeing to not have to hide what's bothering me because of how you'll react.';

'Even if that means I can't engage with you until you come around.';

'I'd rather shrivel up and die alone than ever have to put up with how you were treating me again';

'It would have been much kinder for you to just tell me you think I'm ugly and I'd never have a chance.';

'>>77220124
at least you realised eventually. this is a fag, tranny and woman board now. at least it's easy to get a rise out of them.';

'>>77217106
sorry but it sounds like this dude has really scarred you psychologically and he's basically akuma standing over your defeated body with ten kanji on his back, if that weren't the case you wouldn't be so bitter and cruel and frankly, seething';

'>>77218279
>Is it a euphemism for "had a lot of dick?" Is that why they go on about that?

yes but also retarded women like the above think going to the tourist destination of any given country and barely experiencing any of it due to language barriers and curated holiday destinations makes them cultured and worldly when actually they're just spending their dad's money on frivolous vacations that accomplish nothing

i've actually lived in multiple continents and speak multiple languages and don't care to ever get on another plane for as long as i live, travel is a chore, it's not that interesting and some cultures are simply better than others, you're not unique for being an international citizen or whatever dumb shit women think, smelly retards';

'im lonely as fuck and i want to talk to you more but i also dont want to be a bother';

'I wonder what you'd say about me if you heard that you'd be without me. What you'd say that I died to those you cared to have by your side. Am I opportunity to garner affection or might you attend some personal reflection. It matters not for here I lie alone and miserable and wishing to die die, die.';

'>>77220494
Oh, some of those might work. My house is right next to some people who aren't that clean, I think they attract the ants. I just want them to stay there and not visit me. And thank you for reading my post, I am quite late in thanking you tonight';

'>>77223581
dimetacious earth is really good, spread that around the side of your building';

'>>77215998
sounds like a nightmare but a tale as old as time no less, sorry to hear it, anon.

>i should have known from the start

you likely did but wanted to give them the benefit of the doubt. it happens. best thing is to hopefully learn from it.

>>77216235
>When the people you trust no longer want anything to do with you, or betray you it's the worst.

in my experience these people more often than not get what's coming to them, you can only go through life acting this way for so long until someone makes you pay for it or you make yourself pay for it. the real sadness to me is in the senseless waste and the lost opportunity all because someone couldn't control their lizard brained compulsions to be an evil piece of shit.';

'>>77223594
I actually just used some this morning, I dont know if it's worked yet. I haven't seen any ants though so far. I should go to bed but I keep checking my sheets for ants. It's gonna be a long night';

'>>77223455
If you care more about someone's reaction to hard conversations than being truthful you already screwed up. Nothing can survive on lies and caring about someone means telling them what they need to hear even if they don't want to hear it or get mad at you.';

'>>77223455
What is bothering you?';

'hahahaha i want to cuddle';

'>>77223826
Same, it can't ever happen. Only person I wanna cuddle with became an absentee bitch.';

'>>77199426
ordinary normid mentally retarded dull faced hypocritical virtue signaling butt kissing turd munching primitive hateful nasty abominations pretending to be good people';

'>>77224328
nta but yep, she just fucking decided she didn't want affection anymore despite accusing me of not finding her attractive. holding her felt amazing';

'>>77222287
I am E. Other was not me.';

'>>77223660
So many things. He has caused me so much misery over the past several years, and his behavior hasn't improved even though I've communicated the main problems.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't want to guilt trip him into using basic respect. That's degrading. His apologies mean nothing anyway because his behavior doesn't actually change.

I tried every strategy to get him to stop making me miserable, and they all failed. I wish he would stop creating so many problems, because it really took an insane amount of disrespect for me to close the door after fhs last time. He ghosted me yet again and I had no idea how long he was going fo be like that for this time. It's fucking degrading, and I would rather never talk fo him again than have him treat me like such trash.';

'>>77225793
My point still stands. Avoiding the conversation isn't helpful. Assignment of blame isn't useful for any solution. If it's that far gone just confront him about your concerns, at worst a dead thing stays dead. At best it fixes things and you no longer feel exhausted around them.';

'>>77223617
I don't lie to him, so this is irrelevant. In fact, one of the main things I don't feel comfortable confronting him on is his suspected pattern of lying to me about important things. He's usually gone the moment a hard conversation comes up anyway. It's not like he even gives me a chance to have a normal conversation with him. No one else in my life is like that and it's too exhausting. He refuses confrontation. It's an active choice on his part, not mine. How the fuck would you deal with someone who finds an excuse to leave for months or years every time you confront them about something? This is why I closed the door behind him this time..Most people I've talked to about him wanted me to give up long ago because they saw how much misery he was causing me.';

'>>77225858
I don't think you understand. I ETA clarity and posted a separate response to someone else.

I already confronted him multiple times about problems, and he has consistently made that go poorly for me. He disappears for several months to years with some excuse, or even just ghosts in the middle of the conversation. At best he will lie an apology that he won't make good on. This is uniquely a him problem so I decided to stop tolerating it';

'Possibly the most annoying thing about this is she's actually pretty hot. Everyone would be annoyed if they understood.';

'OJK,
The closer I get to the age you were, the more I realize that you truly are just an dirty old evil faggot. If I ever decide to kill myself, I'll be sure to track you down and give you a concussion first.
l';

'You people owe me shit. If I ever have a chance to *take* it, I just might.';

'(I'm just kidding. You have your chongo wife to protect you, and obviously I could never take her.)';

'Also, if your wife died or something and now you've been alone and depressed all this time, do be sure to let us know.';

'I can't *hope* for that kind of thing to happen -- just world fallacy, after all (and I guess it's kind of mean) -- but I can wonder! You dirty old faggot!';

'I'll never have a wife so maybe I can experience that whole thing vicariously through you too!';

'Can't believe I deleted my porn collection for you. I should have just disconnected the drive or something and said I did.';

'yo where the fuck is the methhead witch mommy come back retard';

'idk why this is happening I love you. I don't get why things are like this. I know you've explained a million times, and idk why I feel like this, but I still love you from the bottom of my heart even though your feelings aren't there anymore.';

'>>77223384
Because your feelings are gay and make me sick to my stomach. Live shamed and die empty.';

'>>77226853
Calling her retard is gonna make her come back, for sure! :3';

'I took a most beautiful drive today into a valley with a hydroelectric dam and the reservoir was beautiful in the morning. Then I went into an old apartment and smashed up the bathroom with a sledgehammer and broke the bathtub into little pieces. Cut my hand on the tub shards and now I'm tasting metal. All in all I'm having a great day. Love you anons.';

'>>77227594
Tasting metal? Did you pick up a chunk of graphite by any chance? Answer me quickly before your insides start to melt from radiation poisoning.';

'>>77227634
I think the tap water at this place is hard AF, and seeing my own blood plus that triggered it.';

'>>77227634
Oh actually now that you mention it, there used to be a nuclear plant around here. It was nice knowing y'all';

'>>77227749
hard water doesn't taste of metal it is chalky if your water tastes metallic then it's most likely iron or copper leeching into it from the pipes or ground
lead doesn't taste metallic iirc it tastes slightly sweet although it could also be manganese but that's less likely than just old copper pipework
i would wager it's an iron taste
is there any black buildup around faucets etc?';

'>>77227812
I'll tell you when I take them out';

'>>77227826
i meant on the outside or the face of the tap (where the water comes out)
if there is a sort of slightly slimy black residue it's likely ferrous bacteria which is present in water with higher concentrations of iron and manganese
the iron is more likely good for you than bad but excessive manganese can be problematic although it's doubtful that you could really be exposed to hazardous amounts from groundwater unless you're downstream from some kind of metallurgy plant
i'm not really sure how you can test easily for copper without reagents but it's the most likely bet if iron bacteria isn't present';

'Something good needs to happen to me or something bad needs to happen to them.';

'>>77227875
Is this common knowledge or are you a chem-bro?';

'>>77228224
Life is suffering so your wish will come true, kind of. Try being less petty to make people like you more.';

'>>77227487
Well, if he feels that way, he doesn't have to deal with me now either. The ball is in his court. I sent the last messages.';

'>>77228509
i have no idea - i spend all my time alone and am totally out of touch with normal people
i am not a chemist by background but i have a basic understanding of the subject (as should everyone who went to school in my country)';

'>>77226454
What's the story here? A father or uncle?';

'>>77228524
You have no idea whether I'm being petty or not.';

'In fact, there are enough folks around here who know *exactly* what I'm talking about for you to be *really* close to *really* pissing me off.

Perhaps I will collect my notes regarding this "petty" topic and get back to you all.';

'Because, even aside from that, you've had a looooooong time to change your tune, and it doesn't sound *any different to me*.';

'Why are there supposedly so many people who are in on your letter drama?';

'GOOD
FUCKING
QUESTION';

'>>77227594
was it conowingo by chance?';

'>>77223605
I did give her the benefit of the doubt, and kept compromising. I wouldn't go back and do it differently though. I hope she gets her life together and stays away from drugs, I hope she considers what we could have had as something worth striving for but I no longer have expectations nor am I waiting around.
It's just sad to know how people can be so shut off from anything of substance in fear of rejection and just sabotage everything knowing that they can just start over somewhere else, ultimately doing the same shit over again with that new person.';

'>>77229108
People psudeo-anonymously ranting about their problems and relating with each other isn't evidence of a grand conspiracy of numerous unique posters from many countries being involved in your personal life. If you cannot understand that nothing said here should ever be considered someone you know or used as any evidence of anything in your real life, then there are a number of antipsychotics on the market that can help you.';

'>>77228968
You wished that something bad happens to other people. Sorry for thinking that this kind of thought fits petty people. And I may know you better than you think.';

'>>77229621
Nta but it sounds to me like they have direct contact with the people they're talking about. If not, my bad.
Also, antipsychotics suck. They are serious drugs. They should really be a last resort, not for people who are just freaking out over letterdrama.';

'>>77229621
Yo buddy, chill. We're here to have some fun, capiche?';

'>>77229650
Holy shit, are you autistic or did you lose your sense of humor in a traffic accident? People here know this is all fake and the ones that don't are retards that are here to entertain us. Did I make myself clear?';

'>>77228968
You are known to be incredibly petty, princess.';

'>>77229122
Are you saying that me stopping the k9-related shenanigans did go unnoticed and UNappreciated? This is upsetting.';

'>>77229700
No, what do you mean by this is all fake?';

'>>77228891
Aha, a fellow hermit, welcome to this place of chaos.';

'Every time I cum I feel like it's wasted because it isn't going down your throat or into your womb.';

'>>77229776
You should consider every post on this site as a fake story designed to get a rise out of people. Yes, it's a little bit petty to make fun of gullible retards but they came here without being forced by anyone so I guess they should have known better.
This is not the only thing that's fake here but I'm pretty sure you already know that.';

'>>77229625
No, you don't know me better than I think. I know exactly who you are, i.e. the only person who follows me around on the internet going "I know you are but what are we."

You know what's *really* petty, person who I'm starting to realize is kind of a tard? *Making* bad things happen to other people.

You're lucky *I'm* not a piece of shit though, otherwise I might finally deign to do as the Romans do. I also explicitly said that I *can't* wish for bad things to happen.

I just changed my mind, though. I *hope* something bad happens to all of you vindictful, spiteful, sadistic pieces of subhuman garbage. You could have fucked off a long time ago. Instead you continue to do *this*.';

'>>77229851
Nta but I post real stuff here all the time.';

'>>77229803
Isn't a throat-pie also a non-standard usage of ejaculate and therefore kind of wasted? Or are you waiting to cost up to a food-baby? Yes, this was a poop-joke.';

'Oh, and I don't need you assholes. You actually get in my way if anything, and your understanding of many books is shockingly superficial.';

'>>77229856
Ok, thanks for revealing that you're not my person. That's some pretty obvious ESL going on and she's a native speaker.
Stop lusting after kids, pedo.';

'>>77229936
Oh shit, really? Name one book, I dare you. Don't dox yourself doing that tho, retard.';

'>>77229959
>ESL
Everyone who sees my post and then sees your post just knows you can't read.';

'>>77229975
Why would I give a shit about doxing myself, fuck face?
From my experience, we can pick any philosophical text. I can read it, and then look at what you people say about it, and immediately ascertain that you're -- somewhat surprisingly, I'll admit -- a bunch of dummies.';

'Look at how pissed off you all get when I call out a dirty old faggot named OJK.
kek';

'>>77230080
I never claimed to be of above average intelligence. I'm just a humble engineer, after all.
Something tells me you really like your Kant.';

'Go on! Fire up the bot. Let's see how that boat still floats in 2024. Be sure to use a big cluster.';

'>>77230123
Well he's no rats!';

'>>77230117
Piss off St4ccer. I recognize your style from a mile away.';

'Oh my God. These intelligence-flaunting idiots are so annoying.

How about everyone who comes here has an equally sub-room-temperature IQ? That's much more fun.';

'>>77230142
She doesn't come here anymore, retard. Jesus, imagine wasting compute on this?!?';

'>>77230192
I don't intend to flaunt my intelligence so much as I intend to flaunt that I'm not a criminal or a hylic.';

'>>77230249
And yet you are criminally boring. Please go away. You're harshing my buzz, buzzkill sama.';

'>>77230302
Ironically, this is one of the only posts I've ever seen where one of you managed to write like me somewhat successfully.';

'>>77230249
Are you seriously caring about laws made by retards? Really? Jesus.
Are you believing in fairness and karma? Santa Klaus? Nessi?';

'>>77230346
The first one you said.';

'>>77230316
Wow. Imagine the ego on this princess that thinks she has impostors in here. Do you really think anyone wants to be you? Explain their motivation to do that!';

'>>77230371
I don't even, WTH? Bye';

'>>77230413
In case you needed clarification, the supreme authority in *our* society is The Constitution, which includes The Bill of Rights.';

'>>77230424
Hahahahahahahaha hahahahaha. Faggot.

It's money and guns. Everything else is there to confuse the eggheads and retards. Theists make me sick, fuck you.';

'(Like I said. You need my help reading books, not the other way around.)';

'>>77230454
k good luck with that approach';

'my farts are not loud
they are small in volume
the the stink is unreal.';

'Ok you know what? You guys are right. Instead of hanging out with a bunch of corrupt pigs just itching for some opportunity to be all like "hurrr we know something about you" with their unconstitutional gossip database, I'll go spend even more quality time with my great, present friends and family.';

'Thank you so much for your concern, though, the good guys. I might actually manage to rot away *in peace* if there weren't a mob of fascist scumfucks waiting in the eaves for me to dare mention how OJK IS A SADISTIC, PERVERTED OLD DIRTY PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT WHO HIRES ESCORTS WHO ARE TEN YEARS YOUNGER THAN HE IS TO HELP HIM LIVE OUT HIS KEK FANTASIES VS PEOPLE WHO ARE SIXTEEN YEARS YOUNGER THAN HE IS, so thank you so much for being a part of *everyone's* lives, altruists.

>>77230454
Altruist.';

'(He has never once expressed one iota of remorse or apology, just for the record. Not even remotely. Quite the opposite, if anything, as we see here.)';

'If you and I had any brains, we wouldn't be in this place.

Chop me up into pieces if it pleases... if it pleases.
And when the chopping is through, every piece will say, "I love you."
Every piece of me will say "I love you."
Here in the Museum of Idiots.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHcWXRCsknE';

'>>77230920
This math gets really interesting if you go far back enough.

cc: >>77229959
I'm not actually pedo, even based on your standard, but based on your standard I *do* know quite a few people who should *definitely* go check on. Let's keep up this back and forth, and I'm sure we'll eventually get to a spot where we can hash that out!';

'Brb getting some documents out of storage.';

'Man I'm so inconsiderate too; people have these interests and hobbies that obviously fill their lives and make things meaningful, and not only do I ignore it all and never ask any questions or show any support, but I act like they're doing something wrong when it does come up!

AND THEN I GO AROUND BITCHING ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE FAILING TO BE CONSIDERATE IN MINUTE LITTLE WAYS THAT ARE SIMILAR BUT FAR PETTIER

WOW I'M SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE HUH
I'M PETTY
ME';

'one sentence and i'm completely reminded of everything i love about you';

'AND WHEN I MOVE THREE HOURS AWAY FROM SOMEONE I EXPECT THEM TO VISIT ME ON A ROUTINE BASIS EVEN THOUGH I NEVER VISIT THEM AND NEVER HAVE, AT ANY STAGE OF THEIR LIFE
AND WHEN I RECEIVE A GIFT I SUBJECT IT TO SEVERE SCRUTINY EVEN THOUGH I OFTEN JUST COMPLETELY NEGLECT TO GIVE *ANY* GIFT
IN FACT PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO IS JUST A BIG FUCKHEAD PERFORMANCE PIECE TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE ELSE IS IN THE WRONG BUT I'M NOT!!!
I AM SO SORRY FOR BEING SUCH AN UNCOMPASSIONATE, HYPOCRITICAL, AND PETTY RETARD';

'I'M ALSO SORRY FOR FORGETTING THAT I'M NOT A GLOWIE SO I DON'T EVEN GET TO MANAGE MY HEAT THE WAY I WANT/NEED TO WHILE ALL THE OTHER TRASHY LOWLIFES IN THE BUILDING LEAVE THEIRS OFF FOR HALF THE DAY AND TURN THE BUILDING INTO A SAUNA

I DO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE ALL VERY CONCERNED ABOUT THAT, SO ALLOW ME TO APOLOGIZE FOR FORGETTING YOU'RE ROYALTY AND I'M A SLAVE, SO YOU GET TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT, AND I DON'T EVEN GET TO *MAKE ADJUSTMENTS* ACCORDINGLY, LET ALONE RETALIATE';

'AND WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T DEPORT WEASEL FUCKS WHO LIE IN INTELLIGENCE DATABASES BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY I'M THE PROBLEM
IT'S ME
I'M THE PETTY ONE, BLATANTLY FUCKING EVILI ONE WHO DEVOTES HIS ENTIRE LIFE TO MAINTAINING A SELF-BENEFICIAL DOUBLE STANDARD INVOLVING LITERAL NAZI POLICE';

'Did you hear the one about the hermaphrodite who gazed into the pond?';

'Did I get the point across? I hope the sarcasm didn't obscure it too much.';

'>>77231497
Did you hear the one about the tree who pwned all the demons?';

'>>77231523
Did you hear the one about the guy who went through some metamorphoses?';

'>>77230996
I'll be right here where you left me.';

'>>77214470
die alte ist immer noch die selbe dumme fotze von damals';

'Bumping for informational transparency. You guys love to make sure everyone knows everything I say, so let's make sure everyone knows everything I say!';

'are you here L?';

'I don't understand
How you put a living being in me
And still have the gut to say to me
That you don't love me anymore
And that after I give birth
You will leave me as soon as I'm back on my feet
I told you out of fear
That if I had ever become pregnant
That I'd give it up for adoption
And you took this to heart
You never hear me plea
You never hear me when I'm crying
About how I'm attached to something that loves me unconditionally
Because you never were
You don't see the issue
In just wiping your child and your former love
Out of your life, out of sight and out of mind
Simply because you don't own a house
And you don't have much savings
So it's better to just get rid of us both
I just don't understand
How I can say all of this to you
And you're unaffected about it
You tried to break up with me but I begged you to stay
Only because I have no where else to go
And I'm so vulnerable
I really didn't deserve
Any of this';

'It's not fair. I'm too cool to be alone. It's not fair. WHY ME? Hahaha they will be coming any time soon, for I am simply too cool to be left alone.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!';

'Dear Dr. Quack,

Where the fuck you at?';

'lmao woooow
>for I am simply too cool to be left alone
FUCKING APPARENTLY, tard hat';

'Pain rankings

A
5/10 I wasted a year here, I don't think you were being particularly evil to me even if you try and reframe it that way... Retarded events tier

S
6/10 I ignored the signs of your malign nature until you pulled the rug on me. You have given me severe aversion to taking initiative when evil whores like yourself could be hiding in plain sight. Hated for life tier.

C
7/10 continual baiting and "in another castle" games. Like sticking a knife into my chest and twisting it over and over. Left me questioning the foundations of my own existence. Machiavelli tier.

???
9/10 protracted sequel to C, where the knife twisting is automated and calculated. Colour strategically drained from my day. Anything good turned against me. Likely a possessed homicidal robot.

X
10/10 a mirage of oasis in the baking desert. Oh it hurts every time.';

'>>77233215
did u keep the babby';

'>>77233215
I am so sorry femanon. I hope a man will come into your life who truly honors you.';

'>>77233623
lol cool it dude
that guy is on the list
he's VIP in cooltown
and he wears the freshest clothes';

'It really goes to show how important it is to be honored and adored by your mate, especially if you're a woman.

Any man could turn his back, but looking for red flag treatment can reduce risk.';

'Dear big fellas,

Little fuckers told me that I should prepare to feel great.. nearly four hours ago. This has yet to occur.

They also said this a few days ago. It also did not occur.

Little fuckers have now resumed their daily bullshit of faggotry.';

'swhat happens';

'>>77233803
Does your name begin with R? Low chance but I figured I would ask.';

'Dear [REDACTED],

I've arranged to [REDACTED] with [REDACTED]. He's also [REDACTED] and his [REDACTED] is about [REDACTED]. I can't wait to get [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] and get my [REDACTED]. It's going to [REDACTED]. You had a shot, but your [REDACTED] is just too [REDACTED] despite your [REDACTED].

xoxo';

'why can't you see that I fucking love you? why do you always think I don't admire you etc etc.
yeah I have my damn faults but the only fucking issue I have it your attitude towards me. easily the most beautiful girl I've ever been with and probably the most beautiful I've ever laid eyes on.';

'Dear Fuck You,

Go fuck yourself.';

'>>77234414
>can't you see
>why do you always think I don't
welp, obviously there's a lack of communication';

'>>77234089
big bois are on their way. Tell the lil uns to chill.';

'>>77234601
>big bois are on their way

Over four years later?

Why do I get the feeling that these are not going to be the same fellas I was asking for over four years ago?';

'>>77234543
a big one. idfk anymore.';

'>>77234414
Have you told them? What have you done which would indicate love to them?';

'>>77235017
oh you're that person. yes I did.
I just didn't pay enough attention sometimes, bit quite frankly sometimes it didn't feel like she cared about any issues I'd have with how she acted. kind of hypocritical, so its prob for the best. I do care about her though, just doesn't mean much anymore.';

'>>77234653
Well they've been busy getting biggerer strongerer and fasterer.';

'>>77235056
I thought that they were already as big as anyone could get!';

'The days grow hot, O Babylon!
'Tis cool beneath thy willow trees';

'>>77234414
Who are you? Leave your or their initial.';

'>>77199790
erm anon im right here and submissive';

'>>77235035
>it didn't feel like she cared about any issues I'd have with how she acted
Did you tell her the issues?';

'Maybe you should have asked me in 2005 or early-2006!

Why not YOU write about it? Or ask the 10,000 or so other people who give enough of a fuck to

well

you get the idea';

'If a man doesn't value you adequately, it's time to escape that situation.

It doesn't matter how attracted you are to him. It's about how he makes you feel most of the time.

Is he there for you? Is he honest? Does he want to marry you? Can he have hard conversations? Does he give you safety and comfort?';

'Some days are better than others. Her name is never far from mind, but on the good days, it's just a name. Other days, the name can be felt; it can be held in bed and argued with.
Some days, the belt seems to slip, and whatever energy that allows the mind to look forward dries up. I see the glossy, rain soaked neon on her face, hear the cars below us, feel the cigarette pass between us. I can see these sketches of life crumpled below me. Watching her cry as she drops these portraits and turns her back to them. Their weight makes it impossible for me to imagine her stepping over them, walking away from them. It is unimaginable to think that this weight may not be felt by the second set of eyes which drew them. Yet, these are the eyes which discarded them.
There are moments when resentment seems close by, but my footprints still feel as though they are falling in hers. It seems impossible to hold resentment towards a person you love; the second it is felt, it is transposed onto a mirror.

I feel trapped under a sunset. Warmth has left the air but it remains stubbornly in earth. I'm waiting for night to take up what is left, but until then, it seems impossible for the sun to rise.';

'Bada ba ba ba baap. Bada ba boop boop boOoOop';

'Woah how are we still on the same thread

Lay's Lion's Head meatball flavor is delicious, thank you China. Please liberate my people from these bastard tyrants soon thank you and then I will liberate them from you.
Business & Pleasure,
Mei';

'Damn you really went and consoled the girl you like for her break-up, worst part, it felt good because that's the only time you could have her attention, she treats you like an emotional garbage can, but you don't care, do you?';

'Dear R9K,

I think it's time for me to master brewing the perfect coffee. I love coffee but I can never make a decent cup of espresso. But tomorrow, that changes. Also, I made a resolution to not stay at work for more than 9 hours. The money is ok but I gotta make time to learn and maybe go back to looking for IT work or something. I miss fiddling with tech. Ants have disappeared, the diatomaceous earth must have did it. Hope you guys are doing good

Anon';

'I might start going to the Catholic Church that's walking distance away. Maybe I'll go tomorrow apparently it's open on weekdays.';

'>>77235823
I see an aeropress in your future.
Paired with a Baratza Encore grinder, you'll be able to make pretty good coffee with minimal cleaning, which is important as a daily driver.';

'>>77235968
I have real fancy machines and stuff, I just mess up my temperatures and the actual pull of the machine. I tend to rush it. But maybe I should look into getting something simpler, also thank you for reading my post';

'>>77230949
What do you expect from a degenerate pedo? Such a shame that killing them is illegal. Being a law abiding citizen is not always easy.';

'In theory; they should be able to beam themselves down sooner than beaming down Scarlett Johansson';

'>>77231426
My big heart for stupid people? :3';

'I wish I could replace my face for you';

'>>77231489
Dude, how can anyone lose his shit like THAT? Your conscious must be really bad for getting triggered that hard by some random shitpost by some troll.
What a petty faggot, tihi.';

'I wish my roommate weren't allergic to cats';

'>>77236097
Why? I've seen your big smile and it stopped my heart for a second. You think I'm that shallow? I just wish you would smile at me like that.';

'>>77236141
You have the wrong person anon. Mine doesn't come here and doesn't care about me.';

'Every attempt destroys my capacity for another
Failure after failure
Tainted by its stain
The simplest thing out of reach
Gamble it all to fold a hand
In a game rigged from the start';

'>>77236133
time for a new roommate';

'>>77236045
I looked into espresso machines but decided to spend that money on fancy beans instead of a machine that takes too much space in my small kitchen. But I have to admit that I still prefer dark roasts like the coffee pleb I am.';

'>>77236171
Me too. :(
I just like to delude myself sometimes to ease the pain.';

'>>77236220
The pain can be very hard to deal with indeed.';

'>>77236211
dark roasts are really good though, they have some good uses. I've been doing darker roasts with my brazilian beans and it comes out really good. Almost like nuts and cocoa. A nice espresso machine is definitely worth it if you drink coffee once a day or more, I wish they were easier to come by though';

'Dear big fellas,

Little fuckers have resumed their faggy bullshit solely for pointing out to them that SC was indeed quite pregnant and married two months before they insisted that I choose her over RF. Why did they wait to tell me that I was supposed to choose JT.. someone who does not appear on any census?';

'Men care less if a woman loves them. If a woman loves them, they lose any interest they had.

The only way for a woman to have any hope is to never, ever love a man. Men will love a woman only if the woman doesn't love them.';

'FEMALE DATING FACT

Men who know you adore them WILL use that to hurt you.';

'If a man has chest hair, he WILL hurt you.';

'A man who has no interest is NOT prince charming.';

'Men who appreciate the divine feminine will NOT leave you in pain constantly.';

'If you KNOW he wouldn't if the roles were reversed, he is NOT your man.';

'>>77236513
FEMALE DATING FACT
these posts are used to promote mistrust and self esteem issues in young women and men.
tread carefully';

'Do NOT give this to a man who won't stick by you.';

'>>77236617
Some people shouldn't be trusted. Trusting too much gets people hurt. Victims speak out to protect others.';

'>>77236588
If I either got one of you pregnant, i'm gonna disappear from the face of the earth. This is why God made me a woman, prepare your anuses';

'If a man doesn't want something real, let him submit to GARLIC BREAD instead.';

'SAFETY is very important.';

'Dam that's crazy, just crazy y'all';

'>>77236716
I will make them submit to my authority(magic penis)!!!

I shall become the queen of the jungle and peg anyone who dares to open their mouth within my presence as I started banging everyone's wife left, right, front and center using my magic stick';

'>>77236349
false but the inverse is true

>>77236513
false but the inverse is true

>>77236531
false but in the case of the inverse you are about to have sex with a tranny, seek mental help or roundhouse kick the hairy freak out of a window before getting out of there, learn to detect fakes better next time';

'When he says he isn't ready for a relationship, he just means not with YOU.';

'>>77236349
Women care less if a man loves them. If a man loves them, they lose any interest they had.

The only way for a man to have any hope is to never, ever love a woman. Women will love a man only if the woman doesn't love them.

>>77236803
When she says she isn't ready for a relationship, she just means not with YOU.';

'>>77236794
>>77236841
biofemale here omg so true';

'My letter :

I wish you sad and lonely lot would find some new passions in life and stop viewing romantic encounters as adversarial. Because you anons deserve happiness as much as the next person.

Hang in there';

'Anon did you put those images in the washing machine after you brought them home';

'so I heard that EM likes to sucky the big cocky and that she posed nude and has double-D tits and suckied JVs big cocky is this true please respond';

'Dear Mr. Sandman,

I had a dream a few hours ago that the ISS fell out of the sky. The imagery was neat, but why must there be so much suffering in these sci-fi dreams?';

'so yeah, that's exactly what i mean and you're the first person i've told';

'Dear aliums,

where u at';

'evil stalker cunt';

'You probably think I'm done! I used to be, and then I realized none of you have changed in the slightest.

OJK DIRTY OLD PERVERT
UNIVERSITY OF E
YOU ALL WANT TO DIG INTO MY SHIT LETS DIG INTO MY SHIT';

'ITS ALWAYS JUST IMMINENTLY, TACITLY THE CASE THAT THINGS CAN GET BETTER EXCEPT IM THE PROBLEM

WELL THATS OVER NOW
I CALL BULLSHIT

OJK DIRTY OLD ADULTERER WHO LIKES TO INTERFERE WITH KIDS' LIVES PROBABLY BECAUSE HE HAS TO WATCH HIS STUDENTS SWIM IN ALL THAT UNDER THE DRINKING AGE PUSSY HE TROLLS THE INTERNET FOR';

'MAN WHAT WAS HIS REAL NAME AGAIN
I NEED TO FIND MY NOTES!';

'I LET YOU PIECES OF SHIT SWEEP IT ALL UNDER THE RUG AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY
I REGRET IT NOW
UNDO';

'OJK DIRTY OLD FAGGOT WHO CANT GET OFF UNLESS HE GETS TO FEEL LIKE HES KEKING SOME KID
DISGUSTING NTR FIEND LITERAL FAGGOT WHO MET THE BITCH WHEN SHE WAS A MINOR TOO

I WISH I HAD BLACKMAILED YOU';

'Ok if you all could keep that bumped for a while, that'd be great.
Shout out to that bitch who kept making snide remarks about ~accountability~.';

'You heard the guy! Let's keep it bumped!

And here's to a big FUCK THE OJK whoever that is!
Let's see where this leads!';

'i don't know why i ever wasted my time caring about you hahahaha. you are literally nothing nigger. i hope you will kill yourself';

'>childish vitriol
>the final refuge of empty minded dipshits who look and feel stupid';

'>>77239233
*Actually* an ESL post, by the way. Like I said, I *did* figure out that you're actually just kind of a retard.';

'I see an awful lot of egging me on and not a lot of apologizing.
You will get your wish.';

'>>77236626
yes well that goes both ways. and some women that seem like victims start shit and then pretend to be the victim';

'>>77220817
It isnt, its J for E, sorry for the late reply.';

'N

There was nothing productive left for me to say, and you decided to not be there to hear it even if such a conversation could be had.

You've been knowingly hurting me for several years. You are uninterested in changing your behavior. I can't tolerate it anymore. I did everything I could.

Letting you continue to hurt me knowing that there's no payoff in the end will continue to hold me back from fulfilling connections with men who actually do want to marry me within the next few years.

I don't know what plan you had in mind for me, but your behavior suggests it was to keep doing what you were doing, which has been taunting me with games while searching for your wife elsewhere. I would end up old, gray, and alone in your plan for me. This has been evidenced by your continued decision to commit to other women you haven't known as long while leaving me in the dust if I ask for anything at all.

Your plan for me isn't my plan for myself. I want to be happily married, not be left alone pining after you while you give me breadcrumbs from the safety of a long-term commitment with someone else.';

'I hope you're safe Elise';

'>>77236257
God damnit. I'm another JT and almost died but then realized I don't know the other fellas so it's all good.';

'Get it?
New meta.';

'https://youtube.com/watch?v=5ZT566Kjnz8';

'Weird how no one likes the thread anymore. I thought everyone was just fascinated by my venting before! What happened?';

'It's because the short anorexic girl scaled back or left.

Popular interest hasn't gone down; post count has. That's because she was spamming before.';

'Oh and here I thought it was just that everyone transparently flips their shit whenever someone starts talking about AN ADULTEROUS OLD GROOMERS NAMED OJK AT THE UNIVERSITY OF E for some reason';

'i couldnt spam now even if i wanted to';

'what the fuck is up with these suspicious letter thread op images of kids lately';

'>>77241462
Basically glowies are pieces of shit who don't take child abuse seriously.';

'Dear God, united is LEAGUES better than frontier. I'll never fly low tier again.

Feels good to upgrade and go for better -- and to do so in more ways than just the one.';

'>>77241476
cia niggers';

'>>77241497
frontier is dogshit. never fly with them.
they're cheap for a reason.';

'ive started to care significantly less about other people, and i think that is actually a good thing';

'>>77241462
>>77241476
>child abuse
its a fucking stock image lol';

'>>77241535
stop playing as if you are naive nigger';

'There's really no need to discuss. Everyone knows what they're doing, everyone knows why, and everyone understands how disgustingly hypocritical it is.
I would go so far as to say we shouldn't even tip them off. Give them over to their malfeasance and sin.';

'why did I love you so much when you never cared.
your love and attention was addicting';

'>>77241607
>your love and attention was addicting
you answered your own question faggot';

'>>77241614
it's gone now. I feel hollow. I just know she doesn't care anymore';

'>>77241637
hahahahahahaha faggot man up';

'>>77241518
Indeed. I wondered why their ticket was only 30 dollars. I found out the hard way that that's how they rope you in.';

'Dear big fellas,

Little fuckers inform me that Julia Butters has taken two man-sausages into her mouth at the same time. True?';

'you're barking up the wrong tree with that shit I don't actually fucking care';

'Ive never felt this before.
And not only to pretend, but to end it...
okay.
nothing I can do if this is what you've decided. I get it. I understand.
Maybe I've just been delusional, overattached, pathetic.
How fucking embarrassing.';

'>just be a pussy for one more day and it will all work out man don't be dumb';

'i know you want to hurt me';

'It surprised me to see but it probably should have not to find porn of CB and IS.';

'I just realized how funny it is when Russell Brand goes "we were planning a surprise party, and it was going to be for you! ;_;" lol

That is really quite apt.';

'Hey one of the bitchnuggets told me that AC is nothing special.

Hmm if I take this with the other things they have told me about her.. and knowing their reaction to Gretchen and CB.. what could this possibly mean?';

'>>77240389
I am going through the exact same thing anon. Everything is going to be okay. The only way for them to change is to remove yourself from their life. Say absolutely nothing that they can use against you and twist to justify their hurtful actions. Be extraordinarily nice when you leave even if they've been a monster to you. Love can cure the deepest trauma.';

'>>77242446
>Love can cure the deepest trauma.
and "love" can cause the deeper trauma.';

'I don't want to live without you. I miss you so much.';

'>>77242480
then tell them';

'>>77242500
No, that would sound/be manipulative. He doesn't care anyways. I'm being ghosted over and over just like the other girl here. It's very different than how he treated me before so it's idk hard to live with.';

'>>77240389
We must know the same N haha';

'>>77242732
I get that too, fear of voicing basic concerns because of not wanting to be manipulative.';

'>>77242732
I had a very tiny bit of hope that you were my person. but your situation sounds like mine
though I definitely have fault in my case';

'>>77242964
This last time, I may have caused it for saying things I regret.';

'i need to blow my brains out already';

'ok kiII yourseIf';

'kweh ^-^';

'>Hi I dont wanna be mean but I dont wanna be friends with racists
hahahahahaha';

'wow what a fucking NIGGER';

'You made out like I had something to gain by keeping mouth shut, and that turned out to be false.';

'>>77243378
What's this all about? Care to elaborate?';

'>>77243464
There's this dirty old faggot pervert in a dying cult -- his initials are OJK (kinda) -- who ruined my life and will never face any real accountability. He and all of his demonic lecher friends did enough begging and shaking me down that I, much to my dishonor, relented under insinuations they would basically get me back later. Well they did the opposite.';

'you NIGGER we could have been something special';

'I am also shadowbanned, by corrupt glowies, from everywhere I might have raised meaningful awareness by talking about this, so it's really about how their *whole thing* can *fucking die.*';

'>>77240389
hey, stop posting these damn letters. I'm an N and reading your constant beratement of this individual hurts my feelings.

Having the thought in my head that people think I have slighted them or treated them with malicious intent bothers me.

yes, ive done or said hurtful things

but ive only ever intentonally directed that negativity to people who hurt me first.


stop posting these letters because im sick of misattribuing them to me,

besides your person doesnt care and youre just mentally torturing yourself';

'low iq, if only you knew
im low iq, just how much i wanna be with you
low iq, i need loving too
im low iq, dumb enough to fall in love with you';

'wtf cat stop stealing all of the blanket';

'>>77241525
It's a very good thing when it's strangers, it's a life ruining thing when it's people close to you. If you care too little you die alone, if you care too much random strangers can hurt you.';

'I've been thinking a lot about what I did that would make him do these things to me. I think it was the conversation where he told me to be as mean as I could.

I think it was opening up about my own fears of being blackmailed by him, but that it would be irrational for him to do so from his position. I think he probably took it as a threat that I would blackmail him.

I would never do that, and I would have done it a long time ago if I ever wanted to. It is an entirely rational fear to be afraid of someone using what you say in a scene against you out of context, and I felt the need to talk about that fear.

It shouldn't have to take a year of dealing with so much pain and shame to understand what was going on.

I could feel he was lying to me. I had to figure out why he would treat me that way. He wouldn't tell me. I tried what I could.

I think he may have also sent people after me to pretend to be my friends and gaslight me. All the while, I was there waiting, trying to figure out what to do.

(1/?)';

'(2/3)
I shouldn't have to live in fear of what lies, gaslighting, and silent treatment might happen next, especially when he knows I have a history of trauma, including doxxing and other blackmail-related things.

I have to by able to communicate my fears and have direction in a healthy relationship. My healthy relationships never felt like this. They would give me reassurance and direction. If I did something that hurt them, they would tell me so we could work on it together.

I tried explicitly to understand what he wanted from me. I asked if I ever did anything and he said no. I could feel it wasn't true.

I went through so many countless hours trying to understand his behavior. The irony is, I think he essentially did exactly what I was afraid of him doing, which was take my fears and private things I said during experimental BDSM out of context to use them against me.

I had no indication things were going badly. There was no opportunity for me to achieve understanding or even know I triggered him if that's indeed what happened. I kept trying to reach out after, to no avail, until he came back and tried to say he was just gone for work and I didn't do anything to upset him.

I feel really awful about myself, and I regret trusting him. Now that I think I might know his thought process, I think I might reach out to apologize for any harm that conversation caused him. I can't engage with someone who will go behind my back in such an extreme manner in place of telling me when I've overstepped though.';

'(3/3)
This process has been so horribly painful. I left work today, because I felt so suicidal thinking about the whole ordeal. I don't even know if any pain I caused him is fixable at this point if he's been hiding that from me. I wish I knew as soon as it happened so I could start comforting him. I do care about comfort and aftercare, but he was just gone. I also don't know if I can ever trust him to not use things I said in BDSM against me or to not use covert manipulation tactics.

I feel so awful right now. I have to figure out what I'm going to do. It would be easier if the answer were what I was suspecting for so long, that he was just leading me on and playing with me because he views me as ugly, autistic, and beneath him.

This has taken a massive toll on me to try to navigate. I think I'm going to try to sleep a lot of today, but I don't know if I can.';

'>>77243549
Why are you trying to make anonymous letter threads all about you personally? I can almost guarantee I've been coming here longer. I've made probably thousands of posts over the past 8-9 years.

If the shoe doesn't fit, it's not for you. I understand paranoia, but your paranoia shouldn't have to affect my own means of coping.

Coming here to vent is not "berating" anyone. It's posting to a void where he doesn't come to process my own feelings. This is a space that has tremendous value to me, even when people have tried to destroy it.';

'These head-giving services are OFF THE HOOK

No. Wait. There is nothing there.';

'Hey K,
Shame you sperged out over a vanilla idea/fantasy and were so wishy-washy hope you find someone before next year. Thanks for the company';

'I think I'll send a friend request. If he accepts, I'll say that I'm very sorry if I hurt him etc.. I'll also explain that I can't emotionally handle keeping him in my life if he isn't willing to communicate with me and will disappear indefinitely at very hurtful times.

If he doesn't accept my request, that's another type of answer.';

'I think we should all reflect on the obvious psychology of women posting shit like that here instead of posting it on their own well-known femcel forums.';

'>>77244868
damn dude, youre kinda right. but most of them probably dont know about cc or anything.

they probs only know about 4chan from yt or other mainstream';

'>>77244868
"Well-known femcel forums"
Like?';

'>>77244964
everyone knows about 4chan 4chan is extremely popular';

'ok whatever fair enough';

'No one else bothers with this anymore, I don't know why I do.
I verified that it's really you, and not some cheap imitation, as it would seem. I crawled the sitemap and saw you updated it earlier this month. I had noticed movement from that direction before.
It seems like you lost your writing ability. Or maybe I evolved so much that it doesn't impress me. Either way, I am not threatened by you anymore.
Goodbye forever.';

'>"I verified it's really you [...] as it would seem."
>something about bad writing';

'They be like
>You think you the Duck'
I be like yepyepyup';

'>>77245286
If even an ESL like me can say as much, then you can imagine how bad it is.';

'>>77245306
I was making fun of your comma splices.';

'Though really that's even worse than just a comma splice because it introduces a modifier that completely inverts the meaning of the sentence. Even if you had intended that (which you didn't, though I suspect you might try to pretend otherwise), it's still ambiguous for the reader.';

'>>77245321
Oh, you're not aware that commas are placed differently in different languages. I guess we all learned something today.';

'(For what it's worth, I wouldn't have known you were ESL at least.)';

'And just like that, it's like she was never casting stones in the first place. She just immediately toggles to "muh ESL how dare you."
Amazingly ironic desu.';

'>>77245354
>she
Hehe. Impressive stylometry.';

'>>77213220
lol. i recognise this cadence
i guess the hyper defensive pseuds with trembling fragile feminine souls are a dime a dozen round these parts';

'Either way, I was very much casting a stone, yes. I would even cast two or three or a whole quarry's worth of them if I could have my way, but at some point you need to know when to stop.';

'>>77244700
what was the idea bruv';

'bog you';

'>>77241497
Comedic seeing you here
>I will now come post in the thread I am aware you have occupied longest of all but I'm totally just expressing myself
Dude you spent like three days agonizing over whether to fly a different airline and choosing the hassled little bitch timeline because you can't in2basic social studies let alone auric control or magick of any merit. Eternal novice fr

Number one thing to do in early stages of relation with a guy is let him lead. I presented you with all the pros and cons I could think of but this is so psychologically goofy. You chose Frontier ultimately after I had laid it all out for you and you did your own research and already felt trapped because you bought your ticket first then went looking for reasons to doubt (somuchhatefrontalam); you chose to explore escalation to a romantic dynamic even though [REDACTEDcetera]. Your flight and your current relationship are also in largest part a result of your actions and choices. Do you realize that? Because the way you're expressing gratitude seems actually like a subconsciously-roundabout way of thanking the Universe or The Goddess for some blessing, but you're excluding yourself from the equation in a really concerning and almond-activating way

I was pulling your leg about the owl btw, I wanted to see if you would tell on yourself by having a spergpost breakdown but then I didn't have time to even monitor muh phishing sticc so that was a waste of a "What if for once *I* tried LARPbaiting?" token but. Anyways lmk if you want it or else it is going [there] with like a little "Feel free to break and use shards for mosaic projects" stickynote or w/e but not until after you leave but you're actually fucked in the head and the orb told me you might put some poop in there and then be like "Wtf Lilac why did you twogirls my cup?"
This is also why I will require direct handoff if you do want to pick it up. Send reply by telepathy for most prompt response, Full Moon goofin' schedj packt';

'>but
bcos*';

'everything is nonsense. even my half-drunk scribbles are more coherent. how could anyone fall for that? the world hates what is real, it hates its own contents so very much. it never stops rewarding smoke and mirrors.';